Bad Reputation (Shawn Mendes) complete

Chapter 35:

I laugh as Nash walks me down the hall to my door. "I guess this is it thanks again" I smile

"Maybe we can do this more often " he smiles

I smile back "yea that was fun but I'll try not to black out next time" I begin to walk and his hand stops in front of me pushing me back against the wall. I can feel him leaning in but my body won't let me stop him.

"What the fuck!" I hear from down the hall .

I look up to see shawn he was angry I could tell

"We can finish this another time he whispers in my ears before leaning off me.

"Just making sure she got in safe" Nash smiles his charming smile .

"Get inside the house "

"Shawn I-"

"Go inside NOW" he barks at me through his teeth.

I frown walking into the house quickly.

"Stay the fuck away from my wife!" I quickly take of my heels and run into the hallway where I see Shawn grabbing on Nash's jacket.

"Your not even married , so she's not legally yours yet" Nash smirks and winks at me.

Shawn shoves him against the wall.

"Shawn stop!" I scowl tugging on his arm.

"It over bro I already fucked her" Shawn stops in his tracks and his head snaps at me.

My jaw drops and I look at Nash
"You said we didn't-"

"I never gave you an answer. you may not be able to remember it but you'll see it right about now the video should be going viral" he smirks

"W-what?" My vision is blurred by my tears

Shawn punches him in the face twice.

"Shawn stop it!" He snaps at me

"So now your sticking up for him?!" He shouts

"No I'm not bu-"

"But nothing you wanna be with him so badly just go ahead no need to sneak behind my back. I'm already going to look like an idiot engaged to a slut!" He said disgusted

I can't help but to cry

"I don't even remember anything that happened last night Shawn! I didn't know! I blacked out!"

"I don't care!! You seem to like when people take advantage of you but I don't! You can have her, the wedding is off!!" He storms back into the house slamming the door. My mouth fell open I stand there in shock.

"That's to bad I'm still available babe " Nash smirks snaking his hands around my waist pulling me closer so that we're chest to chest.

"You took advantage of me!" I hit him in his chest my blood boiling.

"You threw yourself at me you were all on top of me!" He shouts back trying to control his bloody nose.

"I was drunk !" I cry

"I tried to stop you , I really did but when the girl of your dreams is stripping down and begging you to fuck her what do you expect me to say?"

"I expect you to respect me and tell me no!, no matter how much I begging or throwing myself at you!"

"Well I'm sorry that I couldn't control your hormones!" he start to walk away from me.

"What about the video?!" I stop him

"What about it?" He shrugs

"Why did you record it"

" because I knew I could make money off of it .and I might not get that opportunity again"
He shrugs.

"Your a fucking asshole!" I scream

"And For the record I quit and I promoted you to manager have fun being in charge of a company that now has a bad reputation" he smirks and walks out the building.

My life is a mess and I don't know how to fix it.

I wipe my tears walking back to our apartment I see the door open. I quickly rush to go inside but Shawn walks out with garbage bags throwing them into the hallway. I watch as my clothes fall out.

"Shawn! Stop!" I beg walking through the living room into the bedroom .

I see him stuffing another bag with my clothes and I snatch it out of his hands and throw it across the room.

"Shawn don't do this" I beg

"You think I want to!" He looks down at me heart broken tears rushing down his cheeks.

"I gave you everything Samantha I don't know what else you want from me I guess I'm just not good enough" he sobs pushing my hands away.

I cling onto him not letting go .

"Samantha please" he begs prying my arms from around his body.

"No Shawn please I love you I didn't know what I was doing"

"I told you to stay away from him! This is what you get"

I cry even harder fighting him from packing my clothes.He simply lifted me up and carried me outside of the front door and locked it so I was stuck in the hallway.

I banged the shit out the door .After a while I gave up picking up the clothes that fell out the bag . The door unlocks and the second it opens he throws out 4 duffle bags and he rolls out a suitcase. Before I can get up the door is shut again.

I bang on the door for 10 more minutes straight pleading for him to open he won't open it.

I take my bags and walk barefoot to my car.

I sigh stepping into my black jeep loading my bags.

I finally sit in the passenger seat and rest my head on the staring wheel. I cry my eyes out.

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I settled in a hotel but I'm on my way to ms. Mendes house.

Once I get inside I instantly start crying. She pulls me into her arms.

We speak about everything that happened and she is so understanding. "I know that this whole situation was an accident and you had no control of what happened but you have to understand how Shawn feels. Yes you blacked out but that doesn't mean that it didn't happen.
The video says it all I'm sorry that this happened to you but you have to put yourself in Shawn's shoes imagine how he feels his fiancé sex tape with another man has gone viral. You guys have been going strong for 3 years straight almost 4 it has taken a toll on him but honey imagine if that were Shawn in the video with another girl how would you feel?. He can forgive you but it isn't something that's secret it is public it's going to take a while."

I can't help but cry. "I know but I just love him so much and he hates me now"

"No honey he doesn't hate you he's just upset and hurt you can't expect him to just get over this that easily the whole world knows they've seen your body Samantha, he's embarrassed about the whole situation"

I rest my head in my hands as she rubs my back.

I feel a tap on my leg "mommy?" I look over and I see amelia frowning at me.

"Hi princess"

"Why you crying?" She ask head tilted slightly reaching up for me.

I pick her up setting her on my lap.

"I'm just sad" I tell her I don't know what else to say.

"Don't cry mommy" she cups my face with her small hands and kisses my forehead it was the cutest thing ever.

I laugh kissing her cheek before pulling her into a hug "thank you baby".

Then I hear a familiar voice "Amelía!"

"Daddy!" She shouts.

I watch as the door creaks open.