Cy's P.O.V
"You were the worst company today." Kim whines as we board the boat and I just scoff, rolling my eyes but I guess she's right. Throughout the whole day my mind constantly drifted to Aurora, not so much as worrying but just wanting her by my side and, I guess that made me poor company to keep. Kim sits by me as I drive the boat.
"What?!" I bark and she shrugs her shoulders.
"You need to calm the fuck down and be patient."
"I am patient." I say annoyed.
"Right and that's why you've been in a sour mood all day, were you like this in boarding school as well ? These past thirteen years?"
"No." The only reason I stayed sane all these years was because I knew that I was coming back, that was my goal and the thought of seeing Aurora again kept me grounded. But along the way I chose to grow cold and heartless. I made sure to build a reputation that preceded me, to be untouchable in every expect, and I knew that to accomplish that I needed to be smart. Now that I'm back and I've seen her, whiffed her sweet scent and touched her soft skin, I don't think I can live without her again, ever. "I had forgotten so much but now that I've gotten a taste of her, I intend on indulging in that taste forever." I say bluntly. Getting up she turns to me.
"Okay." We don't have to exchange a lot of words but just from her okay I can tell that she's on my side, now. Before today I wasn't sure and I don't think she was either, which is understandable, considering the fact that her and Aurora are like sisters and she was the one who had to pick up the pieces when I broke her heart, so she didn't trust me. Up until now. Arriving, I berth the boat and offload everything we got then make my way to the house.
"Where is she?" I ask Harper when I enter the kitchen.
"Good afternoon Mr Kensington." She offers me a small bow. A scrawl makes its way onto my face and she smiles. "Mrs Kensington is in the reading room, oh and sir, she seemed to like it quite a lot." My heart warms up when I hear her call Aurora by my last name, and how she liked the room I prepared for her. Going upstairs I knock but don't hear a response so I lightly open the door, and I can't help but smile seeing her fast asleep, cuddling whatever book she's reading.
"You probably ran your finger through these books and picked it on a whim huh angel." I tease. I remove the book and place it on the table then gently lift her into my arms, she fits so perfectly, it just shows they were made just for her. Walking to our bedroom she stirs in my arms and her eyes flutter open.
"Cy?" Her sweet voice whispers to me and I offer her a small smile.
"You fell asleep reading so I'm taking you to the bedroom. I'll come get you when dinner's ready. Go back to sleep."
"Okay." She whispers. "And thank you for the library, I love it." She grabs a small piece of my tee shirt, moving closer to my chest. I know the only reason I'm experiencing this is because she's drunk on sleep right now but I can't help but smile.
"Soon angel, very soon." I promise. Not long till you're all mine. I open the door and gently place her on the bed but when I get up she's still holding onto me. "You have to let go angel." I say to her and she growls like a child.
"I don't want to." I look at her shocked, she pulls me down, laying me next to her then scoots closer.
"And why not?"
"Because I'm scared." She furrows her eyebrows, eyes still closed and all, and I chuckle.
"What do you mean angel?" Moaning she lets go of me and turns the other way, "Aura?" But I don't get a response, I guess she's finally out cold. I kiss her head and when her scent hits me I freeze, my initial plan was to kiss her head and go but it's as if she's pulling me in and I can't resist. I pull her into my arms leaving no space between my front and her back and she eases into me.
"Mm." She hums slowly moving her ass against my cock and it gets hard immediately, causing me to hold onto her tighter. "Ahh." She says softly as she moves against me again and I hold her tighter. Fuck!
"What are you doing to me angel." I whisper into her ear. Breathing on her neck I start planting soft wet kisses down her neck, holding the back of her head with one hand and intertwining our hands with the other. She turns to me and her eyes slowly open, you can see the sleep still looping behind her eyelids and her lips part. "Who do you belong to?" I say in a low growl and her cheeks turn crimson but she doesn't answer me, only searching my eyes. "I said who do you belong to?" This time a little harsher than before bringing her face closer to mine, putting our lips inches apart.
"Y-You." She breathes out, closing her eyes. No! Not like this. I want the first time I kiss you to be initiated by you, because you want me, because you choose me. With that in mind I gently lay her head down onto the pillow and get off the bed, taking one last look at her then heading downstairs. I head straight to the bar and pour myself a strong drink. It's only after I've gulped down three drinks where I notice Spencer next to me. We say nothing to each other, just share a couple of drinks.
"No one sees it. The agony you're still carrying on your shoulders, probably because they could never understand what it feels like to completely devote yourself to someone, to want to live solely for them, only to lose them. You carry it well though if I'm being honest, I guess I expected nothing less from a Kensington. But, your eyes give it away and if she took the time to look into them close enough, she'd see how hollow you've been without her too. None the less... " He gulps down his drink then nervously pats my shoulder, offering me a big smile. "Hurting her means hurting Kim and if you do that then you'll have me to deal with." He spits out and I stand up looking down at him, now wavering. "I hope you win her back Kensington, I honestly do, because it seems like you're the only person in this God damn world who can make her happy."
I watch him walk away then sit back down, I guess I can't be surprised that he saw right through me, any man who devotes himself to his woman can spot another. I gulp down drink after drink trying to get her out of my head, the way she moved against me, the soft moan she offered me, fuck! How the hell am I going to share the same bed with this woman?!
"I don't care how long it takes but I will make you beg for my touch angel."
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Idk why but Spencer's words felt so poetic to me 😭.
Anyways, hope you guys liked it.
- zendea ❤️
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