Bad Reputation (Shawn Mendes) complete

Chapter 15:

I wake soft snores filling the room. I flutter my eyes open seeing shawns body hugging onto mines.

wrapped around me like ivy, his head on my chest, his arm around my waist and his leg tangled in mine .I stretch running my hands through his hair. I feel his grip tighten as I try to move. "Shawn " I call "hmmm" "get up I have to pee" I announce "no" hes looking up at me. "Please" he shakes his head no. I frown and he finally lets me go. When I get the bathroom I quickly use it and brush my teeth.

Then I turn on the shower Letting the water heat up. I strip quickly gasping at the trail of marks that Looked as if they were engraved in my skin. Shawn has a whole other side of him that I never knew about. More controlling and dominated I think it's a guy thing. I trailed my fingers against the dark purple marks along the surface of my chest trailing down to my  stomach . I close my eyes reliving the moments of last night and I jump feeling a presence behind me. "I was thinking why not save water and join you" he smirk and I push him away "as long as you can keep your hands to yourself mendes " I warn stepping in the shower.
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"We should do that again sometime" he smirks at me I blush rolling my eyes. "I think not" "don't act like you didn't enjoy it"! he winks at me drying his hair with a towel. I roll my eyes  slipping  on my undergarments

my phone goes off. "Hello" "hey Samantha it's me mr.smith is it possible that we can meet today to discuss my clients interest in the use of one of your songs" I frown at Shawn and he mouths what's wrong. "Are you only available today I thought the meeting wasn't scheduled until Thursday at 4pm?" "Sadly yes something else has come up. Would you be able to reschedule for today around 3?" "Okay sounds good see you then" I hang up sighing in frustration. "What was that all about?" Shawn ask pulling on a pair of sweats. "I have a rescheduled meeting that wasn't suppose to be until next week" I frown laying on the bed.

"What is the meeting about?" He ask laying next to me. "His client wants to buy one of my songs " "that's great sam I told you your an amazing writer" I look at him smiling small. "Im happy but I've just been working a lot lately and now that your here I just want to spend time with you" I frown . "Aww sam it's okay we can hang out tonight we can get pizza and watch movies" he smiles "okay mendes" "oh and Muffins" I laugh at him "of course how could we forget" I turn over glancing at the clock and its 1:45pm. "Oh shit" I  jump up on my feet racing too my walk in closet. "What's wrong?" Shawn strolls in "I just realized that I don't have that much time to prep myself for this meeting" I panic "hey calm down" he grabs my hand in his as I try to control my breathing. "I'll get your clothes you  go get your paper work ready" I take a deep breath nodding my head obeying his orders.

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I finally finish gathering my papers placing them in my bag. "Okay come on let's get you dressed" I step into the black dress that Shawn holds out for me. zipping me up before holding open my blazer and I shrug into. I ruffle my hair frowning at how crazy it looks. "Shawn" I whine " one step ahead of you" I see that he plugged the flat iron in and I smile wrapping my arms around his waist "your the best" I peck his lips quickly pulling out my makeup bag and I panic seeing that I have 30 minutes. I feel a light tug on my hair and I see Shawn trying to straighten my hair for me. "Aww Shawn" I smile surprised that he's actually doing it the right way.

My hairs done and I throw on Jewelry as Shawn slides on my heels.and to be honest I feel like Cinderella for a second . "Okay come on jacket" he holds out my jacket opened And I slip into it .

"Thanks muffin" I press my lips to his before pulling away. "Your welcome now go your cab is downstairs and I ordered you Starbucks so when you get downstairs it'll be waiting for you. "Aww Shawn your the best" I quickly hug him and grab my bag walking out the door. I look back seeing him standing by the doorway with his calvins on display and loosely hug sweats with beautifully sculpted body and I blow him a kiss.
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I return home at last I'm exhausted. Resting the keys down I search for Shawn. "Shawn!" I call but nothing i call again abs still nothing he isn't home.

I frown pulling out my phone to call him great it's dead. I sigh putting it on the charger and I change my clothes to sweats and a t shirt.

I brush my hair up trying to look decent. The second I walk into the living room I hear the door ring. Maybe that's Prince Charming and he lost his key or somethings. I pull the door open but it isn't Shawn.

It's someone I thought that I'd never have to see again. I open my mouth to speak but I'm lost for words. Instead I panic and try to close the door but he stops it with his foot. "Sam I just want to speak with you it won't take long" i step back as he enters closing the door behind him.

I sit on the couch while he sits across. In the one seater. It's the most Akward that I have ever been in my entire life. "So?" I ask looking at him. "I just came to say I'm sorry" i cross my hands over my chest. Really to say sorry -_-
Yes it's too late now to say sorry🎤🎼

"I know I told you that already but I really am" i try to keep myself from crying. It's not even so much that he's saying sorry but the fact that I never thought I would see him again.

"Look I'm sorry that when everything happen you got hurt that was never my intention"

"so you thought I wasn't going to get hurt when you broke up with me?"

"I knew you would but I didn't expect it to be that bad"

"Matthew you were seeing Alex for the last year while we were together and you didn't think it would hurt me".

"you should have just told me" I sniffle pulling my knees to my chest. "I just didn't know how to tell you, it's not the easiest thing to tell your girlfriend who've you been with for two years that you fell In love with someone else especially when that person is a man"

"so instead you just dragged me on for another year not telling me" in grab one of the tissues and wipe my nose.

"Sam please I didn't want to just leave you, you were so happy with our relationship" "you ended up leaving me regardless.....did you even love me?" I look over at him and he sighs.

That's all I needed to know I let out a sob and I can feel his arms wrap around me. It's so weird to be in his arms he even smells the same. I just miss him so much mostly as a friend just to have his comfort.

"I did love you and I still do but I'm just not in love with you" i push him away slightly. "I know" I sigh calming myself down "I can't force you If your happy then I'm happy I'm just still hurt" I tell him. "No I get it and thank you, I'm happy for you too." I thank him

"so who's this Mendes kid" he elbows me playfully and I raise my brow at him. "We were friends at one point" he smirks at me and I blush "a very special person" I smile thinking Shawn.

"I can tell look how he's making you blush" he smiles at me and I roll my eyes. "Look at you" he smirks running his finger down my neck and I slap his hands mentally hitting myself for forgetting to cover my marks with makeup I hope it wasn't visible in the meeting today.

I blush in embarrassment now he know that I sleep with Shawn this is a little akward, although I don't think he cares.

"I miss you" he tells me push my hair behind my ears. I look over at him smiling before I hear the door open an shawns eyes are locked to mine.