Bad Reputation (Shawn Mendes) complete

Chapter 31:

SAMs pov

"I have a daughter" I look at him like he's crazy.

"If this is one of your pranks it's not funny Shawn" I snatch my hands away from him.

"I'm not joking Sam, i really do and I'm freaking the fuck out. she's in the other room camila asked me to take custody of her today at the meeting with Emily"

" you.... Shawn....oh my god" I take a deep breath fanning myself . I didn't expect this at all.

"I'm sorry , I'm so sorry Sam please don't leave me" he crys reaching over for me.

I back away from him , I just overwhelmed this morning we were teasing each other about being fiancées and now we have a child in our custody.

I hold my head I feel sick. I could only imagine what he feels like.

" I'm not going anywhere I just need time to take everything in "

-

An hour passed by and we haven't said much to each other still trying to collect our thoughts.

He let me read the paper work and help organize her important papers. I haven't been able to wrap my head around the birth certificate.

Amelìa Mendes.

I haven't even seen her yet but Shawn tells me she looks just like him and he's definite that she's his child. I'm just hurt that she isn't mines that I wasn't able to give Shawn his first child.

Drifting to sleep we hear a cry. We instantly look at each other. We get up and slowly walk to the guest room I can feel his heart racing as i brush against him.

"It's okay I'm here" I smile at him squeezing his hand . Nervous to enter the room myself.

"Thank you" he whispers.

I push the door open and see the little toddler crying her eyes out sitting up on the bed.

I freeze when She turns to us she looks so much like Shawn I can't believe the paparazzi hasn't caught up. But I can't deny how beautiful this little girl looks. I lift her up patting her back. I know she's probably freaked out she doesn't know who we are. I look back up and Shawn is gone.

"Hey it's okay princess , everything is going to be alright" she begins to quite down only to hiccups and sniffles. I feel her diapers and they are in fact soak. Let's see if I remember how to do this I use to babysit for my cousins all the time.

I change her diapers successfully. And she starts to cry again but not as loud. She's probably hungry. I ruffle threw the bags on the ground which all look new and I found her bottles and formula.

I carry her to the kitchen as I boil water. She leans on my shoulder playing with my hair and sucking her thumb.

Shawn walks in with caution. "It's okay I figured out the problem" I smile telling him.

He nods taking a seat on a stool watching as I prepare her bottle. I rock her as she drinks her formula. I look back at Shawn and his face is in his hands . "Hey" I call pulling his hands away. "It's okay Shawn your not doing this alone, I wont let you" I peck his lips.  Before I can pull away he cups my face pulling me back.

"I love you" he tells me for the thousandth time today but this one was different.

"And I love you" I wouldn't in a million years let Shawn raise this child by himself.

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"Want to hold her?" I ask as he starts to panick again.

"Baby she's sleeping she won't bite" I laugh resting her in his arms.