Bad Reputation (Shawn Mendes) complete

Chapter 36:

"Why are you here? Get out !" I frown him.

"Shawn please!" I beg

"Go!" He orders

I get up but his mom pulls me back down.

"No she's not going anywhere ,lower your tone and come sit down"

I see Shawn's dad peeping through the door "is everything alright?"

"Yes take amelia please" his mom asks "amelia go to papí" she runs to him.

"Okay we are going to resolve this you guys don't have to be the best of friends after but I want you on the same level.

I stay quiet focused on my fingers.

"I have nothing to say to her"

"He practically raped her Shawn, you didn't think about that did you she has no memory of last night ?"

I look over at him as his face softens.
"She threw herself at him she wanted it" he said coldly his jaw tightening again.

"I can't do this" I get up and walk outside.

"Samantha honey" I hear his mother call for me but I ignore

-
Shawn's pov

"What the hell shawn!" My mother yells at me

"Mom you can't possibly be taking her side" i scowl

"I'm not taking anyone's side this isn't my problem but you have to understand both sides of this situation"

" mom she did this to herself"

"Not willingly and you know that. If there's one thing I know about you two is that you love each other too much to allow for mistakes. Once one of you messes up the other automatically doesn't want anything to do with each other"

"And why should I care, she obviously doesn't " I frown crossing my arms against my chest

"Shawn please I know your upset but you guys have been together for 3 years , there's a reason why you decided to propose obviously you want to spend the rest of your life with this girl. And plus think about Amelía she can't lose another mother" my mother practically begs me.

I sigh rubbing my temples "it's just a lot, it's not even something we can resolve it's out in the public number 1 trending "

"I know just promise me you'll talk to her please I would hate to see it end like this"

"Okay I'll talk to her " I finally give in

"Thank you" she hugs me placing a kiss on my cheek.
------------------------

sam pov

I feel worthless like I'm nothing I don't blame Shawn for wanting nothing to do with me . I technically did cheat on him whether I want to deny it or not. I feel horrible but Nash took advantage of me. I black out he did it against my will I remember nothing of yesterday.

" hey can we talk...." I look over at Shawn tilting his head towards the door . I take time to get up and proceed cautiously. He looks at me with a look I've never seen before. I don't know what Is he's tired of me and getting me out of problems that I bring upon myself and Drag him into.

Just before I can get to the door Amelía runs pass hiding behind her fathers legs giggling.

"Daddy! Hide" she screams

"Amelía stop please daddy doesn't want to play right now" he pleads annoyed and not in the mood. But she's having too much fun jumping up and down tugging on his jeans.

By this time he has asked her several times to stop then suddenly "Amelía I said to stop! That's enough!" He yells at her.

Immediately she stop her smile turns into a frown then to a pout then a cry.

I watch as Shawn emotions change and he automatically feels horrible.
"I'm sorry princess " he goes to reach for her but she's already running to her grandpas arms.

"She was just playing around Shawn , I don't know what's wrong with you but you better fix your attitude " his father scowls at him comforting Amelía who was now crying in his arms.

By the time I look back Shawn's already out the door. I frown sadly at his father "sorry da- I mean mr. mendes"

"You can still call me dad honey, and it okay I know how Shawn can gets I just don't like his gets that way with Amelía"

"I understand and I agree but I can't blame him he's really upset" I sigh

"I know I don't want to hold you up anymore you go talk to him" he gestures towards the door.

I nod and proceeded towards the door.

I stepp outside the cool air hits me Shawn not in site.

I search around and I start to panic his car is still in the driveway so idk where he could be .

I walk to the back of the house and I see him sitting on a rock by the lake. I walk over to him and take a seat next to him.

"I don't know what to do anymore" he says frustrated. His fingers pulling his hair . His skin red and cheek tear stained he's heartbroken.

"Shawn what do you want to do?"

I look at him and he shrugs.

"If you want to break up -"

"NO!" I jump at the projection off his voice "I don't want to break up my intentions aren't to lose you I just don't know right now "

" I swear I didn't mean for anything to happen between Nash and I, I didn't know he would take advantage of me like that. And I know it may not have looked like that in the video but trust me he did , and I remember nothing of it " once again I'm crying my eyes out.

"You don't have to do this if you don't want to I'll leave you alone Shawn, you don't have to take me back "  his head snaps at me he looks at me like I'm crazy.

"I don't want to lose you" he whispers before pulling me into a suffocating hug But it was a good suffocation.

I was going to say something but I didn't bother. I didn't want to ruin the moment.
I just continued to hug him.

Minutes late he pulled away wiping my eyes.

"I know it doesn't mean much considering a lot of people already know, but Emily and the team manage to erase the tape and block every link there is to it. No one can watch it online even if they downloaded it only thing is for the creeps that made their own copy we have no control over but it's better"

I couldn't believe what I was hearing I threw myself at him once again hugging him tightly .

"Thank you so much , I know it probably costed  a lot I'll pay you back"

"Money isn't the issue you do things for the ones you love , after all you are my fiancé" he smirks

"Really the weddings back on?"

"Woah there wait up, I didn't say all is forgotten the wedding is in 3 months but We need some time to work on our relationship and get things back to normal especially with the media"

I nod in agreement slightly hurt.

" but I will give you this " he reaches in his pocket and pulls out my ring. Before sliding it on my finger .

I throw my arms around him once more pulling him into a passionate kiss. Getting back my ring means more than you can imagine.