I Hate You

Part 152

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Dayvon POV

Atlanta, Georgia
November 28th
Thursday, 1:27 A.M.

Durk's daughter Willow was on the phone crying fa him to come back. So Durk just made the plane come earlier so we ca just go home right now.

I been quiet since I got off the stage.

Still thinkin bout how Tamera ugly ass kissed me. And my stupid ass let ha.

It's like I know what I was thinkin. BUT ION KNOW WHAT THE FUCK I WAS THINKIN.

Lettin another bitch kiss me? Knowin damn well my girl don't even play like that. Ion even wanna play wit bitches like that. Ion wanna kiss nobody else but ha. Ion know what the fuck came over me. Ion know why I ain't push ha away faster. I shoulda kicked ha out the second she stepped in the room.

I told Sevyn I was gone call ha when I left. But I just texted ha and said I was gone go right to sleep cause I was tired. But then Durk said we was leavin.

The only thing that been on my mind is if I wanna tell ha. I'm scared of what she might do.

What if she slap the shit outta me again? That'll be better than ha bein upset n cryin. Or GOD FORBID leavin me. Ion think she would...but-damn would she leave ova that shit?

Normally I ain't neva scared to say what I actually did. Especially not to a girl. But Sevyn the only girl I had that I actually cared about they feelings. N I really wouldn't do shit on purpose to hurt ha. She the only relationship I actually stayed loyal in. Well...till now.

How the fuck imma tell ha?

Do I just come right in the door and tell ha? And fuck up her Thanksgiving after she just spent all that time preparing all that damn food. I feel so bad the shit makin me uncomfortable. I cant even stay still in my damn seat. I keep movin around like I got ants in my damn pants.

3:02 A.M.

When we landed I got off the plane n went to my car and went to our building. I felt a lil nervous the closer and closer I got to our door.

What if she do that weird shit where she just see right through me. Majority of the time I ain't even gotta say shit befo she know sum up wit me.

I took a deep breath and put my key in the door unlocking it.

Sevyn POV

I woke up hearing stuff by the front door. Which could not have scared me more.

THE ONE TIME DAYVON ISN'T HERE???

My eyes stayed glued to the closed bedroom door. I am so scared.

My heart dropped when I heard the front door unlock. I sat up on the bed putting my back against the bed frame. What am I even supposed to do? I just realized I have like no self defense skills against someone. I don't have a knife. And I refused to keep the gun Dayvon bought for me.

As my thoughts were damn there taking over me I saw the door knob of the bedroom twist. I looked around quickly and the first thing I saw was my shoe on the ground. I quickly reached over and picked it up. When the door opened and I saw a figure, I shut my eyes tight and just threw the shoe.

"Fuck?" I heard Dayvon's voice and I opened one eye and saw Dayvon holding his forehead. And I immediately jumped up going to him.

"I'm sorry baby. I'm so sorry." I said.