Wanda Maximoff: I Have To See Her Again

3.3K 124 23
                                    

Word Count: 3108

An: I have a lot of chapters with the same people so I'm going to add chapter names no to make it easier to find

It was already hard being in love with Wanda when she was in love with Vision. It was hard to know that you weren't the one who made her happy. That you were only ever destined to be a friend.

But nothing hurt more than seeing her hurt. When she ripped the mind stone out of Vision's head you could see her heart breaking in her chest. You could feel it because she was your heart. You'd never felt such pain in your lifetime.

That was until you saw it again. Except this time it was Thanos ripping the stone from Vision's head. Wanda was screaming, crying, pleading for it all to end. It had taken so much out of her to even be convinced to remove the stone from her lover only for it to not matter in the end.

She crumpled to the ground and you were right behind her. With your arms around her trying to give her any comfort you could. You didn't know that it wouldn't matter in the end. It only took a few moments for her to turn to dust in your arms.

She looked into your eyes before she was completely gone. What was left from her hand caressed your face. She was speaking to you and over the years you've convinced yourself that she was telling you she loved you. But you knew that couldn't be it not when the love of her life was just stolen from her.

Maybe she had gone delusional from the sensation of being blipped. Maybe she was talking to his lifeless body. Maybe she said it because she thought you could save her. You couldn't; you was too weak.

You wanted to be sad and you wanted to mourn, but you didn't have any time. The world was in panic so many people were gone. So many had lost loved ones too much to prioritize your own.

In the weeks before Tony returned it was chaos. It wasn't much better when he got back. You went looking for Thanos and you found him but it was too late the stones were destroyed.

Most of the team separated after that. They gave up on this but you couldn't. Giving up on bringing everyone back would be giving up on Wanda and you couldn't do that.

So you stayed by Natasha's side. You used this time to become stronger both physically and mentally. She wasn't doing work for the weak. Natasha was trying to figure out how to bring everyone back, while helping the people who were still here, and tracking down Clint. You were right there with her getting stronger was the only way you could keep up.

" Y/n can I ask you something?" Natasha had sat her thick stack of papers down to look at you.

You did the same," Ya what's up"

" Why did you choose to help me? You could've gone off and built a life for yourself but here you are with me going over files"

You pondered for a minute," Well you're doing this to bring everyone back but you're also trying to save Clint right?" She nodded," Well it's the same with me but I'm doing this for Wanda"

Nat's eyes lit up with realization," You were in love with her weren't you"

You breathed out through your nose," I was, I still am. I know that Vision was her everything but she was mine. I held her in my arms as she turned to dust and if I don't get her back it'll eat me alive."

" There's no way she couldn't love you if she knew everything you're doing to get her back"

You shook your head," If Wanda ever chooses to love me it can't be because of what I'm doing now. I don't want her to love me because of all of these hoops I'm jumping through. I'd want her to love me for the person I was before this. I'm so different now"

Multifandom Imagines And One-ShotsWhere stories live. Discover now