Joe pushed Alison away as he caught his breath back avoiding eye contact with the woman in front of him. She pushed her hands away when she reached for his shirt.
"Get out." Joe demanded.
"You didn't seem to mind us making out." She teased going for his shirt again Joe just pushed her away again moving further away from her as he managed to find the words to say. He felt dazed by what had just happened.
"Get out!" He demanded.
"No I paid for this, I'm getting my money's worth!" She winked at him only getting closer again backing Joe up against a different wall.
"You can have the session for free just leave." Joe begged. "I told you I have a girlfriend, this is very wrong! I shouldn't have even kissed you back."
"Well you did and when your little girlfriend breaks up with you for kissing another woman, an older woman might I ad, I'll be right here for you to cry on."
"No fuck off." Joe demanded pushing her away again. "I love my girlfriend, she's the best thing that ever happened to me. You have no idea how hurt she'll be!" Joe exclaimed. "Fuck I'm a terrible boyfriend, a terrible father. I should just run away while I can." Joe ran his fingers through his hair.
"We'll run away together baby." She grabbed his hand Joe yanking his back.
"No get away from me, you've ruined everything!" Joe exclaimed getting away from her enough to leave the room heading into the staff locker room where she wasn't able to follow. He slumped down on the bench fighting back the tears as he looked at his phone seeing the picture of him and the woman he loved with their two sons. He let the tears fall from his eyes knowing he may have just ruined everything for him and his family.
Joe's shaky hand came up to the door handle pushing it opened. He sighed entering the house shutting the door behind him. He couldn't get what happened this morning out of his head no matter how much he tried, all he felt was guilt towards Demi and his sons, they didn't deserve someone like him in their lives. He knew that much. He looked towards the floor when Demi entered the hallway with Jayden in her arms bouncing him slightly.
"I thought I heard someone, what's wrong?" Demi questioned as soon as she saw his expression, she knew instantly that something was wrong.
"Um nothing, the showers at work aren't running hot water, I'm going for one now." He mumbled avoiding eye contact but she grabbed his hand on the way past as soon as she smelt a familiar scent. Her hand went back under Jayden's bum supporting him.
"Did you smoke again Joe?" She questioned Joe sighing not even able to look down at his son who was calmed down after getting fussy.
"Maybe." He mumbled before heading upstairs. Demi sighed leaning down kissing Jayden's head gently feeling him grip onto her hair.
"Something is going on with daddy, I wonder what it could be." Demi breathed entering the living room again sitting down on the couch. She couldn't help but wonder what it could be and for him to smoke again she knew he had worked so hard for him to quit. It was a shame for him to start again after not having one for so long.
Joe stared at the wall as he let the water drip over him attempting to wash away all his problems. It wasn't helping. He couldn't help it anymore, he let the tears fall from his eyes as a sob escaped his lips sliding down the tiles so he was sat back against the wall. He needed to tell her what happened. He just didn't want to break her heart.
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