I will always love you even if I say I don't (Demi Lovato Fan Fiction) (GirlxGirl)

Chapter 50: Pain In My Heart

HAPPY 50TH CHAPTER!!!! :D I can't believe its been 50 chapters already thank you to everyone that has read, voted, commented it means a lot to me I love you guys very much I was nervous at first to share this story because some parts are actual experiences that have happened, but I built up the courage and decided to share it with you all thank you sooo much for reading and I hope you continue to enjoy it.

Previously: he turns around and smirks "not until Demi gives me a kiss" seriously I am about to kick this guys ass "get the fuck out before I call the police on your ass" he winks at Demi that's it I'm so done with this guy, I am about to punch him when he says "I guess you haven't told Alex about that night that we bumped into each other at the studio".....

Alex's Pov:

He walks out and I close the door I look at Demi and say "you saw him at the studio" she walks towards me and places her arms on my chest and says "Alex it's not what you think" "really? then what happened at the studio" I know that she is lying to me I can see it in her eyes she needs to tell me the truth she sighs and says "I was working late with Nathalie and he showed up I tried kicking him out but he wouldn't leave and well they out of nowhere he um kissed me" I am seriously gonna go kick this guys ass after this I take a deep breath to try and relax myself and say "when did this happen?" "2 weeks ago" "2 weeks ago and I am barely hearing about this now? were you even going to tell me?" I say with my voice raised at her and she says "yes I was going to tell you I just didn't know how to tell you because I knew you would get upset" she yells oh so now she's mad, I nod my head "of course I would get upset at the fact that my girlfriends girlfriend ex-boyfriend kissed her and I find out 2 weeks after and not by her but by him" she doesn't say nothing I relax and say calmly "did you kiss him back?" She looks at me in disbelief at the fact that I just asked her that "no of course I didn't kiss him back" I nod my head feeling like I don't believe her she grabs my hands and looks me in the eyes "Alex the kiss didn't mean anything I promise" I look away and say "do you still love him?" She let's go of my hands and backs up "what? I can't believe you just asked me that" I sigh and look at her "you should've told me sooner Demi" I grab my keys and she say "Alex where are you going?" "to go kick his ass".

I get in my car and start driving I wasn't really gonna go kick his ass I just don't know what to think I feel like I could easily lose Demi to him and I don't want that to happen I love Demi so much that it would probably kill me if I ever lost her, I know that I should trust her and I do trust her I guess I am just scared of loosing her not only because of Wilmer but anyone else that tries to take her away, I just hope that no one gets in our way. I arrive to the beach park my car and walk over to the sand I sit down on the warm sand and look at the beautiful view in front of me and just try to clear my mind, I must admit that I miss Miami I miss my friends I miss the life that I have over there I know that soon I am going to have to leave Demi and go back I wish it wasn't like that but I have to do it but I know that the months are gonna go by fast and I will be back with Demi and we can start living our life together, I decide to take a short walk and thought over everything maybe I overreacted I trust Demi and I know that if she said she didn't kiss him back and that kiss meant nothing then I should believe, I feel bad for raising my voice at her I really do but hey not all relationships are perfect, I eventually go home I know that I need to apologize to Demi for not trusting her and overreacting, so I stop by Starbucks and buy her, her favorite coffee and some roses I arrive to our house and as I was parking I see Demi talking to a girl but this girl isn't any other girl she is dressed like a dude and is sagging so much that it's ridiculous, I mean I sag but not like her, her pants are literally all the way to her knees how are you even able to walk like that? (A/N: I wonder that many times when guys sag that much lol like why wear pants if they are nearly touching the floor? Haha) she is wearing a white muscle shirt with a black and red hat, I can tell right away that she is flirting with Demi and Demi is smiling really big it's like she is enjoying it.

I feel a pain in my heart at the scene in front of me, what if Demi is tired of me? she's probably going to break up with me already I know it and that girl is going to be my new replacement I guess I might as well start packing, I sigh and get out of the car Demi didn't even notice me since she was too busy flirting with that dam girl I walk in, Sadie and Roxy immediately run towards me I smile and let them "hey girls" they calm down and I put the stuff on the table "are you guys hungry?" they bark I chuckle at how excited they get and walk into the kitchen and pour them some food on their bowls and water too they start eating and I go upstairs and grab my basketball I change into my shorts with a white t-shirt and go outside to the backyard Demi was still talking with that girl I start shooting hoops then I suddenly feel someone's arms wrap around my stomach and I knew it was Demi right away and she says "thank you for the roses and coffee babe I just nod but don't even look at her "Alex?" I shoot the ball "yeah?" "what's wrong?" "nothing I'm fine" I go and grab the ball and she says "I know something is wrong please tell me what it is" I look at her and nod my head in like did she really not now that I saw her flirting with that girl so I say "just leave me alone and don't worry I'll go and start packing" I throw the ball to the fence and go upstairs to the room I take out my suitcase and start packing she walks in and says "why are you packing? we are not leaving until Friday" "if you are going to bring my replacement this weekend then I don't want you to go" "what are you talking about Alex?" I can hear the confusion in her voice she seriously needs to stop acting like she doesn't know so I look at her "stop acting Demi you know what I am talking about" I can tell she's annoyed already "no I don't know what you and are talking about, first you get mad because of the whole Wilmer thing you leave and come back with roses and now your mad again like what did I do wrong now cause I honestly don't know what I did" at this point she is punching my chest and pushing me.

I feel heat run through me and I yell "I saw you I saw you flirting with that girl" I see fear run through her face and she backs up I would never in a million years lay a hand on Demi or any other girl never I relax myself and take a deep breath and continue "I parked and you didn't even notice me, you also had that huge smile on your face that I love so much that can lighten up anybody's mood that you use to give me" I sigh feeling my heart break little by little tears are streaming down her face I say in a low voice and not looking into her eyes "if you are tired of me Demi then just break up with me but don't go out there flirting in front of my face because you may not love me anymore but I still do ok so if you don't want to be with me just break up with me" I look at her and she says "Alex I am sorry" wow she's actually going to break up with me I nod my head and say "wow" and I start walking away.....

Is Alex overreacting about the kiss?

Who is this girl and will she interfere with Demi and Alex's relationship?

Is Demi really going to break up with Alex?

Hey you guys so here is chapter 50 I hope you guys like it and don't get pissed of at me lol Thank you sooo much for reading and please vote/ comment below to what you guys think is going to happen or what should happen! Thank you guys! :D

P.S- Next update will be tomorrow! :)