my halal love

ALWAYS WITH YOU.....WHATEVER HAPPENS!!

You knew you were collapsed the whole situation.....you quickly went to search for him...but he was nowhere to be found.....because of your mood swings, you can't able to control your emotions.....you were crying while hugging your knees on the couch....then, you heard the  main door opening sound......you found Taehyung standing there seeing your crying figure....you quickly went to him and hugged him.....

"why you left me ??? ahhhhh...why boba?....." you just hitting his back in anger....he was standing there while hugging your figure with one hand and let you hit him .....while, the other hand was holding a bag.....he was waiting for you to calm yourself....after some minutes, you became normal and backed away from him.....seeing him holding a bag with him, you got confused......then, you saw his eyes, there was no anger or any other emotions .....

he just passed by you and placed the bag on the table and started unpacking the things.....you were surprised , it was full of choclates and spicy snacks for you.....you became happy while seeing those.....you were craving for this...but because of the stress filled mind , you didn't asked to him......you were standing there, while having a pout on your lips.......

Taehyung just chuckled and raised his arm and signalled you to come to him.....you sat beside him while looking down while fidgling your fingures.......then, Taehyung slowly hold your shaking hands into his.....you just can't control your emotions,that  you threw yourself on him and  started crying ....." i-i-i'm really sorry boba.....i'm really sorry...i don't want you to suffer because of me...that's why i spoke like that....."

"shhhh baby...it's okay...it's okay....don't cry....your conditions will worse....don't cry...." after pulling out from the hug " did you forgive me?" "no....and i'll not...." he told with a stern voice....." you know, the words which you spoke how much hurted me?....do you really think that i will marry a woman and give myself to her other than you....? just for the baby!!!! how could you think me like that baby??" 

"then what should i do? tell me?....what should i do?" you just hold his collar and shaking him with a little force.....he just hold your hands which was placed in his collar...." why are you behaving like this baby? it hurts me....the result didn't even came yet....but here you are behaving like there is something wrong with you.....just tell me one thing....what if i'm like that?" you eyes widened at his confession.....

"tell me y/n...what if i became barren? ahhh...will you leave m-"  you didn't let him finish his words while placing your lips on his.....you climbed onto his lap like a koala and started kissing him....seeing you reciprocating the kiss first...he just smiled in between the kiss...but he didn't kissed you back.....you were confused by not him kissing you back....you pulled out from the kiss and looked into his brown orbs....

its having pain and sadness....his eyes became teary....."boba!!!!...." "you didn't even let me finish my words....then, how could you expect me that i can hear your stupids things ahhh....tell me y/n....." you sensed his hurt ...you again made him cry....."i'm sorry boba....i don't know why i talked like this.....you don't know how many things going in my mind.....infact, i was feeling insecure about not becoming pregnant!!!" 

he scrunched his eyebrows in confusion..." why?...why are you insecure? is anyone asked you about the baby?" you nodded your head as no..."then, !!" "i - i- don't why i became insecure....." you just said with a pout.....he didn't said anything but suddenly you hissed in pain because of severe cramps hitted you.....you clutching your stomach in pain.....

"baby....is the cramps that much worse???" i don't know boba....i'm having so much pain....please don't leave me....i need you with me.....please...." by hearing your confession he took you in his arms and headed to your shared bedroom.....after laying you on the bed, he tried to leave but, you held his wrist "where are you going??? i'm sorry boba...please don't leave me...." "i'm not leaving you baby.....i'm coming just wait a little......"by saying this he went down to the living room and grabbing the snacks which he bought for you.....