Bad Reputation (Shawn Mendes) complete

Chapter 57:

"I just got the kids to sleep I want to talk to you" Shawn says taking a seat on the stool by the kitchen counter.

"About?" I pour the hot water into my teacup .

"US" I spill the water onto the table

"Shit" I burn myself cleaning it up

"I got it" Shawn walks over placing his hand over mine .

I pull my arm away letting him clean the mess.

I silently make the rest of my tea and take a seat on the stool across .

"I've been thinking about what you said and I decided that I'm going to take a break from touring"
He stares over at me.

"Okay" I sip my tea

"I'll still make music but I want to watch our children grow up in front of my eyes I want to be there I missed so many firsts already I don't want to miss anymore"

"It's about time you've came to your senses" I roll my eye a little more relieved

"It would be a lot less stress on you" he shrugs "plus we can spend more time together" I raised a brow at him is he serious.

"As a family I mean" he scratches the back of his neck.

"That would be nice for the kids" I agree

"And I can help you through your pregnancy" he smiles embarrassed

"Shawn you don't have to I'm fine I've done this once before just focus on the kids "

"Yes but you nearly died the last time"

"But I'm not having twins this time Shawn " I wash my cup out

"it Doesn't matter you still shouldn't have to go through this alone" he frowns

"Like I said I've done it before I know how to take care of myself " I sigh walking to the stares.

"Sam!" He yells frustrated

"What Shawn!? I'll be okay" I sigh getting emotional

"But you don't have to do this alone I won't let you IM the father"

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Shawn's POV
I watch as she burst into tears her face in her hands.

I pull her into a hug she cry's into my chest "it's Okay I'm not going anywhere" I promise

"It's not suppose to be like this" she muffled before pushing me away. She shakes her head upset.

"It's your fault!" She hits me in my chest
"You did this to me ! I don't know why I allowed you to get to me!" She pushes me with all her strength which isn't much .

I feel bad seeing her like this .

"I should have never cheated I'm so stupid" she sobs

"Sam calm down" I grip her hands so she can't hit me.

"No ! Let go !" She screams

"Stop it you're going to wake the twins"
I say firmly.

She yanks her hands away from me "I don't want you here " she wipes her tears .

"Sam stop it " It kind of hurt i hope she doesn't mean that

"I hate you , you ruin me and my family" she screams at me

"Stop it!" I say firmly wanting her to stop

"I don't want you here everytime you come around my life takes a turn I don't want you here!"