JG's POV
I didn't sleep at all last night.
How could I?
My baby boy hated me and wanted nothing to do with me.
I couldn't stop crying all last night,the tears never ending as I kept thinking of that face.
That beautiful face all wet with tears.
I kept thinking of his sad face and the sad tone he spoke in.
It hurt.
It hurt more than I can put into words.
I tried to stop thinking about,tried to sleep and forget those eyes that haunted me.
But I couldn't.
I felt empty.
I was used to having him here,beside me,his cute little snores making me smile.
His body curved against mine as he rested his head in my neck,breathing slowly against my neck.
I was so used to having him here,happy sighs coming from this lips as I twisted my fingers up in his soft hair.
I missed him.
God I missed him so much it hurt.
I felt like I couldn't breathe all night.
I wanted so desperately to call him,to cry over the phone hoping maybe the tone of my voice would make him listen to me.
I even thought about going over there,sitting on his porch till he decided to open the door and yell at me.
I missed him so much,so fucking much it scared me.
I sigh,glancing at the clock.
5:25
Right about now I'd be getting up to make him breakfast.
But I'm not over there.
I'm here,lying in this stupid bed that feels so empty without him.
I feel tears coming again and I don't even try to stop them,I just let it happen.
I don't wanna go to school today,too tired and weak.
But I have to go for him.
I have to see my baby boy.
Even if he doesn't wanna see me.
JJ's POV
I groan,grabbing my backpack from the floor.
I didn't sleep at all last night.
How could I?
The thoughts of yesterday made me sick to my stomach.
It hurt too fucking much to think about all the things I heard yesterday.
Every time I tried to stop thinking about it I couldn't,it was like an endless loop that never ended.
I couldn't even get comfortable last night.
I missed Jack being here.
I missed his arms holding me tightly to him as he knotted his fingers in my hair.
I missed listening to his heart beat as I laid my head on his chest,near his neck.
I missed the soft kisses he spread across my hair and head,making me sigh happily as shivers went through me.
I missed him.
A lot.
But the fact of everything he did hurt way too much for me to think of that.
