Multifandom Imagines And One-Shots

Natasha Romanoff: The Cliff

Word Count: 2438

An: I put this little note up on Tumblr so I guess I'll do it here too... I genuinely feel like this is one of the best things I've ever written. There's so much raw emotion in this and I literally almost cried writing it. I was writing it until 3 am just so I could release it today. I really hope you guys like this one. moy svet is my light and moya lyvubov is my love.

" You can't do this to me Nat"

You and Natasha stood there, on the cliff. Natasha was going to jump, but you weren't going to let that happen.

" Y/n it has to be one of us. You have so much life to live, my love. A good life"

" Fuck that Nat. It can't be a good life without you there"

Natasha caressed your face," There are millions of people suffering; families, children, our friends"

" There has to be another way, Nat"

She transitioned, so she had you in a choke hold," There isn't."

You flipped her on her back and started sprinting to the edge. She tripped you and you grabbed her by the ankle.

You straddled her waist and pinned her wrists above her head.

" What about Yelena? You just got her back, Natasha please. Think about your family"

Natasha rolled so you were on your back," I need to do this Y/n. For once, I have to not be selfish"

She smashed your head against the rocks before racing to the edge of the cliff. You saw her prepare to jump and sprinted to grasp her arm. You yanked her from over the edge and her body thudded on the rock behind you.

You stared over the edge. Your breathing picked up along with your heart rate. You swallowed hard as tears began to stream down your face.

" Fuck," you sat down, with your legs dangling off the cliff.

You felt Nat sit next to you. You leaned your head on her shoulder," You deserved better than this."

" I'm always with you"

" You haunt me, Nat. I should've jumped right there, and if I knew what I do now I would've. I've never felt so empty."

She grabbed your hand, interlocking your fingers.

" After you did it, I stood there for so long. Nothing was there to stop me from jumping right after you did. I wanted to, I wanted to be selfish. Fuck the Avengers, fuck the world, they didn't deserve happiness after having done this to you"

" It was my time Y/n"

" Fuck that Natasha. How was your time? Your life was finally looking up. After being robbed of your life, after putting it on the line for the others, you finally had a family. You had me."

She brought your hand to the back of her lips," This wasn't about you Y/n. If it was, I would've never jumped"

You licked the salty tears from your lips before shaking your head," Why wasn't I enough?"

Nat used her free hand to turn your head towards her," You were more than enough lyubov"

Your eyes finally locked on hers," THEN WHY, NATASHA? I DON'T GET IT. WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME? I HAVE NOTHING WITHOUT YOU. THERE'S NO AVENGERS. NO FRIENDS. NOTHING BUT ME AND THIS STUPID FUCKING DREAM WHERE I HAVE TO WATCH YOU JUMP OFF THAT STUPID FUCKING CLIFF EVERY SINGLE NIGHT"

You had stood up from your spot. You paced back and forth as you glared at the figment of your imagination; The woman that you loved, who had thrown herself off of a cliff.