I will always love you even if I say I don't (Demi Lovato Fan Fiction) (GirlxGirl)

Chapter 152: Lexmi

Demi's Pov:

Wow how did I get so lucky to meet someone as amazing as Alex? Words cannot describe how much I love him he is just so kind and passionate about what he loves, and I am really grateful to have him in my life and I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with him I know that we have been going through hell lately but just like he said what is a relationship without having any fights, he looks at me worried and grabs my hand and says "what's wrong babe?" I smile "nothing I'm just thinking how lucky I am to have you in my life" he chuckles and says "I am the lucky one here because you helped me so much Demi you helped me stopped being that immature person that I was 3 years ago, if it wasn't for you who knows how my life would've turned out Demi and I love you so much for showing up to the pool party the day that we met because the first time I saw you I knew that you were the one I know that sounds cliché but it's the truth and I will admit that I was scared because It was something that I hadn't felt in a while but I knew that you were very special to me right when our eyes met and I love you sooo much in fact my love for you is indescribable" tears fall from my eyes, dammit Alex it took me forever to do my makeup today he says "baby no don't cry" "how can I not cry when you are speaking like that to me" he chuckles and says "I'm sorry I just I get really into it when I talk about my love for you" oh god Alex are you trying to kill me or something I say to myself, he smiles and plays rubs my fingers and then frowns and says "you aren't wearing your engagement ring?" oh shit I forgot to tell him

Alex's Pov:

Why isn't she wearing the engagement ring? Did she change her mind does she not want to marry me anymore? I begin to freak out and she notices and I say "Demi do you not want to marry anymore?" her eyes widen "what no, no, no that's not what it is I promise" "then why aren't you wearing it? is it because of the whole drama that is going on I promise you that I didn't sleep with her I was drinking that night but I didn't sleep with her or" at this point she noticed that I was rambling so she leaned in and crashed her lips onto man, I was surprised so I didn't kiss back but then I snapped out of it and I began to kiss back, I bit her lip and she slightly moaned we pull away when breathing became a problem and she sits back down and says "wow" I am trying here to control my breath and I say "I know right" she chuckles and says "it's been a while since we've had a kiss like that" I nod my head agreeing and say "yes it actually has been ever since Jenny was born" she chuckles and says "yeah I agree" I look at her and say "so um why aren't you wearing the ring?" she grabs my hands but I don't look up and she says "Alex please look at me" I look up slowly afraid of what she is going to say and says "I'm not wearing the ring because I didn't know if we were going to announce it yet or not and I also didn't want paparazzi to take a picture and then ruin it" damn well don't I feel stupid now, I look down embarrassed and she says "and of course I want to marry you Alex I don't care about that stupid rumor that, that girl made I trust you and I believe you that nothing happened that night and that you are not responsible for her being pregnant" I smile and say "thank you Demi I know that it must be tough for you to have to deal with something like this but thank you for staying by my side it really means a lot to me" she smiles and says "of course I am going to stay by your side Alex I know we haven't gotten married yet but when we do we are going to promise to be there for each other for better or for worse" I smile widely and say "I love you so much Demi" "I love you too Alex"

Finally our food came and Demi and I continued to talk about us, Jenny, and the future as we ate our food it's been a while since we actually had time for ourselves and I am glad that we were able to do this tonight, I look up and say "so how do you want to announce our engagement babe?" she says "I don't know baby I mean do you think that right now would be a good time to announce it?" "I honestly don't know I mean I just want to tell the whole world that you are soon going to be my wife but then at the same time I know that everyone else is going to say that I asked you to marry me because of what is going on" "Alex I don't care about what people have to say about us getting married because as long as we know the truth then that is all that matters" I give her a small smile and say "are you sure babe?" she chuckles and says "of course I am sure you know why?" "Why?" and she sings "I really don't care" we both chuckle and I say "ok then we can announce It but how should we do it?" she thinks about it for a moment and says "why don't we do a live chat?" "hey that's a good idea and I have something in mind that we can do that I know is going to drive them crazy for a couple of minutes" she chuckles and says "what crazy idea are you thinking about doing now?" "you will see when we do the live chat" she smiles and says "can we go home now then?" "babe but I want desert" she frowns and says "please babe I just want to announce it already" "but I want Tiramisu" she gives me her puppy eyes that she knows that I cannot resist and I sigh and say "fine we can get the Tiramisu to go" she claps her hands happily and calls over the waiter and I say with a mouth full of my chicken parmigiana "Demi I'm not done yet" "you can take that to go also" the waiter comes with boxes and packs our food to go with a slice of Tiramisu.