Sevyn and Von hung around the same people but did not like each other. But they were just cordial. Until Von's birthday came up and Sevyn was the only friend of his that remembered.
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Sevyn POV
Los Angeles, California October 9th Wednesday, 8:12 a.m.
I just got to first period and still no sign of Dayvon. I checked his location a little while ago and he is here. But I haven't seen him in the hallways and he hasn't texted me. Which has me a little distracted. But I'm trying to keep my head focused on my work.
Dayvon POV
I'm avoiding the fuck outta Sevyn. I know if I see ha imma just end up forgetting what she said that made me feel some typa way and imma just end up apologizing to HER. I ain't doing that this time. She said something to hurt me. Ion give a fuck if she apologized or not, she shoulda neva said it.
And the things she has told me ha old niggas said to ha and did to ha that made ha feel a way. You knew what you was doing. If you know how it feel, why do it to somebody else? I ain't goin fa that. She basically said fuck my feelings.
So now I gotta say fuck ha feelings and stand on what the fuck I told Asian last night when I left. Cause after school I'm going over to ha crib and I'm gettin my lick back. Sorry I ain't sorry Sevyn.
Sevyn POV
11:57 a.m.
I'm sitting with Jae, Quincy, Nala, and Amiri and they're all talking. But I've found myself very quiet today. I still haven't seen Dayvon. Which is making me even more nervous. He didn't even come to lunch. He always comes to lunch.
"Sevyn why you quiet friend?" Amiri nudged me and I immediately perked up.
"Just resting face." I said.
"You lying. Yo resting face is a fucking big ass smile." Quincy said making me laugh.
"I'm just deep in thought guys I'm fine." I said shaking my head and pulling out my phone. Checking to see if Dayvon texted me for like the 122nd time today. And he didn't. Maybe I have to text him first.
"I'm going to the bathroom you guys. Nana is calling me." I said sitting up and pushing the chair back out of my way.
"Alright bitch don't take too long or I'm stealing your tater tots." Nala said and i rolled my eyes.
I kept my eyes on my phone as I was walking to the bathroom. And I ended up bumping right into someone and I dropped my phone.
"Oh my God. I'm so sorry. Sorry. I wasn't paying attention—" I reached down getting my phone and when I looked up I saw Asian and she smirked.
"Bumping into me on purpose? Oh you and Von are funny." She said.
"I'm sorry?" I said confused.
"You and Von. Bitch don't act stupid. You going to see him right now? Don't feel special too soon." She said.
"Asian, I have no idea what you are talking about." I said.
"You acting confused is about to rub me the wrong way. But I won't be confused later when Dayvon fucking me." She said which caught me completely off guard. But a flip switched in me for a second.
I cannot let someone see that what they said bothered me. Have to keep a poker face.
"What are you talking about?" I said straightening my face and she grabbed her phone out of her back pocket and went to her messages. And she put the phone in my face so I could see.
And right there clear as day. Was Dayvon asking to fuck Asian tomorrow. Pretty much right after he left my apartment. He wasted no time.
Inside. I felt like I wanted to break down and cry. But he might as well just go do it. If all it takes is one argument for him to do that then I want no parts. And there is no telling how many times he's done this before. We argue all the time.
So he just texts her every time we argue and asks to fuck just to get back at me behind my back?
"Well. That's not my man. So have it Asian." I said faking a laugh and walking past her. As I kept walking to the bathroom i bit down on my bottom lip trying not to cry. But I couldn't let anyone see me cry, and I can't mess up my makeup in school. I can't do it. Not for Dayvon.
I hope I don't see him again today. Because I might just cry on the spot.
4:17 p.m.
These have been the most excruciating hours of school I have ever endured. And I was supposed to have work to day. But I told one of my good friends down there to clock me in and cover my shift and she said she got it. Because I do it for her all the time.
I just need to go straight home, take off my makeup, lay face down in the bed, cry, and wait on my nana to tell her all about it.
I couldn't wait for the bus so I just ordered a Uber before I left out of the school. I went home and it was like the closer and closer I got to the apartment building the more the tears started to form in my eyes just thinking about it.
I've never had a boy that I really really care about like Dayvon fuck someone else on me. He's probably with her right now. I need to stop before I cry in the back of this Uber.
When I got to the building I told the Uber thank you and got out. I went up to the apartment and the tears didn't even wait until I unlocked the door. I quickly twisted the door open and went inside closing it behind me and the tears started clouding up my eyes. I locked the door and slowly walked to my room with the hot tears already slowly coming down my face.
I'm crying because he's going to throw everything away. We were making progress. I was growing to trust him. I was growing to have stronger feelings for him. And if he has sex with her, I cannot take him back. I will never be able to act cool around him like that doesn't bother me. You gave your body away to someone who isn't me. That will bother me forever. I can't even pretend it won't.
When I got to my room I put my things on the bed and looked at the wall and I covered my face and felt more tears starting to come out of my eyes. My legs started to get weak and i crouched down on the floor. Crying.
