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I hope you can see
The shape I've been in
While he's touching your skin
He's right where I should
Where I should be
But you're making me bleedY/n pulled out her earphones with ferocity. This was complete bullshit. So hypocritical of her ex to write this song about her.
Harry Edward Styles had no right to do this to her. He cheated on her, he broke her trust, he lied to her. So why is it that she feels bad for moving on?
It's not like she was in a relationship or anything but she had been on a few dates with Charlie Puth.
If she was being honest with herself she wasn't really ready to be in a serious relationship yet. Harry and her had dated for almost 3 years and to find him with some random model really fucked her up.
Everyone knew about her relationship with the Brit and as soon as the song released her social media had blown up.
Y/n didn't really consider herself to be famous but she was a quite popular Youtuber. She did a lot of covers and just random content on the side.
That's how she ended up where she was now. Camera set up ready to record a video she hadn't planned on ever filming.
" Hi I'm Y/n L/n and this is my channel. I know a lot of you that will see this aren't really fans of mine, more just interested in Harry," she paused to regain herself," Now I hadn't really planned on making a video about the breakup but here we are. I'm not trying to ruin him or destroy his public image or anything, I mean I love-loved him. I loved him. Us breaking up wasn't really my fault. The media has put all of these rumors of how I broke his heart, especially because of certain songs on his album. So I thought I'd respond with a little song of my own. I want y'all to think on this one"
Y/n wiped her eyes as the song came to an end sending the camera a sad smile before reaching to turn it off.
She usually took time to edit her videos but she wanted to upload this one raw. As soon as the video was uploaded she sent out a tweet with a link attached.
HARRY
Harry was startled awake by his phone going off like crazy. He hadn't been sleep for but 10 minutes before all this.
He grabbed his phone in his groggy state and tried to focus his eyes.
When he finally did, his eyes widened as he saw WHATDIDHARRYDO trending on Twitter.
When he clicked on the tag he was bombarded with clips of Y/n. They all pictured her with tears flowing freely down her face.
Now seeing as he was wide awake he went directly to Y/n's twitter and clicked the link on her most recent tweet.
As he watched the video, Harry couldn't help feeling like shit. He hated seeing Y/n cry more than anything. The song she sang was a direct slap in the face to him.
He knows he fucked up and he knows that he should never have cheated on her. He doesn't even remember the girls name. He wished he had something to blame it on but he didn't.
He wasn't drunk, Y/n wasn't distant, nothing was going wrong, so why did he feel the need to fuck everything up.
He opened Twitter back up and prepared to fuel the chaos.
I cheated.
That's all the tweet read. He posted it before logging out of the app.
He had to go see Y/n. He had to fix this because in the few months they had not been together Harry had not been himself.
Y/N
Y/n regretted posting the video as soon as she saw WHATDIDHARRYDO trending.
She didn't want people to attack the man she just wanted some form of closure.
When she saw Harry's response to the video, she knew he was in for it. Why would he admit that? Why would he tell the whole world that he fucked up?
He could've ignored it all, which in Y/n's mind would've been better for him. She should've just talked to him about what she was feeling.
They hadn't spoken since the break up but maybe they should've. Maybe they could've fixed at least their friendship.
She was deep in a Twitter thread when a knock interrupted her. It was late and she wasn't expecting anybody.
She opened the door just in time to see Harry walking away from it.
He paused his movements and turned to face her. They stared at each other, no words were said.
" I'm sorry, I shouldn't have come here," he prepares once again to take his leave but Y/n stops him.
" Do you want to come in?"
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They sat in Y/n's living room both avoiding each other.
"I'm sorry," Y/n is the first to speak up. Harry looks at her with wide eyes," You don't have anything to be sorry for. I did this to us."
" I shouldn't have posted that video," Y/n looked down at her hands.
" You had every right to post the video Y/n. I hurt you and that's an understatement. I broke your heart and you expressing how it made you feel is valid."
Y/n's eyes met his, longing to ask something. She wanted answers but she knew Harry. He wouldn't have any.
" I don't know why I did it. I don't have a single excuse. All I can tell you is that it had nothing to do with you. You were perfect Y/n and you didn't deserve what I put you through."
Y/n could tell Harry was trying to keep it together while admitting his faults. She on the other hand was already shedding tears.
" Was it worth it?" Her voice cracked at the end of her statement.
" Nothing could ever be worth losing you. If I'm being honest I don't even remember that girl. All I can remember is what that night cost me," It was now his turn to let his tears flow freely.
" Why'd you come here Harry?"
" I missed you. These months without you have been the hardest months of my life. I just needed to see you. I know you won't take me back. I wouldn't take me back. I just- I'm sorry for everything I've put you through"
His head now rested in his hand feeling incapable of seeing Y/n's reaction to his words.
" I missed you too Harry. I miss us. You left me devastated but not being with you only broke me more. I can't promise you that I trust you, but I still love you. I'm willing to try this again but we have to take it slow."
Y/n has now moved so she sat directly beside Harry. When he lifted his head he was met by her teary eyed smile. The expression very much matched his.
Y/n slowly placed her hand on top of his and gave it a light squeeze.
" I promise I'll never let you go again," he stared fiercely into her eyes.
Y/n leaned in slowly and placed a peck on his lips. " You better not break my heart again."
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