JG's POV
I paced the porch,looking up and down the street for Cam's car.
I bite my lip hard,wishing he'd come back and be here with me.
I ran my fingers through my hair,thinking of all the things that could happen at that party.
I drove myself crazy sitting there thinking about him,thinking about if he's okay.
I drove myself crazy for hours.
Until I couldn't take it anymore...and I went out to look for him.
JJ's POV
I wanna call him to come get me.
I'm cold and I really don't feel well and I'm still shaky from what just happened.
I'm tired and I want nothing more than to fall asleep in his arms,his fingers twisted up in my hair as I listen to his heartbeat.
I don't want to forgive him...at least not yet.
But right now,I need him.
I need him with me,need him here with me.
I wanna call him...but I don't.
I'm too stubborn to admit how much I miss him,at least out loud I am.
Inside I know I miss him,but I won't say that to him.
Not yet at least.
I still don't forgive him.
But right now...I wish he was here.
Oh god,I wish he was here.
JG's POV
I know exactly where the house party is so I rush my way there,my thoughts thinking bad things.
I make my way inside and I'm instantly hit with nauseating smells,drugs and the smell of alcohol.
Smells that used to mean something to me,things I used to care about.
I haven't gone to a party since I started hanging around him and honestly,I don't miss it.
I'd rather be around him then somewhere like this.
I push through all the bodies,ignoring the girls grabbing at me and the guys shoving at me.
I search desperately for Cam,for that mess of blonde hair I love so much.
Near the bar some girl grabs me,latching herself onto my arm.
"Jack! Come dance with me baby!" She smiles giddily up at me,drunk.
I shove her off and push through the crowd,searching for some sign of him.
Over in the corner I see Cam,leaning against the wall.
I make my way over,glaring at him.
"Where is he?" I ask as soon as I'm close to him.
He looks confused for a second and then he just smirks.
"What's wrong G,couldn't stay away from a party?" He smirks more and I step closer,grabbing his collar.
"Tell me where he is." I say roughly,narrowing my eyes at him.
He shakes his head,looking annoyed and upset at the same time.
"I honestly don't know."
I start panicking inside.
