Bad Reputation (Shawn Mendes) complete

Chapter 7:

"I'm tired of your bull shit stop getting at her! Why must you constantly pick at her?! She's here right now doing what she's here to do so what's the problem???" I can feel him growl laying on his chest. "That's not what I'm seeing I see her getting inside your head she's changing you look at her fake crying so that she can make her way into your arms she's no good for you!" "And what you are? get the fuck out of my face your fired!" I flinch slightly at the demand in his voice. I hear fustrated Emily storm out the room and Shawn holds me closer "I'll protect you" he assures me kissing my forehead. " come on let's go to the hotel we have to pack we leave for Florida tomorrow".
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"Are you sure your going to be okay?" Shawn ask me for the thousandth time as we reach my hotel room. "Yes Shawn I'll be fine" i smile softly pushing my hair behind my ears. "Okay but if you need me I'll be one flight up" I look at his concern face and then before I know it I can feel him leaning in and I freeze. I don't know whether to stop him or run so instead I close my eyes and I feel his lips brush against my cheek and I let out a deep breath. And he chuckles at my reaction before walking down the hall.

Packing was the easy part but falling asleep is annoying. I can't there's no use in trying and I see my phone light up 1am a message from Shawn.
From Shawnyboy💗: Can't sleep😓
To Shawnyboy💗: me either🙁
from Shawnyboy💗: sleep over ? 😳
To Shawnyboy💗: 🤔🙄
From Shawnyboy💗: 😔
To Shawnyboy💗: I'm coming 🙂
From Shawnyboy💗:😌 I knew you would

I lock my phone making my way to the elevator. Waiting at the elevator I see a crying Emily. I feel bad she looks a mess mascara running and eyeliner smudged. "Are you okay?" I ask her and she gives me a 'what the fuck' look and I push the button. "I'm sorry I'm just not having the best day alright I don't know what I'm going to do now I've been waiting to get a manager position for months " I frown "maybe if you apologize" "I don't think Shawn wants to see me and besides he has his mind made up" "I'm actually going to see him right now I'll talk to him and work some magic see what I can do for you" I smile at her "really?! You would do that for me after all I done to you?" I nod stepping into the elevator "we're not the same person" I shrug "thank you" she says as the door closes.

I walk down the hall and I can already see his door open as he leans on the door frame waiting for me. "Why did you take so long?" He ask " Because I was talking to Emily" I see him roll his eyes "Give her back her job" I tell him. "No she doesn't deserve it" he scowls. I sit on his bed. "Trust me she does as hard as it is to believe" he furrows is eyes at me making his way over to the bed. "As annoying as she can be she's the one that books your photoshoots radio promotions, concerts, studio sessions everything ...she does a lot and she's good at it shes just watching out for you" he doesn't say anything he just stares at me " of course I wouldn't blame her she doesn't want you to get distracted I'm just another girl-" "no your not, your not just another girl you're more than that your different" he tells me pushing my hair out the way "I like that about you" I blush pulling the notepad up from his bag.

"Okay shall we finish the song ?" I ask laying on the bed biting the end of my pencil. "Yes we shall"
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Finally the song is done we've finished 'bring it back' "Why bring it back? Why not go back?" "Because we don't want to go back in time we just want to re-visit the pass recall what happen" I smile over at him laying on my front. " makes sense, okay so the music is done and the tone so now what ?" He ask setting his guitar down I bite my lip hesitant. "What are your thinking ? What are you hesitant to ask?" He smirks. " I actually wanted to finished one of your songs" I play with my pencil. "You actually read one of my songs?" He ask embarrassed. "Yes and it was amazing I don't think you need a song writer Shawn you write amazing songs" "I don't know" he's nervous I can tell "pleaseeeeeee" I sit up wrapping my arms around him as we fall backwards on the bed. I get him to laugh and once again were face to face. "O-okay" "yay" I smile kissing his cheek. "Which one did you read?" I focus trying to remember "it said something about the weight " he looked half relieved and panicked. "I like it , it's another side of Shawn that I haven't seen"

He takes a deep breath going over the previous lyrics and I can see that he's uncomfortable "can we just forget about it" he ask frustrated. "What's wrong?" I ask putting the pencil down. "It's nothing" he shrugs "Shawn, your really going to lie to me" he looks at me and sighs "no" he frowns "is this song too personal for you?" "It's just that I never really put my emotions out there it's just hard for me" I can hear his voice crack and I pull him into a hug. I can feel his tears form in the crook of my neck and I rub his back. "It's okay I'm here for you" I can feel him break down completely in my arms. I feel myself tearing up a little because it's the hardest thing ever to watch men cry. It's not something you see everyday I'm seeing  Shawn at his worst right now and I feel so special that he's allowing me to see this side of him and comfort him. I place our papers on the floor before turning off the light and going back to comfort Shawn.
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As he calms himself down and were staring at each other. "You don't deserve this" I tell him playing with his hair. He closes his eye enjoys my roaming hands.He's like a little puppy aw Shawn. "Neither do you" He says I sigh "maybe their not the one" "yea" he responds. "Thank you" he tells me pressing his lips against my forehead pulling me closer to him as we drift to sleep.

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I feel the strands of my hair blowing with the soft breeze against my face. I open my eye to be met with a sleeping Shawn. I can hear the faint knocks at the door and a voice shouting that we have an hour to get ready but it wasn't loud enough to to wake Shawn up I'm pretty sure it was Ron. I sigh getting up slowly as Shawn moves slightly not waking. He looks so peaceful. "Shawn" I whisper shaking him lightly . I'm just as tired we haven't gotten that much sleep we fell asleep around 3am and at this moment it's 5:45am. "Shawn wake up" I say my lips pressed to his ears as I lay my head on his shoulder trying to fight my sleep. He shifts beside me. "so why are you still sleeping?" He ask in. Husky morning voice . "Because I'm waiting for you to get up first" I mumble with my eyes closed snuggling closer into his neck. He lets out a deep breath before getting up dragging me with him. "Noooo" I pout still laying on his chest exhausted. And he chuckles " you're so cute".

I know it's a little boring guys sorry 😓
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