Same night 10:00pm.
Crystal-
It's a few hours later, and I'm physically and emotionally exhausted. I took a long hot bath and drank 2 bottles of wine.
For the second time today, I'm tipsy and tired. Shit them boxes was heavy af. Anyway, now I'm sitting in complete silence just letting the tears fall. I started the day getting dicked down and by my man of two years. I'm ending alone and possibly single.
Damn.
My thoughts are ping ponging back and forth. I'm torn, did I make the right decision?
Was me moving out based on logic or emotion? I mean, realistically, we've been spiraling for the last month, but we're still in love right?
I should text him huh, is this repairable? I haven't even heard from him, does he care? I mean we can be together and live apart, we just need to figure our shit out. Is any of this worth it?
Fuck it, only way to find out is to ask him.
My Headache 😍💋
Hey, uhm, can we talk?
My Reason 🤤💦
Nah, you won. I'm off you. There's nothing to discuss. Have a nice life, don't contact me again.
Devale-
She left me.
She did exactly what she promised not to, she gave up. Fuck her. Fuck this relationship, fuck her moving out, fuck her fuck her fuck her I scream as I throw my Xbox controller at the wall.
Wtf she mean can we talk, fuck talking. I blocked her on everything including Netflix, and went to bed.
Two months later-
Crystal-
Whew life been lifing lately, I need it to slow down. I'm doing really well in all my classes and picking up more case loads at work. My personal life is non existent but I need to be more career focused anyway.
Chelsea and I hang out damn near daily we're locked just like we was before she moved away.
I haven't spoken with Devale since he blocked me. I was depressed for a few days but had to shake it off. Cant let this niggas break you.
I question if he every really loved me or just loved not being alone. Financially I thought I would have to scale back but when I went to pay my mortgage and utilities for the month I found out he put all my bills on his autopay. I sent him a thank you text but he still has me blocked.
Today I showed up at work with sunglasses on the hide my eyes from the light. My head is pounding, it feels like a migraine and a sinus infection combined.
As much as I don't want to I'm going to urgent care, it hurts that bad!
I'm in Target getting my prescription filled when I here a familiar voice.
Unknown: Crystal
Crystal: I turn around and who's standing there looking fine af, skin perfect, smile on 10, deep voice sexy eyes. Hey Mark I reply.
Mark: I thought that was you, you still look good. How have you been.
We play catch up and exchange numbers. I text Chelsea telling her to get to my house asap and bring weed!
Crystal: Girl he was looking too damn fine
Chelsea: I bet he was, you know I liked him before I linked with his buddy Chuck but Mark always been fine.
Crystal: Girl who didn't you link with hot pocket, hoe did you fuck Mark
