Journal: The Reasons

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London Lights
Jake Miller

No, I can’t say that I’ve been there, love
but this gotta be the way it feels
I got you under London lights
but it feels like it’s only you and I
and I know that we’re still strangers
but I love the way you shine
when I got you under London lights
under London lights

One Thing
One Direction

I've tried playin' it cool
But when I'm lookin' at you
I can't ever be brave
'Cause you make my heart race

Nervous
Shawn Mendes

I heard you asked about me through a friend
My adrenaline kicked in
'Cause I've been askin' 'bout you too
And now we're out here in this room
I get a little bit nervous around you
Get a little bit stressed out when I think about you
Get a little excited
Baby, when I think about you, yeah
Talk a little too much around you (I talk a little too much, yeah)
Get a little self-conscious (I get a little self-conscious)
When I think about you
Get a little excited (I get a little excited)
Baby, when I think about you
Yeah, when I think about you, babe

Love Alone
INTERSECTION

Show me your secret place
Promise I will guard it with no fear
You will see my hearts is crystal clear
Just to be with you I wait right here
Girl you've got my heart on a mission
You got my heart all my lobe and affection girl
This ain't a game I'm what your missing
Fall in love with me you don't have to be love alone

Down For You
Ruel

And I can't find the patience
For all the conversations
And all of these blank faces
I should leave, I haven't yet
But when you smile, I just forget
But I can stay a while, I guess
I wasn't gonna say nothing
But I'm about to break something
How you gonna take all of my time
You know that I hate this place
But if you wanna stay, I do too
We'll let the night turn to day
Yeah, I'm down either way
'Cause I'm so down for you

Paper Hearts
The Vamps

And I’ve written you this letter
like a hundred times
to start a conversation
that we should have had that night
I tried
If my heart was a paper, I’d fold it
Throw it to the wind and just hope it
ends up with you
I signed it with love from me to you
I tried to be cool
but my feelings they don’t allow me to
And all that I ask
is that at least you write me back
I’m waiting
Here’s my paper heart
won’t you hold it, hold it

distance
Ruel

Well, I don’t want to say this was hard, it was
Trying not to stay but just made it worse
I’ve been keeping my distance
Well, I just wanna know what you’re thinking
I just can’t explain the way it hurts
Now that what we had is gone
I don’t have the words, I’m so bad at playing along
Saving my feelings

2011
5 Seconds of Summer

I miss the days when we could live outside our heads
Before, we were all nervous wrecks
but that’s the thing about regret
We used to talk about our lives
and all the things we didn’t have
We fantasized about the future
but now we dream about the past

I Miss The Days
NF

I miss the smiles when we were young
I miss the memories of feeling love
I miss us running underneath the sun
Staring out the window when the rain would come
I miss the smiles when we were kids
I feel like life was so much simpler then
when we had joy and we were innocent
I’d give it all to feel that way again, way again