Into The Rose Garden (Seidou x Kanae/Karren)

Chapter Seventy-nine - Confrontation

Warning: This chapter deals with mental, psychological, emotional, physical abuse and trauma. There will be heavier themes on confronting an abuser and the matter at hand. There will also be slight themes of sexual trauma and a side of childhood molestation within past events. Strong emotions and conflicts will be present with the confrontation against an abuser. You have been warned.

Seidou stares blankly out the car window, questioning how he even got there. Kanou scoffed at this. "You know, when we're actually in the same place, the very first thing you do is stare out windows." Seidou looked over at Kanou quickly, before shifting his gaze away once again.

Seidou holds his chest, building up the courage to bring up old wounds and scars. "You know...I can't remember the last time I was even able to feel safe again..." "What?" Seidou shuts his eyes, ready to rephrase himself.

"Y-You...hurt me, and I will NEVER forgive you for it!" Kanou scoffed rudely. "And...?" "A-And...I didn't ask for you to do that to me, or have anyone else do that to me. I-I didn't...I didn't ask for ANY of it! You hurt me, and you really don't care?!"

Kanou shrugged, as he focused his sights on the road. "Not really, you already knew that about me." Seidou could feel himself bubble. "You turned me into a freak, you cut me apart and cut me open, y-you said I was no one! You let Tatara beat me-!" "Now that, I couldn't really control. I guess he just really has some bad blood on you."

Seidou continues. "You acted like I was helpless and pathetic, you did nothing but control me, you left me alone to suffer in the hands of Eto the day of the incident and you even let just some random woman, I never even met before then, come in and...touch me!"

Kanou looked straight ahead, blank. "Maybe if you actually cooperated, she wouldn't have done it like that. Can't see why you'd be hung up on that now." Seidou turns his head, glaring at the elder male, with only his iris changing color to that of crimson.

He turns back to his original position. "Who in the hell would actually cooperate to doing that, especially in that situation?! Anyway, my point is...I don't want to talk to you, you make my life worse by just existing!"

Kanou sighs. "Takizawa, just...come back with me already. I swear, those treatments were actually working, and you were getting stronger and more adaptable. Just agree right now, and it'll be less messy."

Seidou fixes up his hair, blowing away any stragglers. "So...let me get this straight... You wanted me to go somewhere with you to somehow persuade me, completely interrupting with my new and safe life, and then you ask me to go back to that slaughter house just to go back to torturing me and messing with my human bodily functions and you believe I'll actually agree to it with the possibility of it being...'less messy'?! You actually believe I'm a moron!"

Kanou rolled his eyes dismissively. "It's much more complex than that, Takizawa!" 'Get out, Seidou! Stop this car!' "I don't care, I NEVER want to go through anything like that again! You can keep the eyepatch, I'm done! Now, stop this car."

Kanou scoffed, typical at this rate. "You're overreacting, we're almost there." "I said...stop. This. Car!" "Like I said, we're almost there, calm down. You're only making yourself even more upset."

Seidou's patience was thinning, and his frustration grew into anger and deep hatred. 'Stop the car, Seidou! Make him stop!' "Kanou, I've had enough already! I'm seriously at my limit here! Stop!" "Takizawa, you're acting like a child!" 'MAKE HIM STOP! EVEN IF IT MEANS CAUSING HIM HARM!'

Suddenly, something came over Seidou. This strong emotion he's only felt at the worst of times, the one beyond hatred, nearly controlled his mind and body. However, Seidou still kept some control, making sure not to lose himself again.