Pairing: Taylor x female!reader
Warnings: None
Requested: No
Summary: As your new relationship with Taylor begins, she has a hard time using words to admit her worst fear
***
It wasn't long after you both started dating when she realized her worst fear.
Her fear was that of losing you and she was determined to do everything in her power to prevent that from ever happening or to become a subject. It started when when she wouldn't let go after you hug her, than what came next was that she wouldn't go anywhere unless you would be there, she wouldn't allow to stay behind during important events or even just a trip to the grocery store. Lastly, after concerts, you would be the first person she runs to before her mom.
For you, this was something you originally thought to be a part of your love life together before you had a gut feeling that you need to talk to Taylor about why she seemed to be a little overprotective. It was all very flattering to you at first, but you eventually grew concerned above all. You were hanging out with Andrea backstage as Taylor was on her last song. The relationship you had with Andrea was something you grew quite fond of as she grew quite fond of you as well. During the concert, Andrea informed you of the guy Taylor dated in the past and what she said about it upset you.
The feeling washed away after she started telling you how grateful she was for you because of how happy you make Taylor. Taylor was your world as you were hers, and neither of you could ask for better. A lot of fans would accuse you of being with Taylor for her money and fame, but those were the fans who didn't understand what true love is. Taylor trusted you completely, you would have to give her a reason not to trust. Both you and Andrea were chatting amongst yourselves and it was a deep conversation that you hadn't noticed Taylor running towards you with open arms. Of course, you hugged her back and remained like that before she pulled away to hug her mother.
"You did amazing!" Andrea says, embracing Taylor in a tight hug.
"You're truly the absolute best!" You say, when you get that gut feeling again.
You allow Taylor a few minutes of hugging before asking to talk to her privately. As you placed a soft hand on her bare shoulder, she turned towards you.
"Yes?"
"Can I talk to you in private?" You ask.
"Of course."
Taylor led you back to her dressing room and shut the door, locking it behind her so that no one can interrupt unintentionally.
"What did you want to talk about, (Y/n)?"
"I'm just worried about you, I mean.. I've noticed that you've been a little more overprotective. Are you alright?"
Taylor remained silent a few minutes to gather her thoughts on how she should respond to that. Feeling defeated there was no other way to put it, she just openly told you about what was going on through her mind.
"Well.. I'm sorry, (Y/n), I don't mean to worry you. The truth is I'm worried about you."
"Can I ask why?"
"Well... I'm just afraid I might lose you and that's become my biggest fear since we started dating."
"Oh, Taylor..."
As your voice trails off, you scoot closer to her on the small sofa, placing your hand on her cheek. You were both now making direct eye contact with each other as you continued on what you were going to say.
"You don't ever have to worry about that. My love for you is like no other I have dated in the past. I love you unconditionally, and nothing no matter where we are, or in this world will make me think so differently."
Taylor's eyes were stinging as she held the tears of such joy upon hearing you say that to her. She goes on, adding on to what you had just said.
"You know, I feel the exact same way for you. Although I must admit, sometimes when you tell me that you love me, I turn around to see who you're talking to and I can't believe that it's me out of all the fish in the sea."
"Believe it..I love you."
The both of you were staring at each other intensely as you started leaning in to share a gentle yet, passionate kiss with her, you were just inches away when an unexpected knock came to the door. It was unexpected enough to cause you both to jump away from each other, facing the door, staring at it before Taylor speaks up.
"Who is it?"
"It's mom, are you both okay?"
You were the one to answer next, heading to the door and opening it to reveal Andrea.
"Never better!"
"Good, I was scared there for a minute. Taylor, you are needed in the Rep room."
"Okay, mom. I'll be there in a minute."
Taylor turns her attention back to you and what she says next surprised you a little.
"Would you like to come, or stay?"
"If it's alright, I think I'd like to stay behind on this one."
"Okay. You're sure you'll be okay?"
"I'll be better than okay."
Taylor than leaves a tender loving kiss on your cheek before she heads out, leaving you behind in the dressing room.
***
REQUESTS ARE OPEN!!!
