I will always love you even if I say I don't (Demi Lovato Fan Fiction) (GirlxGirl)

Chapter 12: Edward Cullen

Previously:

I know to others it's just a dumb sport but to me it means everything and I also know that it meant everything to Jenny when she was alive, just like I would feel pain if soccer was taken away from me was the same pain I felt when Jenny was taken away from me except that, her being taken away hurt 10 times worse than having soccer taken away....

Alex's Pov:

Silence was around Mike and I after we talked about my heart condition but he soon ended it and said "So any special girl in your life right now?" I laugh at the random and sudden subject change and say "nah I don't think so" he raises an eyebrow at me while smirking "Really? Because you have that spark in your eyes that says you do" I chuckle and say "what the fuck am I fucking Edward Cullen from Twilight whose eyes change?" he laughs and so do I but continue "come on you know me I'm not about relationships" "yeah I know that but that doesn't mean that you can't fall in love" I nod "trust me I am not in love" Mike smirks at me and says "So there is a girl?" I roll my eyes "oh my god no there isn't and even if there was their will always be a guy standing in my way" wait what the hell did I just say? "well you never know maybe that girl might like you and be smart enough to dump that guys ass for you" I chuckle and cross my arms,

I start thinking about it would Demi actually leave Wilmer for me? Wait why am I even thinking about this I don't even like Demi, or do I? I hear a voice in my head say "yes you do you idiot" "whoa who the fuck said that?" "It is me you dumbass your heart" "my heart what the hell?" "hey shut up and listen to me alright your stupid brain is charging me a buck by the minute to tell you this alright, you do have feelings for Demi ok in fact you are falling for her but you are just too stupid and stubborn to realize it" "hah whatever I don't like her and you can't control what I feel" "the hell I can expect some really painful heart burns later on alright and yes you do have feelings for Demi, oh and also you better tell your parents about me being sick and start taking care of me asshole, fuck soccer"

I roll my eyes and say to Mike "nah she wouldn't leave him for me trust me" "never say never" I scrunch my face at him and say "dude did you just really quote after Justin?" he laughs "yeah I just did" I nod my head laughing wow my friend is an idiot oh and take that stupid heart another voice says "you are fucked my friend" Stupid Brain, Mike asks "so how's Lauren doing?" "she's doing good she's had a rough couple of days this week but she is strong so I know she will be ok" "that's good" "yeah so how about you call the guys and maybe we could have a quick game?" he nods agreeing "alright I will but you better not die in my backyard cause Lauren will kill me" I chuckled "you asshole" he laughs "so I'll call them right now I can see that you want me to kick your ass" I laugh "yeah sure whatever", Mike calls the guys and we play a quick soccer game and of course I ended up winning,

Time passes by and I see that it is 4:30pm so I decide to leave to go and buy Demi's coffee and Muffin, once I am there I order her stuff and I decide to buy myself a Passion Fruit Tea, I head to the studio and park when I walk in I see the receptionist and she looks at me, I have to admit she is really hot she put on her flirty face and says "hi how many I help you?" "hi beautiful I am here to see Demi Lovato" she frowns and says "wouldn't you rather stay with me?" I smile "yeah of course maybe after I drop off her coffee" she giggles "ok then I will be waiting for you" I nod and she says "she is in the fifth floor room 505" I smile "than you beautiful" she smiles back "anytime" I head upstairs and find the room, out of nowhere I start feeling nervous and I say to myself Alex calm down you do not like her and you are not feeling nervous she is with Wilmer so calm down" then that annoying voice says "in denial" I roll my eyes and knock on the door, I heard Demi say "come in" I open the door and walk in she sees me and says "hey you" I walk towards her "hey beautiful here is your large soy latte with whip cream and 1 blueberry muffin I asked them to warm it up" she smiled and says "aww you are so sweet" I smile at her she says "for that you get a kiss" my eye-widened "on the cheek" I pout and she giggles leans in and kisses my cheek I blush and she says "come on sit down"

We sit down in the couch and she sits in a chair in front of me and says "so how was your first day here?" "it was pretty good I went to visit a friend" "that's good" I nod and say "how was your day beautiful?" she sighs "it has been really stressful I have been trying to write a song the whole day bit have extremely failed" hey don't stress beautiful the time will come and you will write that song with no problem" she smiles and says "I hope you are right" I smirk "I'm always right" she raises an eyebrow at me "really?" "Yeah" she giggles and says "cocky much?" I chuckle "not cocky just stating the truth" she laughs, I texted Lauren that I am in the studio but that I was going to be with Demi,

Demi and I continued talking and we were having a really good time and I finally admitted to myself and came to conclusion that I do have feelings for Demi and I wanted to tell her but I just wasn't so sure if I should, we were having a good time until Wilmer walks in with 2 coffees and a muffin and he says "hey babe oh um I didn't know you had company" she looks at me then back at Wilmer and says "oh Wil I didn't know you were going to come, Alex stopped by and brought me a coffee and a muffin" he says "I can see that well I just came to drop off you white chocolate mocha and your favorite chocolate chip muffin" I chuckle wow this guy doesn't even know what she likes and he's the boyfriend wow what an idiot Demi says "Awww thank you Sweetie" she goes and kisses him and that hurt me a lot so I got up and said "well I should leave you two alone um Demi I'll talk to you some other time" "Aww ok" I get up and hug her I look at Wilmer and say "later bro" "lates"....

Yay Alex finally admitted to herself that she has feelings for Demi! =) *people cheering in the back

Will Alex confess her feelings to Demi?

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