Bad Reputation (Shawn Mendes) complete

Chapter 41:

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Amelia you have to use the potty princess" I sigh changing her bed covers . It's 4am and I am exhausted.

"I sorry mommy " she frowns as I put her  pull ups on and a new pair of shorts.

"Its okay baby" i pull her into a hug before putting her back into the bed.

"No tell daddy" she begs

"no tell daddy what?" shawn walks into the room yawning.

Amelia looks at me with pleading eyes "nothing" she says

"what did I tell you about lying Amelia? no secrets" he scowls her

She puts her head down " Amelia" shawn calls. She lifts her head looking back up at him with tears in her eyes.

"what happened?" he ask again sitting on her bed. she stays quiet as she begins to cry.

"Shawn just let her be please" I plead pulling his arm.

he sighs "go to bed princess" he wipes her tears before giving her a kiss.

We walk back into our room and I slide in bed.

"what happen, i know you know i seen the look you guys gave to each other" he frowns

i sigh breaking my promise "she wet her bed"

"again!" he sighs "why is she so afraid to tell me?" he asked hurt

"shes not shes just embarassed the first time she told you, you kind of..... yelled at her" he gives me a look.

"i didn't yell at her I told her that shes turning into a big girl and she can't keep wetting the bed she needs to get up and go to the bathroom"

"yes but you were a little more aggressive shawn, you snatched the sheets of the bed and your tone of voice didn't help" i admitt.

he runs his hands down his face "she probably think im a monster"

"She doesn't think you're a monster Shawn this is just a sensitive topic for her " I comfort him .

"I guess you're right but I want her to be able to come to me for situation like that to" he sighs turning off the lights and slipping into bed.

" and she will shawn just give her some time" I assure him before snuggling .

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I start to make breakfast excited for jax's delivery today is her due date the vet decided that he didn't want the pups still in there so long.

Shawn walks the kitchen in kissing my cheek "morning baby"

"Good morning" I smile placing the egg white in both Shawn and Amelia's plates. They both only eat egg white she gets that from him.

I wash the pots and pans . Quickly making coffee for both Shawn and I and apple juice for Amelia.

I look over at Shawn who is feeding the dogs. "Where's Amelia?" I ask him

"In her room I told her to come out but she's ignoring me " he sighs washing his hands.

I walk to her room opening the door slightly . "Amelia" I call I hear her singing to her own beat brushing her teeth in her bathroom. I laugh at the sight she's adorable.

"Hey rockstar , come eat breakfast " she smiles at me before putting her toothbrush back and stepping down from her stool.

"Morning mommy" she smiles showing her clean teeth.

"Morning princess" she holds my hand as we walk to the kitchen. I lift her up and place her on the stool next to Shawn.

I notice her mood change as we all eat in silence. Shawn looks at her then back at me and frowns.

"Amelia , why are you upset with daddy?"

"She looks at me then quickly at him before playing with her food"

"Cause daddy yell " she whispers

Shawn stop eating forcusing on her.

"Amelia you know daddy loves you right?" He asks

She nods.

"I didn't mean to yell at you princess daddy was just tired. I want you to just go potty in the bathroom not in your bed"

"I try daddy" she says innocently trying to convince her father .

"I know princess, and I'm proud of you for trying okay " she smiles at him ." I love you" he smiles back at her

"Love you daddy" she sticks her lips out for a kiss and he pecks her lips

"Muah" he says kissing her all over repeatedly.

She starts giggle and I can't help but laugh. We're having so much fun until I hear a howl

We all stop and i see Jace and jasper barking at us.

"What's wrong boys?" I ask washing my dish .
They continue barking I give Shawn a look then I notice jax wasn't there. I look at Shawn and are eyes widen.

I place Amelia on the floor and run to the dogs room .

"Shawn!" I scream seeing Jax on the ground howling with a pool of water and blood surround her.

"Let's go now!" I order him to lift her up onto her bed so she can be comfy.

I grab Amelia and open the door. Before I can even protest Jace and jasper are down the hall . I lock the door and hurry to the car.

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I'm so worried for her the vet said he had to do an emergency c section and she's been in there for about an hour.

"She's going to be okay sam" I didn't know I was crying until Amelia asked why.

I got jax for my birthday almost two years ago and she has been my baby ever since .

"Mr. and mrs. mendes " he calls

We stand Shawn lifting Amelia up.

"Here are the puppies" I look in the cage three healthy huskies German shepherds . They are the cutest. They are in fact jaces children. The dogs jump up to see the puppies too.

"Where is jax?" The doctor frowns at me.

"She lost a lot of blood and the pregnancy put a lot of stress on her , I'm sorry but she didn't make it"

"No! No! Your lying , giving me my fucking dog back , what am I paying you for !" I cry pushing the vet.

Shawn places Amelia down and quickly grabs me .

"I'm so sorry dr. Charles I don't mean for my wife to get out of hand jax just meant a lot to her"

"No I understand , I'm sorry for your lost"