Secret Succubus- a Damon OC Story

Two Hander

A/n: for this chapter, I do have to put in a trigger warning for SA I will star ** the part you should skip and star ** again when it's over.

3rd Person POV:

Damon and Nyssa danced until closing and compelled the club to themselves. With everyone gone they were only able to dance around the impending difficult conversation for so long and ended up lounging on one of the surrounding banquets each with their own bottle in hand to calm their respective nerves.

"How are you?" Nyssa asked breaking the uncomfortable silence between them.

"Never better," Damon quips.

Nyssa takes a deep breath apparently he wasn't about to make this easy on her.

"What do you want me to say, Damon?"

"Oh let's see... how about we start with you being in a long-term committed relationship with Rebekah fucking Mikaelson? I mean if you're into dramatic blondes why not just give good ole' Care bear a ring?"

"Damon ..." Nyssa starts to say but he interrupts her-

"I mean wasn't it enough that I sold my soul to the devil for 10 years so Stefan could get his happily ever after did you really have to pick Klaus's sister to cheat on me with?!"

"Fuck you! I did not cheat on you, You ghosted ME!"

"I had to," Damon says turning away from her.

"Bullshit," Nyssa says.

"Every time you called Klaus would be able to tell, he'd see it on my face the next day and as punishment for not being the happy little captive and wingman I promised to be he'd find us redheads to torture and kill."

"Jesus," Nyssa says having not known that.

"I didn't want to stop speaking to you, I had to or I was going to either lose my mind or flip my switch and if I did that then it could have been a lot longer than 10 years before I got back to you. So yes I had to."

Damon sits back down taking a long sip of bourbon a bit deflated after getting that off his chest.

Nyssa looks at him sad to know even just a little bit about how hard his time with Klaus was and goes to sit next to him.

"It's complicated with Rebekah and me, but I didn't do it to hurt you," she takes a deep breath before saying this next part knowing it will be hard.

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"Look Damon, it was really hard after you left. I didn't feed for a really long time and it got to the point where I was getting really sick from abstaining for so long. I tried just being around sexual energy, hitting up our favorite strip clubs, but it wasn't enough.

Caroline finally staged a bit of an intervention after I fell asleep for a couple of days and no one had been able to wake me. She talked me into coming out with her and having a quick anonymous hook up if only to put everyone's fears at ease. I was tired and sad and I just agreed.

She took me out bar hopping one night. She ended up meeting someone and they were hitting it off... I gave her the go-ahead to head home without me. Told her it'd be easier to do this without her watching. She made me promise that I wouldn't go home without... feeding, and I did. I wanted to feel better, I didn't want everyone worrying about me anymore so I promised.

I practically drank half the bar before picking out a guy. We went out back to the alley I just wanted to get it over with. I tried not thinking of you... of us, of it just being a way for me to get healthy again but when his hands were on me I started to panic and I changed my mind, I didn't care how poorly I felt I just wanted you. I tried to push him away... to get him to stop but I was too weak and before I knew it he was inside me and that's when I really panicked. I'm not sure how high my body count was that night but no one left in that bar made it home alive."