Sevyn and Von hung around the same people but did not like each other. But they were just cordial. Until Von's birthday came up and Sevyn was the only friend of his that remembered.
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Sevyn POV
Los Angeles, California October 8th Tuesday, 9:43 p.m.
I only regret saying that because I know what it's like to be on the other end of that.
To be talking to someone and not having a title is very tiring. Especially when you really like that person. And when you get into an argument, to humble you. The other person is always going to say "we're not even together".
I've been on the other end of that. So many times. I've formed feelings for people. Got jealous because I like them and they have pointed out that we're not together. Which is a valid point, but it hurts when you really like that person.
Since I know how it feels. I don't even know why I just said that.
I face palmed myself and sighed. I immediately went to my phone to text him.
sevyn🌺: von i didnt mean it sevyn🌺: that came off wrong sevyn🌺: i apologize
von👹: u good.
I face palmed myself again. And i started to get nervous.
What does he mean??????? That is scaring me. I shouldn't have said that. But I don't know what else to do but just apologize. What else can I say other than sorry?
sevyn🌺: are u mad at me? sevyn🌺: im sorry dayvon
von👹: ion even know whatchu still draggin it fa lil folks von👹: i said u good
sevyn🌺: but the tone is off dayvon
von👹: what tone?? we textin😂
sevyn🌺: yk what i mean stop acting like that dayvon
von👹: i aint actin no kinda way
sevyn🌺: ur being sarcastic though. i said i was sorry
von👹: sorry fa what? von👹: u jus said how u feel von👹: n i feel like u good
sevyn🌺: what do u mean good?
von👹: exactly what the hell i just said
sevyn🌺: yk what okay dayvon
von👹: k
I looked at the phone staring at that "k". I almost threw my phone at the wall it pissed me off so much. But what can i even do?
If he doesn't accept the apology I don't know what else I can do. And I know what you're about to say. Sevyn. He just said "you're good". But that means something different when he says it.
It's different. It's not like a "you're all good don't even worry about it" like a normal person. It's a "i dont forgive you and i dont give a fuck how you feel". Like i know that "u good". I know it all to well.
Dayvon POV
When i got on the bus i was just thinking. I dont know if it hurt my feelings or if it's just my ego.
I'm always saying to bitches we're not even together and they don't have a right to feel any way about anything i do. To hear someone that i care about say that shit felt so weird.
I almost put my damn hands on her. It felt like disrespect in a way.
It felt like "fuck everything we've ever done together. we not together so i never took anything we did serious". So like damn Sevyn.
I picked up my phone and started texting.
vonnie🫶🏾💍: u wanna fuck?
asian: yes asian: when? asian: u still wit that bitch sevyn ?
vonnie🫶🏾💍: we ca do it tmr uh sum vonnie🫶🏾💍: stop askin me bout ha
I locked my phone and just looked straight. If Sevyn says "we not together" then she don't feel no way. So i dont feel no way. So I can do whatever the hell i want then.
Sevyn POV
October 9th Wednesday, 5:30 a.m.
I woke up to my alarm. I grabbed my phone turning off the alarm. And just as my eyes opened i let them get adjusted to the bright screen in my face. I checked my notifications. HOPING to see a text from Dayvon. At least him sliding up on my story or something but he didnt. I sighed deeply.
I got up off the bed and went straight to the bathroom. I feel so dead. All the overthinking i did last night. I tired myself out and went to sleep.
45 MINUTES LATER, when i got out of the shower I dried off and put the robe on. I washed and moisturized my face and went to my closet. I picked out my clothes but I could barely focus.
Only one thing on my mind. Dayvon.
Of course i feel a way towards Von. I like him. I want him. But we're in our talking stage. I'm trying to build a bond and trust with him. I get jealous when he's around other girls or talk to other girls im just not as vocal about it as he is.
I picked out my clothes and put this on.
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I went to my vanity and started doing my makeup. I did something cute and light to match the look. I brushed through my side part 32 inch black buss down and touched up my edges.
I stood up and went to the mirror putting on my jewelry. I took pictures in the mirror and posted them quickly so Dayvon would slide up and tell me im beautiful like he does every morning when I post.
I packed my bag and went to the kitchen and started making me and my nana's tea. And she came out of her room as i was pouring the tea.
"Where is Dayvon?" She asked.
"Please dont even say his name." I whined throwing my head back.
"What happened?" She asked laughing.
"Honestly nana. I'll tell you later. It's too much on my brain right now." I said twisting the top closed on her Stanely cup and sliding it over to her.
"Okay. You promise to tell me later. Don't let this sit and bother you." She said.
"Don't worry I've got it. Knowing me and Dayvon. We'll be back talking by lunch time." I said shrugging trying to convince her and also trying to convince myself.
Me and Dayvon do argue like every other day. And all it takes is a quick apology and make up kiss and we're back to normal. So I'm hoping that's what it will be this time.
