lost me (Minho×ot8)

chapter 94

minho's pov ( the date)

"So tell me about yourself?" i asked jeongin who was staring outside of the window, our food just arrived and he had been silent since we came here, i didn't want to pressure him into talking but someone needed to make the first move right, more like say the first word... honestly, i have no idea how i am going to make the younger one comfortable with me, few weeks ago i wouldn't have even thought about something like this, but i am serious...i am serious about my intention to join this relationship just like i said before...
" you know everything about me, i lost my parents...i was the first one to join hyunjin and felix hyung relationship...i met hyunjin hyung when i was..."                                                                                     "not about that" i cut jeongin off" i mean what do you like, your favorite color, what do you like to do in your free time i know our job makes us busy to have fun but sure thing you have like....some hobbies" i added scratching my head, i don't even need to see jeongin's expression to know how awful i am at these stuff, i mean i have never did this before....going into  dates ....getting to know a person....jisoo and i knew each other since we were kids...i knew everything about her and so did she...we didn't go through the awkward phase of dating or tried to get comfortable with each other....we just clicked...this was one of the reasons that made me refuse to move on from her... a part of me felt that jisoo is my first and only true love. 

i still care about jisoo, she was my soulmate.....but after meeting the boys...after seeing that it is possible to falll for one than more person, i understood that it is okay to have more than one soulmate.                                       " i had my doubts that you are going to suck at this...but hyung, you are worse than i thought" the younger said grabbing his glass of wine as his lips turned into a wide smirk " i read your file, you have never dated before your late wife...you lack experience....."            " and you don't?" i asked cutting him off, it is kind of humiliating to get made fun of by the younger if you ask me.                                                                                                                                                          " i had two girlfriends and one boyfriend before i met hyunjin hyung...and i was young at that time..around 17 years old...plus now i have six boyfriends...so what do you think?" he asked chuckling.  again this is embarrassing.

"so you are bisexual too?" i asked clearing my throat making the younger hum before he took a sip from his drink.                                                               " felix, chan and changbin hyung as well if you didn't know, i don't think anyone told you about that" he repiled making me nod, interesting. i still don't know a lot about them. " so what is your favorite color?" he added.                                                                                                    "oh, it's green...." i stopped midsentence when i saw jeongin still  looking at me with his teasing stare. this little...he is still making fun of me. well shame on me for trying to act casual with him without using my brain...i want to leave my agent side away when i am talking with my loved ones...i am not saying that i love the younger but there is nothing stopping that from happening in the future.                                                    " i asked you out to have dinner as two normal human beings and here you are teasing me since we arrived...well after you ignored me...do you treat all your hyungs like this or it is just me?" i asked raising my eyebrow.

"honey, there is nothing special about you...i treat everyone the same way....that's how i act...and no one minds it...i guess being the younger has its advantages" jeongin said smiling widely showing his dimples...cute.             " did you call me honey?" i asked before a chuckle escaped me when i saw how flustered he got at what i said...i see he is faking being confident around me, he cleared his throat before he took another sip from his drink " they spoiled you, that might change when you are dealing with me" i added reaching out to grab his hand , i must be honest though i didn't expect him to choke on his drink.                                                                                                                                  " damn it" jeongin said coughing hard as he started to hit his chest.                          " here drink up" i said pouring him a glass of water " are you okay?" i added checking on him. " i am fine" he said staring away,his cheeks started to turn red, either from embarrassement or because he got shy when i grabbed his hand.
" you are cuter than i thought" i said humming to myself.                                       " shut up" jeongin said before he reached out to his glass of wine again but i was faster to take it from him.                                                                                    " stop drinking on an empty stomach and eat your food, and again it is not the right way to talk to your hyung...we will talk about that later...now eat up  " i said making the other roll his eyes. " you are not the boss of me, i will eat when....." before he could continue his sentence i shoved a spoon of his soup in his mouth stopping his midsentence.                                                                                 " did you ask me out to kill me or something?" jeongin said after he swallowed his food. " stop acting dramatic" i answered teasing him.             "yeah, but seriously what is this soup made of?" jeongin said inspecting the bowl " it is tasty" he added , i bursted into laugh when he started to eat. " it is not funny...taste it" he said shoving the spoon inside my mouth this time making my eyes widen...wait...it is really good.                      "wow" i said nodding in appreciation.