I will always love you even if I say I don't (Demi Lovato Fan Fiction) (GirlxGirl)

Chapter 98: Acting Childish

Previously:

How can she still hold on to what she is feeling for me when she knows that I am not coming back I know she regrets everything that she did but I just I can’t come back and forgive her I can’t open my heart to her anymore she needs to know that I don’t love her anymore she needs to know that she can’t go back and turn the clock around, she needs to know that she broke my heart the moment I caught her cheating on me, she needs to know that I am not coming back for her anymore, she needs to know that what we had ended the moment I walked into that room, she needs to know that I’ve moved on and that I fell in love again, she needs to know that I am going to marry the person I moved on with, she needs to know that I am going to have a beautiful baby, she needs to know that I am going to love this person with all my heart she needs to know that I am not going to be there anymore to tell her how much I love her.

Noah’s Pov:

After she Demi finished singing I heard her begin to cry I debated on whether I should go over there and hug her but I knew I shouldn’t do that I was about to walk away and pretend to walk down and have been sleeping but then I hear her say “I regret hurting you Alex I never meant to hurt you I just wish you knew that even if you didn’t want to be with me anymore I know that I lost you forever” I felt my heart break hearing what she said I wish I could just go and hug her and tell her everything is going to be alright but I won’t do that I can’t give in so, I walk upstairs quietly and walk into Isabella and I’s room and I close the door, I lay down in the bed and just take a deep breath this is too much to deal with I am starting to think that I should’ve never come back it’s just hurting the people that I love I should’ve just stayed over there and not have taken the job, why the hell did I even take it I mean I know that I did it for Isabella and I’s baby but I mean I could’ve found a job over there why did I necessarily have to come back and then end up being Demi’s bodyguard?

I took a nap and then when I woke up I went downstairs and I heard Demi watching T.V I guess it’s time for me to face her and apologize, I say “hey Demi” she screams and then throws the remote at me and it hits me right above my eye, I groan in pain and say “fuck” she immediately walks over to me and says “oh my god I am so sorry I just got so scared” oh man that hurt sooo much she threw it really hard and I say “geez I know you are upset so what I did but come on seriously a remote” she says “hey you are the one that scared me ok” she begins to hit me and says “don’t blame me because you are an idiot you never sneak up on a girl” I grab her hands so that she can stop hitting me and I say “can you stop” she tries to hit me and I say “ok you are acting childish you seriously need to stop” she chuckles “oh I’m acting childish really? You know for someone that said that they were going to be professional in public and who knows what else, you ended up acting pretty childish when you beat the crap out of my friend” I roll my eyes and scoff “you’re friend?” she says “yes my friend” I say “wow so do you sleep with all of your friends” she begins to hit me again and I grab her arms and stare into her eyes and say in a intimidating tone “stop hitting me” she pulls away and says “I hate you, you know that”.

I chuckles and say “well hate me all you want princess but I am still your bodyguard” she says “ha you know I could fire you, you know?” I say “oh I know you can but you won’t because you don’t have another bodyguard” she groans because she knows that I am right and say “oh and it’s ok” she looks at me confused and says “what are you talking about?” I point to my eye and she says “you’re welcome I hope your eye fall out” I roll my eyes and walk over to the kitchen to grab and ice pack I am definitely going to have a bruise tomorrow or something, after getting the ice pack  I walk back over to the living room and sit down in the couch and I place the ice pack above my eye I groan in pain and then I hear her say “I’m sorry” I look at her confused and she says “I’m sorry for throwing the remote at you I just got scared I didn’t think anyone was home” I say “I guess I deserved it” she says “yes you did” I look at her with a really face and I say “I’ve been here the whole day” her eyes widen and she says “oh my god so you heard me playing the piano?” I pretend to not know what she is talking about and say “piano? I didn’t hear anything I was sleeping” she sighs in relief “whoa you are a heavy sleeper” I chuckle and say “yeah I guess I am” and she just laughs.