I am the worst I know but this is for @mendesxdarling I see you out there 💗
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I burned my lip drinking the tea "fuck!" I shout putting the tea down .
" be careful babe , but what do you think?" He asks
"I don't know" I say wanting to change the subject
"the twins are getting older and so are we Sam" he pleas.
" I'll think about it " I smile forcefully
"Okay baby I'm gonna start dinner" Dylan kisses my cheek before leaving the room.
Shit. Shit. Shit how am I going to tell him.
My phone goes off "hello"
"Hey I was wondering where'd you pack Mel's teddy bear she keeps asking for it" Shawn ask I hear crying in the background .
I get up and walk to Melanie's room "I think Dylan forgot to pack it I'll bring it over "
I get dressed jogging down stairs "babe I'll be back You forgot to pack Mel's teddy"
" okay babe hurry back" he shouts from the kitchen
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I pull up to Shawn's house hoping out the car.
I ring the door bell.
"Hey" he smiles giving me a kiss
"Shawn please" I push him away
"What's wrong ?" He asks letting me in
"Where are the kids?"
"Napping" he says "are you alright?" He asks concerned
"Yea" I look at him feeling the tears fill my eyes.
He pulls me in for a hug. I cry into his chest
We walk over to the couch and sit down.
"Tell me what's wrong ?" He scoots over to me wiping my tears from my cheeks.
What you guys don't know is over the last three years Shawn and I have been separated. I started dating Dylan but Shawn has remained single .after we separated Shawn has gone above and beyond what I could ask for but remained friends. But this year Dylan has been doing a lot of filming with the final season of teen wolf and the maze runner . So I spent more time as a family with Shawn and the kids.
One night we hooked up and one led to three times. I have managed to restrain myself from then but I gotten myself into a deeper situation.
"He wants a baby Shawn " I sob as he rubs my back
"It's okay Sam" he rubs my back.
"No it isn't Shawn I'm already pregnant " I cry "what am I suppose to do"
"You have to tell him Sam" I cry some more
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FanficWhat will happen when Samantha becomes shawn's co-writer will they keep things professional or will do more then just writing ?
