Bad Reputation (Shawn Mendes) complete

Chapter 64:

3 weeks later

Shawn and I have been really good actually. In terms of coparentjng we spend more time as a family together. Shawn doesn't like when I stay behind he encourages me to come out with them on his weekend with the twins. Our relationship is progressing very slowly we haven't been able to really get alone time together there is always someone popping their head up at the wrong time.

But today we're at the mall shopping for new winter coats. "Melanie let's try this one" I show her the jacket and she shakes her head and screams NO at the top of her lungs .  "Shhhh stop it and behave" I scowl at her and she begins to cry.

"Shawn " I frown frustrated

He looks over at me from the boys department. "I got her let's switch" I agree helping Liam try on his coat.

"Ohhhh you look so handsome!!!" I cue kissing his cheek. He smiles big covering his face. He looks EXACTLY like Shawn.

"What about me" I hear Shawn's voice from behind.

"Ehhhh your okay " I joke seeing Shawn in matching coats with Liam. Which is actually adorable.

"Pee mommy" Mel whines reaching her hands to me.

"Okay baby lets go. Shawn I'll be back in a few but I think you should get the matching coats"

I run out the store with Melanie in my arms quickly to the bathroom I help her and on our way out I hear Mel shouting . "DYL!"

My heart freezes "hi princess " Dylan lifts her up tossing her into the air. "Hey Sam" he smiles at me.

I keep a straight face "nice of you to bail on their party you could have called you know. "Sam I'm sorry holland had an emergency "

"It's whatever" I take Mel back into my arms and push past him

"Hey why are you acting like that Sam I said I was sorry " he frowns

"You don't even call them to see how they're doing " I feel my eyes getting watery.

"Sam I have responsibilities too I just haven't had the time you know I love them"

"They ask for you everyday i know we aren't together I got that but they didn't do anything wrong to you they've known you there whole life and you just up and left for some girl" I hold back my tears

"Did you forget what you did to me? You cheated on me remember YOU did that I love them but I am not their father they already have one and I finally have one of my own. I truly do love the twins to death but you don't get to make me feel guilty you left me remember? You did this to yourself if you didn't cheat on me we would have been together still" he's turning red with eyes teary

"Hey is everything okay?" I see holland waddle over her stomach bigger than the last time I've seen her

"Yea just fine" I wipe my eyes before pulling mel with me past them . I see a text from Shawn saying he is in the ball pit of the malls children's fun room.

When I arrive Mel runs off to her brother.
"Whats wrong?" Shawn immediately is at my side.
I start tearing up he pulls me into a hug. I explain to him how I was feeling about what had happened.
"You don't need him nor do the twins you have me that's all that you need " I feel lips press against my forehead "I'm your person and you're mine you don't need him it's his loss"

"I just don't know what to tell the twins when they ask for him I always make up some lie" I wipe my eyes sniffling.

"Tell them the truth dylan won't be around anymore" he shrugs

"It's not that simple Shawn they've known his since they started walking. I just feel so embarrassed, I know he cares but they aren't his children I get it " I muffle into his chest.

"Hey look at me, forget him I know it hurts but he has a new family but your family is right here. I'm right here" I couldn't help but cry Shawn is really trying his best with me and it means a lot.

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We're finally at home after a long exhausting day the twins have taken their shower and are finally asleep.

I lay on the couch still a little down from earlier. "Sam" I hear Shawn's voice I follow it to my room. He has been here more often now but of course he stays in the guest room. I enter my room and see a path of roses to the bathroom. I blush oh Shawn. I follow the roses up to the bathroom door and push it open. My hand covers my mouth. I see rose peddles and candles everywhere. "Shawn-" I tear up again.

"No you deserve this I want you to clear your mind and just relax okay so get undressed and hop in the tub I'll give you a Massage" Before I can protest he steps out of the bathroom letting me get undressed.

"Okay I'm ready" I say quickly hopping in the tub before he spots me.

I instantly feel a soothing and very pleasing sensation around my shoulders. It felt great i rest my eyes shut and take a deep breath. After a few minutes I feel the same sensation on my head as he applied the shampoo through my hair. It felt so good he knows messages are one of my weaknesses. He rinses my hair with water until it's all out and then gets up. I watch him walk to the edge of the tub I raise a brow.

He reaches in the tub pulling up my feet scooting me to the edge . Thankfully I am hidden underneath these bubble. He begins to work his magic on my feet one at a time rubbing them magically. I let out a moan and automatically feel embarrassed. I look up and he's smirking down at me. "You don't have to act shy Sam I've here that sound plenty of times" I roll my eyes still embarrassed.

"Okay I'll let you finish up" he smiles before kissing my forehead. I want him to stay but we need to take things slow.