lost me (Minho×ot8)

chapter 96

Good luck!🙃

minho's pov ( the wedding day) 

I have never thought I would do this again, I stared at myself in the mirror wearing a black suit, and I have no idea how I ended up here...the past two days were a mess..everything happened so quickly...I was just about to talk with changbin but we ended up... you know...carrying stuff further.....I didn't expect the younger to kiss me and things accelerated out of nowhere...then Seungmin and I found out about what Felix did...let me say there were a lot of screams and yells between Seungmin and Felix...the youngest of the two said that Felix didn't take into account my feelings...I mean he just filled out the papers, we were not technically married until we signed the marriage certificate we could have just ignored him. But I don't think what came over me, I just out of nowhere...I proposed to Seungmin in front of all of them everyone was shocked, believe me so was I...I didn't expect that my second marriage would be like this...so unplanned....in the middle of a mess.

I am still getting to know them, also Hyunjin hasn't fulfilled his promise by telling us about the mission yet, and there is Ara's problem, I am losing my mind to try and remember where I saw that woman. However here I am in my wedding suit ready to get married, life is just full of surprises. I mean I am planning to stay with them...I am sure Seungmin and I will get married eventually it would have been in better conditions of course, but it is going to happen anyway so why wait...I sighed fixing my tie and thinking about his reaction the younger got mad because he thought Felix crossed the line with me not because he didn't want to get married, maybe I am imagining things but I think he liked the idea, he is not making it obvious he was the one who refused the marry one of the others in the first place but it feels as if he was being left out. 

Suddenly the door opened out of nowhere, I thought it was going to be one of the boys or my friends but instead I saw both my parents.                  "Mom, dad....what brought you here?" I asked shocked, I hadn't seen them since they left the country, I called them yesterday to tell him about the unexpected wedding but I didn't think they would come...I mean as I said everything happened too fast. My mom approached me with teary eyes before she pulled me into a tight hug.                                                                                            " I have never thought that I would see your wedding again," she said shaking her head."  I am happy for you... I am thankful that you found people who love you, thank you...thank you for giving life another chance" she added, I stared at my father who sent me a wide smile."the captain had arranged for us to come here, it is meant to be a surprise for you," my dad said approaching me" this is still confusing to me but congrats my boy" he added patting my shoulder. 

without thinking i pulled my father toward me hugging him without letting go of my mom, they went through a lot because of me...i made their life hell yet they have never left me alone when i was lost and broken, they were by my side...when i pushed them away they respected me but never gave up on me at the same time. i will forever be grateful for having them as my parents.   " thank you, thank you for everything" i said feeling tears fall down my cheeks. 
" we just want you to be happy, jisoo and mina are in a better place now, and believe me they are proud of you" my mom said making me hum.before any of us could say a word the door was opened once more revealing seonghwa and hoongjoong.                                                                                    " sorry, we didn't know" hwa said staring at between us.                                  " it is fine" i said pulling away " i got emotional" i added drying my cheeks.      " it is normal to cry on your wedding day, it is not your first time..." hoongjoong said before he stopped midsentence, he was talking about my wedding with jisoo, i cried so hard that day and i won't deny it..." sorry" he added.                                                             "don't worry about it" i said shaking my head.
" we came to tell you that it is time" hwa said approching me before he reached out to fix my tight.                                                                                                                                                                                             " are the others downstairs already?" i asked blinking my eyes, each one of us had a seperate room to get ready in, it was not necessary but felix, changbin and jisung insisited that we shouldn't see each other in our wedding suit before the ceremony it is funny if you ask me, but to cut it short and avoid aruging we just agreed to their request.                                                                   
 " no, hyunin and changlix are waiting for chansung, seungmin and you by the stairs to get down together" hoong said, i blinked my eyes confused at what he said.                                                                 " hyun what?" i asked making both the boys and my parents chuckle.                    " i merged the couples name it is easier like that, come on you need to go get seungmin" hoongjoong said patting my shoulder " i am happy for you buddy" he added giving me a wide smile.  i took a deep breath looking at the mirror to check my look, i am feeling hell of nervous...
" don't worry you look hot like always, seungmin won't know what hit him, i won't lie i didn't expect that you will get married this fast but just like hoong said i am happy for minie" seonghwa said.                                                                                                                                                         " i didn't expect this as well" i said shaking my head " but i don't regret it" i continued " this day is going to mark a new begining, i marry a person i care about again, i will be with the people i love, and it will give me the energy to avenge my family" i added taking a deep breath, i really care about seungmin, my feelings are not that strong yet....i won't lie, but i love him...and i see my feelins growing more stronger with time, i will get used to jeongin and changbin as well, i still didn't figure out everything with felix and jisung, but i am aware that  i am in love with those two, not as much as i am with hyunjin yet but i am getting there...this whole poly thing is confusing i had a talk with seungmin after i proposed to him, in private and i told him about all this and apparently it is totally normal, the only person that i don't know where i stand at with is chan hyung...i guess will see what time bring us.