Obsession

48

Rustle.
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He felt disgusted with himself. Ashamed and embarrassed. How could he let himself go like that? That was all he wondered. His cheeks were flushed red as he stood infront of the mirror in the usual bathroom, seeing the dried, white semen stuck onto his body, grimacing at the sight with a heavy sigh escaping past his lips.

He lost himself big time. And he didn't know how he would be able to face Chan after last night's activities. He remembered how he begged for the man to just let him get it over with, how he got so turned on by his words. It was fucking humiliating.

"Mine".

And of course Seungmin. Who didn't particularly seem satisfied with finding him this afternoon, smelling like cum, and sweat. And appeared to be covered in it aswell. Although he didn't have a big reaction to his appearance Jeongin knew Seungmin must've been a bit..jealous?

Was that the right way to put it?

"H-hi" he replied with a shaky voice. Feeling his vocal cords almost tear apart as he spoke to the male who just shook his head.

"Get cleaned".

"I..know...i-i j-just need a moment...to..rethink everything.." he stumbled through his own little brain to pick up the most explainable words he could find to answer the man behind him, watching as Seungmin's hands hugged his bare hips.

"Regret it?" He whispered in his ear, looking at Jeongin through the mirror. The boy tensing a bit a the scene before his eyes, blushing harder.

"I..." he breathed out.

Cause in reality..he did enjoy it..well that was until it started to hurt, and become frustrating. But Chan helped him, and he got relieved from the intensity of frustration. So no..he didn't particularly regret it. But he did feel disgusted by himself. He did feel humiliated and embarrassed just by thinking about it. But..no regret whatsoever.

"No...not really".

"That's so?".

Jeongin nodded in reply, wanting to just shower already so he could get the dirty substance off of his body.

"You're pretty" Seungmin whispered in his ear, making the situation even more overwhelming for him.

"I need to take a shower..c-can you move?" He tried to ignore the previous words. But it definitely stuck to him quite a bit. Especially the whisper, it reminded him of last night. A blushing mess indeed.

"Okay".

Jeongin rushed into the shower, turning the faucet on by himself, setting the right temperature. If he had to be honest. Being able to actually control his own shower for once, felt nice. But he knew that it wasn't worth getting excited over when this moment could be taken away in just a few seconds, if the man waiting for him, decided to just cut down his time in the shower. He knew he had five minutes max, to get the shower over with. It's been like that for a long time, and honestly, if he had to be quite honest, it was pressuring. He hurried up, scrubbing up his body with one hand, as the other worked on shampooing and conditioning his hair.

He didn't know exactly how long ago Chan and Seungmin last cut his hair. But he could only assume it must've been a tiny while, considering the fact that it fell back down to his eyes again. But he didn't want to complain, that was the least he wanted to do. He remembered how when he first got here, he was told to keep quiet and not speak unless he was asked or questioned..now, he sometimes spoke first, and neither of the men really commented on it. Sometimes they did get fed up with him, but that was normal..he just assumed he was a tiring person to be around, especially judging by the fact that he was legitimately their responsibility after all.