I will always love you even if I say I don't (Demi Lovato Fan Fiction) (GirlxGirl)

Chapter 115: Give Me A Second Chance

Previously:

“I’m sorry Noah but I can’t marry someone that doesn’t love me or that can’t say I do to me” she puts the ring on my palm and I say “I understand and I really am sorry Isabella I really am” she gives me a small smile and says “I wish I could say ok but I just I need time so I think it would be best for me to just pack my things go to Texas and pack the rest of my stuff and go back to Brazil” I nod my head and say “ok I know that things between us are going to be weird after this but I really do hope that you can forgive me one day and that we could be friends” she gives me a small smile and she says “baby steps Noah baby steps, but I will always love you ok” I nod my head and she leans in and kisses my cheek and walks over to the door and before she walks out she says “you need to tell her the truth Noah she deserves to know the truth” I nod my head knowing who she is talking and with that she walks out and I have officially lost one of the girls that I really did once love and loved me back and now it’s time to go and lose another girl that I really do love and that isn’t going to love me after I tell her the truth..……

Demi's Pov:

After Noah left I was just left confused and heartbroken I messed up big time he actually cares about me he came back for me and it looked like he wanted to tell me something once again but I fucked up again just like I did with Alex, Why do I keep doing this to myself why do I keep calling Scarlett am I like in love with her or something I honestly understand why I always turn to her when she doesn't even care about me all she does is want to please me I don't even like her like I don't feel anything but I just for some reading keep calling her u look at her and she is putting on her clothes and she looks at me and says "wow Demi it was literally like déjà Vu all over again" I roll my eyes and say "shut up Scarlett and please just leave" she chuckles and says "don't worry I'll leave but I'll be back soon" "no, no, you won't be back because this is officially the last time that you and I will ever have sex ok and I know what you are thinking that I said that the last time but trust me when I say that this is officially the last time, honestly I don't even know why I keep calling you all you do to me is mess everything up for me so just grab your clothes and leave" she says "Demi you know why we keep coming back to each other, we have that connection we will always have that connection and honestly though I never thought I would say this but I'm in love with you Demi I really am I know that it seems like I'm a horrible person but you are the only one that I sleep with I don't go out with other girls anymore Demi" I scoff and say "whatever Scarlett you don't know the menacing of love and I'm not going to fall in your trap".

She grabs my hands and looks into my eyes those beautiful blue eyes that just take my breathe away and hypnotize me every time I look into them and says "I'm not lying Demi I really have changed I know that I’ve been a horrible person to you in the past but trust me Demi I really do care about you” she grabs my hand and places it over her heart and says “you feel that? That’s what you make my heart go through every time that I am near you, every time that you have called me and asked me to come and please you my heart beats like this Demi my feelings for you are not fake at first I did just want to mess around but when you called me that one day and we hooked up honestly I didn’t feel it as some random hook up I felt it more than that I felt like we actually made love Demi, and I know that I have a lot to prove to you but I promise that I am being real with you Demi I swear I am please give me a chance” why is she doing this to me? I don’t know what to do? Then I hear a voice in my head don’t do it Demi don’t do it you love Noah not Scarlett don’t it, but then I hear another voice say give her a chance Demi she is being honest with you she is in love with you and she regrets what she did to you and the way she treated you, ughhh stupid brain and heart you are making this complicated for me I want to just reject her and tell her now but then at the same time I feel like I owe her like deep down I actually feel something for her and it just makes it all confusing for me and I don’t know what I should do.