I will always love you even if I say I don't (Demi Lovato Fan Fiction) (GirlxGirl)

Chapter 35: You don't have to go with him...

Alex's Pov:

After looking at Demi and Wilmer I see Isabella and she sees me and walks over to me and says "hey Alex" "hey Isabella" "Alex I am really sorry for walking out and not letting you say anything" "it's ok Isabella don't worry about it but I'm the one that should be sorry for not seeing that you thought that I still had feelings for you" "it's not your fault Alex I just thought that maybe if I came to visit you we would be able to work things out between us I mean things didn't end bad but of course we were never able to continue" "I know and I'm sorry about that, but I am in love with Demi" "I know Alex I can see it both of your eyes how much you love each other" I smile "so are we ok?" "Yeah we are ok I'll be fine don't worry" I smile and we hug she says "so are you having a good time?" "yeah I am and it just got a lot better" "Awww could be because I'm here" I chuckle "I mean I'm happy that you are here too since we haven't seen each other for 3 years" "yeah I know me too do you think we would've still been together after 3 years?" "can I be honest with you?" "yeah of course" "I don't think we would've been together because after we came back I changed a lot I was sleeping around with different girls and getting into trouble so I probably would've hurt you" "oh you think so?" "yeah" "but we would've been together I mean we were happy and in love" "well maybe we could've worked out but I mean one of us would've gotten tired of not being to see each other everyday, kiss, go out on dates, have sex" she chuckles "yeah you are right it probably would've ended bad" "yeah probably but I mean at least we can still be friends" "yeah that's the good thing" I smile at her "I love you Alex" "I love you too Isabella" she kisses my cheek.

I was about to walk away from Isabella she says "so your with Demi? Who has a boyfriend names Wilmer?" I new this was coming "um yeah we are together, can you please keep this a secret and not tell anyone please?" She nods her head "Alex what are you doing you know this isn't right at all" I sigh "I know, I know it's not right but I love Demi I really do and she is going to break up with him soon" "Alex you are going to get hurt in the end" I took a deep breath "please Isabella all I am asking you is to please not tell anyone" she nods her head "can I trust you with that?" She looks at me and thinks about it for a second and sighs I can see jealousy in her eyes and hurt but they soon soften up and go back to being the color they are and she sighs "yes you can trust me I promise that I won't tell anyone" I smile "thank you Isabella" she smiles "your welcome Alex just promise me that you will be careful" I smile "I will be I always am" and she smiles.

I hear my mom say "ok Alex it's time cut the cake" "ok" we walk over to the cake and she says "take off you shirt so it doesn't get dirty" "ok" I take it off and I hear whistles and I just laugh they sing happy birthday and everyone starts to yell that I should bite the cake and In my head I say "eh why not" I bite it and of course they push my head in and everyone was laughing and so was I, I go inside and rinse my face really quick I come back and we cut the cake and stuff.

The party continued everyone was having fun right now I was sitting down in one of the beach chairs drinking my beer and looking up at the sky I was thinking about Jenny tomorrow is her birthday and she would've been 18 and we would've been 7 years together, I miss her so much I wish she was here with me right now she was my first for everything and I will always love her then someone says "hey" I look to my left and I see Demi "hi" she sits down next to me "what are you thinking about?" I sigh and drink some of my beer "it's nothing" "come on Alex I can see hurt, guilt, and regret in your eyes" I take a deep breath "I never told you this because I didn't want it to affect our relationship and I still don't want it too but I had a best friend named jenny she was amazing very beautiful with such an amazing heart our parents were really close and we became close as we got older I started to fall in love with her and so when we turned 11 I confessed my feelings to her and she told me she felt the same way of course I was an ass back then and I still am but she had me on check trust me, so we got together and I fell in love she was my first for everything and well we only lasted three years together because she passed away in a car accident when we were 14 and my heart literally broke then and there and that's when I promised that I would never fall in love".

"I love jenny so much and I miss her too I wish she was still here and tomorrow is her birthday she would've been 18" "Alex you know that wherever she is she is really proud of you and she knows that you still love her and she loves you too" "I know I just wonder how things would've been if she was still here and she's probably pissed at me for falling in love twice after she passed away" "what do you mean? and she is not mad at you she's probably even happy for you because she wouldn't want you to be alone and sad she would want to see you happy and in love" I smile "after she passed away I promised that I would never fall in love again but then when I met Ana in Brazil at 16 I fell in love with her she just reminded me so much of Jenny but she was still her own person and I loved that about her and the only reason why we broke up was because it would be a very long distance relationship and we didn't know when we would see each other again so we decided to just break up and be friends I still love her but as a friend then next thing you know I fall in love with this amazing girl that just came and crashed through my walls that I had built up so high and I immediately fell in love with her it was like love at first I love her beautiful hair her amazing curves those beautiful eyes that can lighten up anyone's world and that beautiful smile that always takes my breath away she taught me how to love again and has changed me for the best and I don't regret meeting her and I never will we might get into fights sometimes but if I ever tell her that I don't love her and that I don't want her back in my life then that's a lie and I hope she knows that because Jenny will always be my soulmate but this girl will always be the love of my life and I hope she knows that" Demi has tears in her eyes "wow this girl sounds amazing what's her name?" I smile "her name is Demetria Devonne Lovato" she smiles at me widely and says "I was hoping it would be me" I smile at her "of course it's you Demi you walking into my life was the greatest thing that ever happened and I love you so much" she smiles at me "you need to stop you are making me cry" I chuckle "I love you Demi" "I love you too".

We get up and Wilmer comes and he pushes me "what did you do to her why is she crying?" "you better relax bro" Demi says "Wilmer, Alex didn't" he interrupts her "relax you just made her cry and I've had enough of you already" and he was all up in my face I say "you better take a step back" Demi says "Wilmer stop" he ignores Demi "or else what?" I look at Demi and she was crying and I also see my family looking so I decide to not make things worse "your lucky everyone is here" I turn around and he says "yeah I am but you are not" and he punches me in the mouth I punch him back twice and of course my uncles and cousins, dad and friends came and they tried pulling us apart, Wilmer says "let go of me so I can finish this punk" "oh I'm the punk you stupid prick" and my uncle says "relax" my dad says "get him out of here" and Wilmer says "come on Demi let's go" I look at Demi and she was crying "Demi you don't have to go with him" and I stretch out my arm, Wilmer says "Demi let's go now?"

Will Isabella keep her promise or will she use this to break them up?

Why did Demi see regret in Alex's eyes?

Could this be the moment where Demi will break up with Wilmer?

Hey you guys sorry for the late update but my roommates parents came to visit and so they took us to the mall but anyways here is chapter 35 hope you guys like it please vote/ comment below and thank you very much for reading I love you guys very much. :D

P.S- Next update will be tomorrow! :)