Chapter 11:

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I wake up to soft snores from the beautiful human in front of me. Instantly images from last night flood through my head. The heat of our body's pressing against each other , the moans, sweet whispers and endless kisses. The friction between the two of us and the pleasure. My lips trail up his back to his shoulders. He wakes from his peaceful sleep with a smile on his face. "Hey" he calls his voice low and raspy. "Hi" I flush laying on my front. "Are you okay?" He ask concern and I press my lips to his slowly. He's all mine and I'm his "yes I'm great, you?" I smile. "On cloud 100" he smirks trailing his fingers down my back. "I'm going to take a shower" he announces and I want to ask to join but I don't want to push my luck so I go against it. Seeing his body makes me blush at last nights memories. I'm yours all yours his voice whispers in my head.
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Were refreshed and changed. We haven't left the room all day though. I'm in his t shirt while he's in sweats but I think something's bothering him I hope he's not regretting last night. "Are you okay?" I ask He looks up from his phone flashing me a small smile. "Yea babe what's up?" "I don't know I feel like something's bothering you" his smile disappears and he turns slightly red. "It's just that .... nothing it's nothing forget about it" he shrugs "no tell me" I insist. "H-how was it last night? .......Was I good?" Is that what this is about. "You were incredible" I tell him kissing his cheek and I see him hide his smile. "Is that what's bothering you?" "No... well yeah ,T-This was my first time" he shrugs blushing embarrassed. Aww shawn "I wouldn't have guessed I couldn't tell" I elbow him as we shared a laugh. "I wish you were mine" I whisper wishing I would have waited. "Your my 3rd time" I say embarrassed. Out of the 3 years Matthew and I had only done it twice crazy right and by now you would think I'm a pro I don't have a clue what I'm doing. "I couldn't tell" he winks at me and I hit him playfully. It was the first time I actually enjoyed it and I'm glad it was with Shawn.
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We are hand and hand walking into the lobby where we're having a meeting on our day off greatttttt."We leave tomorrow instead of Friday" Emily announces and I groan leaning on Shawn. Yay Another plane ride i frown feeling  his lips press against my forehead. "Yes so enjoy your last free day everyone tomorrow at 5am we leave" everyone walks away and Emily's look straight at us. " you two need to focus we need another song done and ready for recording when we touch down tomorrow" I sigh "what's this?" She turns shawns face slowly pulling on the collar of his t shirt. "Unbelievable you have a photo shoot tomorrow before recordings you can't have these hickies showing" she scowls looking over at me and I blush hoping that mines are covered well enough by my makeup. "Do I need to hire security in front of your rooms this can't keep going on if your going to sleep together can it be less noticeable" she ask and I can see Shawn smirk "I told you I'd keep my word" I blush even more and she rolls her eyes walking off.

I turn around taking a look again I trace my fingers against his neck "oh my god" I gasp. "It's your work of art" he winks at me and I wish I would have put some of my make up on him. I think I took it a little too far I'm pretty sure it'll take a week or so for that one to go away. "what do you want to do? We have a few hours before we have to get back" "Starbucks" I grin I haven't had that in so long. "star bucks it is"

Our trip to Starbucks is a distance considering Shawn had to drive. I didn't even know he could drive plus he looks hot in the drivers seat. In his shades hair scattered and muscles flexing under his white t shirt as he grips the staring wheel. We park right in front and I almost instantly jump out of the car before he even cut the engine. When I get to the front of the line I see Shawn walking up too me. "You really like Starbucks huh" "yea sorry it's been a long time" "I can see that" I flush we order and sit  down. 

We talk about everything and anything. I pull my knees to my chest laughing at a joke he just told me. "Oh my gosh your Shawn Mendes!" A girl that looked about 15 announced with her hands over her mouth. "Yea and you are?" "Hannah!" She's fan girling and it's the cutest thing ever. "Can w-we take a picture?" She ask and Shawn gets up taking a selfie with her before sending her on her way. "You can where a ski mask and they will still notice you" I laugh. "I know it's crazy" he smiles and I'm in a trance once again. I'm just staring at him he's perfect. He scrolling through his phone and I still can't get over the fact that he's all mine. My boyfriend Shawn mendes. I tie my pony tail higher. "Babe" I look over at him "hmm" and he shakes his head getting up from his seat. "Just like calling you that" he presses his lips quickly against mines. "Come on let's go" and as we walk out I can see a lot of girls lined up outside of Starbucks squealing for Shawn. I slide on my shades and hold on tighter to his hand. We walk past the crowd I know how much it bothers him to not get to everyone so when he opens the car door for me I tell him to go back. "I'll be right here waiting go back and take pictures with them their your fans and they want you" "are you sure?" "Yes a lot of them may never see you again this may be their only moment now go" I push him and his fans start to scream again.
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I lock the door laying back in the comfy chair. Resting my eyes for a few minutes I'm interrupted by the sound of a text message I look in my hand and my phone is blank then I turn and I see shawns phone lights up on his seat with a text message from Amy.I raise a brow leaning over but before I can unlock his phone I hear a knock on the glass scaring the shit out of me. His phone flys under the staring wheel. I unlock the door holding my chest. "You scared me" I say "I'm sorry" he frowns. "It's okay I kind of dropped your phone" I tell him. Once he picks it up he immediately looks at it and glances at me. "Why is she texting you?" I ask  with my arms across my chest. "It's not anything like what your thinking  I swear she just wants to meet up with me" he starts the car. "Why?" "That's what I'm trying to figure out" he sighs reaching for my hand but I pull it away. Scooting to the far edge of my seat looking out the window. We pull up to a stop light and I can feel Shawn pulling me closer to him. "Shawn-" "I'm not cheating on you if that's what your thinking" I look up at him and he has innocence written all over . "She just wants to talk to me about everything that happened between us" I still don't trust him though you can't just all of a sudden want to speak with your ex to discuss old history. "Sam don't be like that you know I wasn't fair to her-" "she cheated on you shawn! She wasn't fair to you, Are you forgetting that? Do you really want to go talk to her about it" "I broke up with her through text message, and I don't know about you Sam but everyone deserves better then that, I'm just giving her a chance" "a chance to steal you back from me" I whisper to myself but loud enough for him to hear.

When we get to the hotel I get out the car quickly speed walking through the lobby to the elevators and I feel a tug on my arm. "Hey, slow down" I struggle to release his hands from my wrist. he pulls me closer pressing his lips to mine. I don't kiss back "come on don't be mad at me" he frowns and I sigh pressing the button laying at the back of the elevator . he walking over to the buttons and it takes me a minute to realize what he was doing. "Shawn!" I yell pushing him but he already pulled the emergency break on the elevator.

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