I will always love you even if I say I don't (Demi Lovato Fan Fiction) (GirlxGirl)

Chapter 111: I Am Done With This

Previously:

 I grab my song book where I write down all of my feelings and begin to write a song of course it’s about Demi and I, but then Isabella walks in all smiley, smiley and says “hi baby” I give her my best smile or at least I try to and say “hi bae” she walks over to me and lays down next to me and side hugs me and says “so guess what we officially have flowers for our wedding” I say “really and how do these flowers look?” she takes out her phone and says “they are beautiful Noah I fell in love with them right when I saw them” and she shows me a picture and I say “wow they are beautiful you have great taste in flowers” she chuckles and says “I don’t only have great taste in flowers but also in who I choose as my partner” and she straddles my waist, oh no, no, no not today and she begins to grind against me and she connects our lips and I don’t feel the sparks at all.

Noah’s Pov:

Her hands make down their way to the hem of my shorts and I pull away and say “babe we can’t do this right now” she frowns and says “why not?” I say “um because we are actually going to be pretty busy” she looks at me confused and says “with what?” I say “well we are going to start looking for our own apartment” “what why?” I say “because it’s time for us to move out so that we can move on with our lives and start a new family” she says “but I thought we would go back to Texas to do that?” I say “yeah but I mean why not start off here and then continue over there” she says “did something happen that you are not telling me about?” I sigh I can’t tell her that I cheated on her I just can’t and I say “Demi um fired me today?” she gasps, hey I didn’t really lie to her I just didn’t tell her everything and she says “oh my god why what happened?” I say “I um lost her trust I guess” she frowns and says “aw I’m really sorry babe” I give her a small smile and say “it’s ok I’ll find another job” she smiles and says “yes you will because you are Noah Jauregui maybe you can talk to Simon about starting your music career” I smile and say “yeah maybe I can do that” she smiles and says “maybe you getting fired by Demi was destiny for new beginning” I nod my head agreeing and say “yeah you are right it probably is” she smiles and says “so we are looking for an apartment?” I say “yeah” she says “everything is falling into place Noah we are soon going to be living by ourselves and then we are going to get married have kids and live a happy life, I knew that Demi wouldn’t tear us apart” if only you knew but I give her a fake smile and say “yeah everything is going perfect right now” and we begin to look for apartments.

The next day I wake up and I see Isabella lying next to me how could I cheat on her she has been nothing but great to me well except when she left me but that doesn’t mean that I was supposed to go and cheat on her, I decide to stop thinking about it and I get up and go downstairs and make myself some coffee I guess Demi isn’t awake yet so I decide to go and play that song that I wrote last night on her piano, I grab my coffee and make my way towards the piano I open it and sit down on the little bench I open the note book and I begin to mess around with it trying to find a melody that would fit perfect to the song, I finally get a beat and I begin to sing to the song….

Can't help wondering what you're thinking

Wherever you are

Late night movies, careless drinking

To cover these scars

And as much as I wanna be with you, I know...

You and me, we're bumper cars

The more I try to get to you