Bad Reputation (Shawn Mendes) complete

Chapter 21:

Omg I am soooooooo sorry guys I know I went MIA but I was at my college for a whole month doing a summer program.

But I'm back so with further ado
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Shawns pov.

She turns around allowing me to explain my reason for doing what I've done. I pat the spot  beside me but she shakes her head no.
Even like this she looks beautiful cheeks red eyes puffy .what was I thinking to hurt her.

"When the tour started I didn't know that fifth harmony was the opening act. Camilla and I have bumped into each other numerous times and we just started to hang out more. We did have previous history from before but that was way before I met you any how a month flew by and we made a song together . After that rumors sparked up between us and our managers thought it would be good for sales if we fake date" I take a breathe to let her process.

"I was against it at first but I needed to boost my sales in Europe so I agreed to it. But one night I was just so frustrated you and I were fighting  and I was so mad at you and I-I was so stupid" I feel my tears slide Down my cheeks .

"I'm so sorry Sam everyday after that I couldn't stop thinking about you and I wanted to tell you but I couldn't I didn't want to hurt you "

I watch as her lips tremble  she wipes her tears. "But you did it anyway, you knew it would hurt me either way" she's angry

"Sam I-"

"you wouldn't have told me if she didn't bring it up would you !" I've never seen her this mad before

"Sam-" she speaks over me again

"I can forgive you for fake dating her but not sleeping with her , Shawn that wasn't apart of the deal . I've been so faithful to you  and all I ask is that you do the same"  I stand up and she steps back.

"Sam I regret every bit of it" I pull her to me by her waist

"Don't touch me" she pushes me away  I frown .

"It's over Shawn  I'm done" she heads for the door but I beat her to it blocking.

"Shawn please your acting childish " she scowls at me. "Your making it harder than what it has to be"

"I can't let you leave me your the best thing that ever happened to me" I admit

"I'm sorry Shawn but i can't do this again I'm not good with heart breaks" she whispers

"Sam please if I could take it all back I would" I'm on my knees latched onto her

"I wish you could too but you can't" she whispers running her fingers through her hair.
"I need to go Shawn" I frown releasing her.

"Just promise me this is not the end"I plea

"I just need some time " I nod pulling on my hair what have I done.

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Sam's pov

I wake with a headache . I cried myself to sleep last night . I don't think boys understand what time means. after I left his room Shawn just kept texting and calling I had to turned my phone off.

Emily invited me to have breakfast with the crew today like oldtimes. So I figured why not It's free professionally cooked food .

I turn on my phone and hop in the shower.

I get out and put on leggings and a plaid shirt. I wash my hair and brush it into a bun I have no energy to straighten it looks like a curly nest. I see my phone flashing and it read Emily. "Hello"