I will always love you even if I say I don't (Demi Lovato Fan Fiction) (GirlxGirl)

Chapter 112: Over Her

Previously:

Noah’s Pov:

That’s it that’s how it’s supposed to be, that’s how I lost Demi this is how my story ends losing Demi as Noah and as Alex…….

Isabella's Pov:

What the hell happened between Demi and Noah? Clearly something happened I didn't hear their full conversation but I did see Demi say "whatever I am done with this you and Isabella have 5 days to move out" what happened between them that Demi is now kicking us out? First I find out that He gets fired because she lost his trust, and now I hear Demi say this to Noah, yeah something is definitely wrong with them but I just don't know what it could be, honestly I'm a little nervous about our wedding because I feel like Noah has been very distant lately and he hasn't really been so into the wedding I mean I know he's a guy and he is leaving everything up to me but I just wish that he was more involved with the wedding, I walk over to the piano room and I hear him playing some of the keys I walk up to him from behind and I wrap my arms around his neck, at first her tenses up but then relaxes when he sees that it's me and smiles I say "good morning handsome" he smiles and says "good morning beautiful" we both lean in and kiss, we pull away and I say "what are you playing?" He says "oh nothing just messing around with the keys" I smile and say "are you thinking about what I told you?" He smiles and sys "yeah I have been thinking about it and I think I am going to do it" I smile and rub his chest and says "I am happy that you are Noah I want you to be happy and work in what you want to do".

He smiles and says "I am happy" I chuckle and say "really? Then why have you been so distant lately?" He sighs and says "I'm sorry I guess I have just been taking it hard with getting fired and the wedding and everything else" I say "but you haven't really been involved with the wedding, and I know it sucks that you got fired but now you can go out and purse your goal" "I have been involved with the wedding babe what are you talking about" I chuckle "really?" "Yes I have" "no you haven't Noah, your mom, Lauren and I have been doing everything" he sighs and says "I'm sorry baby I really am I've just had a lot of things go through my mind" I say "is not wanting to marry me one of them?" He looks at me a little bit taken back by surprised and says "no, no, of course not I do want to marry you it's not that trust me" I say "fine it better not be that because I love you soooo much and it would break my heart if you wouldn't want to get married anymore" he gives me a small smile and says "trust me it is not that Isabella I've just been having something's going through my mind but from now on I will try to be 100% involved of the wedding" she chuckles babe I don't want 100% I just want to feel like you still want this to happen, that is all that I want" he smiles and says "trust me Isabella I want this and I will show you that I do" I smile and say "ok" and we lean in and kiss.

Noah's Pov:

After Demi left I took a deep breath and said to myself this is it this is how it all ends this is how I lost Demi, I couldn't help but start thinking about Taylor swifts song called "how you get the girl" and the lyric that would repeat over and over again in my head was "And that's how it works. That's how you lost the girl." No matter how much it hurts to have lost Demi we both have to move on its for the best but I did lie to her about everything obviously about how last night didn't mean anything and how when I said I love you it also didn't mean anything but it last night meant everything to me even the I love you but I just can't be with her and I don't want to be with her because I am afraid of her breaking my heart again, Isabella came down and when she told me "is not wanting to marry me one of them?" Honestly I was shocked I felt like maybe that was the moment that I should've told her what happened and how I'm not sure if I want to marry her but instead I said no that it wasn't that, I am so stupid that was my chance and I blew it, I should've told her but instead I am now an asshole and a cheater god I deserve an award or something for the most douche person in the world, nah I just deserve to be kicked in the nuts a couple of times but that would really, really painful and I know Demi would enjoy doing that right now she would probably kick me sooo hard that I wouldn't be able to have kids anymore, I shiver at the thought of her kicking me.