I will always love you even if I say I don't (Demi Lovato Fan Fiction) (GirlxGirl)

Chapter 160: Two Choices

Demi's Pov:

"what's wrong with Alex?" "Sweetie sit down" I walk over to the bed and I sit down still holding Jenny in my arms, I look down at her and smile since she fell asleep I look up at them and say "what's wrong with him?" my mom sits down next to me and says "Alex hasn't been doing great since you left Demi and he needs your help, he's been drinking whenever he comes and drops off Jenny with me and that's nearly every day and we just found out that he is also doing drugs, he got into a fight at a liquor store" Justin says "Selena and I tried to get through to him but he kept saying that he was ok and that we should stay out of it, but I knew the moment we walked in to the house that he wasn't fine he is a mess Demi, I tried talking to Lauren and everyone else but they just keep ignoring my calls" I look down at my beautiful daughter sleeping in my arms, I am heartbroken that he is doing all this and here I was thinking just a couple of moments ago that everything was great with him but in reality he is miserable, I am pulled out of my thoughts when Selena says "Demi  he needs you to go home" I look up and say "I can't go back not in the state that he is in" Justin says "what? Are you serious?" "Justin calm down" my mom says, "I can't go back right now just when I just finished trying to get myself better, and honestly I can't believe that Alex actually put Jenny into danger" Justin says "he didn't do that didn't you just hear your mom he would take her to her house while he went to get drunk" "I know and I am glad that he did that but we don't know what exactly happened while he had her there" I can tell that Justin is about to explode or rage and Selena says "Justin you need to calm down" he says "so what Demi you are just going to let him drink away his life and never go back?" "no I will go back when the tour is over but Alex is old enough and knows what decisions he is making don't you think?" "yes I agree but clearly there is something wrong with him and he needs your help Demi" "I don't know Justin I want to go back but I just feel that if I go back something is going to happen and things are not going to go great, and I need to focus on my only my safety but Jenny's also" Justin looks at me with a really face and says "so what you are saying is that you are just going to avoid the situation? Gosh you are making Alex sound like he is a criminal or something like if he killed someone"

I look down again at Jenny and think to myself it's the best thing to do for Jenny, her safety is the only thing that matters right now I don't know what Alex did when he actually took care of her,  have so many questions running through my mind and I am trying to figure out what to do but I just don't know I mean am I even making the right decision of not going back and helping him? I am interrupted again from my thoughts when Selena says "Demi I know that you are just looking out for Jenny and that's why you don't want to go back but he also needs your help, think about it if it where the other way he would go back and help you no matter what no matter what he is going through because he loves you" "what if I can't?" "what do you mean?" "what if I can't go back because I am afraid that if I do go back it will be over between us what if I can't be strong enough to actually go back and help him?" at this point tears are falling from my eyes, my mom says "if that's how it is supposed to be Demi then you can't help but let it be, I know that you love Alex but your guys relationship is very toxic that you don't even realize it, you keep walking away from each other but come back but every time you walk away you feel that it is going to be the last time and you are not going to come back again" I nod my head yes and she says "remember Demi that not everyone has a always and forever with the person that they are 100% sure that they are in love with" Selena interrupts and says "but Haley and Nathan did and so did Brooke" (A/N: if you have seen this show called One tree hill then you will get this and if you haven't you should check it out it's an amazing show) we all chuckle and honestly if I thought I knew what I was doing but now I really don't know anymore.

A couple of hours later

Justin's Pov:

I can't believe that we flew over here all the way for nothing, Diana is staying with Demi and she is also keeping Jenny, I don't know how Alex is going to take the fact that Demi doesn't want to come back, actually I do know, he is going to be broken and confused and what he is doing is going to get even more worse, I am really worried about him he is my best friend and he was there for me when I did stupid shit and now I am definitely going to be there for him because he needs me and is also doing stupid shit, Selena and I are currently waiting to board the private plane, we wanted to stay in Paris for a bit but we know that Alex needs us so we decided to just go back, Selena rubs my arm and says "don't worry babe he is going to be ok I promise" "I know I just I can't believe she's not coming back to be there for him, I know Alex and I know that he would've comeback right away if it was her" "I know Justin but we are going to try our best to help him ok" I nod my head understanding and then I hear someone say "you are right Justin if it would've been me Alex would come running back right away to help me" I turn around and I see Demi and Diana there with Jenny in her arms, I smile and say "you changed your mind?" "yes I did change my mind and I decided what I am going to do" "I'm not going back to stay with him that's for sure ok? I only have a 3 day break, but I am going to talk to him" I nod my head understanding.