Bad Reputation (Shawn Mendes) complete

Chapter 4:

We walk back to the front of the studio . "Ron" Shawn calls and the guy that brought me here walked over. "What's up?" He ask and Shawn smiles looking over at me and I blush returning it. "We finished the song I swear this girl has a really creative mind I wouldnt have done it without her" "Shawn" I call lowly "you were awesome too" I tell him as he pulls me into a hug. I felt lost in a daze in his muscular arms . We hugged for a tag bit longer and Ron coughs. We pull back and I can see Shawn turn red scratching the back of his neck. "Do you know how you want it to sound?" "Yup we have it all figured out" "okay sing it to me".
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I watched as Shawn sing off the paper and I started singing the background verses for him and a smile forms on his lips as he looks at me. He finally got to the end and everyone claps.

"That is going to be a hit song" we turn around and see taylorswift walking in followering by Emily. Ron looks at me and rolls his eyes and I laugh. "Okay times up we go back to the hotel then you have a photo shoot Shawn" she says walking away . "Okay I guess we should get going" he says taking my hand in his. " wait, wait you guys have to take a picture you guys are adorable and your matching" I glance over to look at what shawns wearing and I see his black leather jacket, gray shirt black pants and black vans and I blush for the thousandth time today. Shawn just laughs "exactly she's perfect" he looks down at me and I look away. "Okay guys say stitches" and I feel Shawn slip a hand around my waist as I place mines around his and we smile shouting stitches.

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We came back to the hotel and we all went our separate ways. I take a shower and put on a pair of  shorts and slid on a light white sweater. And of course the minute I lay down my door knocks. I groan opening it not even bother to look who it was before laying back on my bed. "Well hello to you too" I look up and I see Shawn and I imidietly feel bad. "I'm sorry Shawn I didn't know it was you everyone just keeps interrupting me I'm trying to relax" I tell him closing my eyes. he lets out a hmm "well here's an idea why don't you go get your swim suit and we go to the beach"

I prop up on my elbow with my eye brow raised. "Don't you have a photo shoot" "yea but we still have an hour and a half" I nod in agreement and I notice and Shawn is checkin me out. I hit his arm and he turn red. I laugh getting up walking to my suitcase. "Okay Mendes" and a bend down ruffling through my suit case and I pull out a white binkini set . And when I turn around to Shawn I can see he's flushing red texting a way. "What about this?" He looks up blushing even more and I laugh."Shawn I don't think you can get any redder". I walk into the bathroom to slid on my bikini and  notice my phone goes off. Like a million blings per second and I swipe on my Twitter to see what all the hassle is about and I see that Shawn had posted a picture of me searching through my suitcase to find my bathing suit with the 'caption loving the view😎'  I gasp I'm going to kill him my ass is all out, I never noticed how short my shorts were . "Shawn!" I charge out the bathroom throwing my towel at him. "What?" He laughed knowing exactly what I was talking about "you better start running" I scream playfully as he runs out the room and I grab my phone water case , sunglasses, towel and flip flops before jogging after him.
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I laugh jumping over the waves as Shawn splashes me. "Shawn stop your wetting up my hair " I whine "don't be such a baby" he laughs pulling my under the water with him.  I gasp coming back up my hair soak over my face and shawns laughing. He removes my hair from my face. And I pout splashing him. And he grabs my waist pulling us further from shore my feet can no longer touch the ground. I grip closer to Shawn scared for my life "Shawn I-I can't swim" I hold onto him closer and tighter.

"Shawn I wanna go back"(forget that it's over;) )

"I'm not going to let your drown i promise" I looked at him and we were so close that I could feel his heart beat and his breath against my lips. I give him a shy smile and he returns it "okay" "good so let's take pictures" he takes his phone out his pocket in its water proof case and I lean closer to him smiling as he snaps the picture. And I decided to play around and as he goes to snap the picture I kiss his cheek. "Okay one more" he says as he puts him phone under water and we go under and smile.

"Okay back to shore we go " he says and I turn so that I'm on his back as he swims us to shore and gives me a piggy back ride until we reach our spot in the sand wrapping ourselves in our towels. And we relax and I try to dry my hair and it gets really wavy. I groan I love my hair straight "aww your hairs look cute" and I frown tying it up. "No it's ugly it's not straight" he shakes his head pulling a strand out from my bun as it drops and brushes against my cheek "well I think you look beautiful either way" "thank you Shawn"

We sat in silence enjoying the view as the sun beams on our backs. "So stitches huh?" He ask and I look at him drying my skin. "Yea, I think the song is going to be your break out song" I smile up at him squinting. "You really think so?" "Yea the song is incredible" I say pulling my sweater over my head and I frown seeing that my shorts got wet so I couldn't put them on. "Why'd you choose stitches? How did you come up with the chorus?" He ask slipping on his shades. I sigh "you remember when I told you that my boyfriend broke up with me?" I ask looking at the sand between us. "Yea, he didn't hit you did he?!" I can see his jaw lock as he gets slightly angry and I let out a low smile. "No, he broke up with me because...." I take a deep breathe. This is so embarrassing to me and it's the hardest thing that I've ever had to deal with and I can't wrap my head around how this all came about im still trying to figure everything out.

"Because he... Loved someone else" I bit my lip as I feel the tears forming. And Shawn gives me a sympathetic look allowing me to go on. "But it wasn't just someone it was a long time friend of his and I'd never see this coming" I take a deep breath "he was the first person that I experienced everything with and I feel in love with him almost instantly and we were together for 3 years" i wipe my tears away "and he loved me but he was just never in love with me, and he finally confessed to me his love for another man" I try to hold Myself together but I couldn't. Shawn doesn't hesitate to wrap me in his arms.And I held on to Shawn for what seemed like hours. We layed on the beach until the sun went down.
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"I named the song stitches because it represents how I'm free from his love and that he doesn't ever have to feel forced to show his affection for me anymore and that now I just have to pull myself together and move on stitch back together my wounds, my heart" I sigh standing up. "Wow that's deep I'm sorry that you had to go through that" he sighed picking up his towel. I shrug "it life"

I feel a tug on my hand and before I know it shawns pulling me down the street "where are we going?" "Ice cream!" He shouts and I laugh running behind him to the little ice cream store.

"What flavor would you like?" The little old lady asked me and I told her chocolate chip cookie dough and Shawn got cookies and cream. As we wait for the lady to make our order I stretch slightly looking out onto the beach and I hear a snap. "Shawn!" I frown hitting his arm as he texts away. "Shawn common delete it!" I begged not in the mood my hair is a wavy mess I've been crying today I'm drained from the water and I only have on my bikini bottom. He holds his phone high over his head and I frown seeing my phone go off and I see the picture Shawn posted. (Picture)

With the caption 'Beach Goddess🌺🌴' and I blush pulling him in for a hug. " what's this for?" He ask " for today thank you Shawn" he smile grabbing the ice cream and handing it back to me. "Your welcome" we sit and talk some more before I glance at my phone and it read 5:30 pm. "Oh my gosh Shawn! Didn't you have a photo shoot at 3" and he swallowed his ice cream " it's moved to tomorrow" He smiles as I hold my chest sighing in relief "thanks for your concern" he winks and I roll my eye as we share a laugh. "You want to come with?" He ask me. " I don't know" "please your the only person that's the same age as me on tour that I could hang out with" he begs "I don't think Emily would like that " I bite my nail "fuck Emily, I want you there" and I blush smiling at him "then I'll be there".