Bad Reputation (Shawn Mendes) complete

Chapter 61:

On set-
We pulled up to the set of teen Wolf and Dylan's been acting weird all day . I ignore him to get what I need out of this reunion.

"Hi everyone!" I smiled sharing hugs and small conversations.

I notice Dylan had wondered off I search the scene and I noticed no Holland either. I call him and I can hear his phone ringing . I follow it to a trailer outside the set I watched as he quickly turned it off and froze when he saw me.

"Dylan what's going on?" I watch as Holland steps out from behind him.

He takes a step towards me and I take one back.
I wait for a response and my blood begins to boil and my heart is racing.

"Wait Sam it's not what it looks like we were just talking"

"You were just talking ?! In a trailer far from the set and everyone else! ?" My eyes start to water

"Sam we were honestly just talking " Holland pipes in

"You shut up , and Don't lie to me Dylan " I plea wiping my tears

He took a deep breath "Holland and I are not sleeping together and I'm not cheating on you I swear"

There seem to be a crowd forming .
"You expect me to believe that? With you sneaking off you don't think I notice the amount of time she calls and texts you it's more than a friendship and you know it" I try to hold in my tears infront of everyone .

"Sam we can talk about this later-"

"No we are talking about this now. Did you or have you ever slept with her?" I question already embarrassed infront of everyone.

"Sam-"

"Answer the question Dylan " I press the matter

"Yes" he says with his head down all eyes were on me
I couldn't feel anything my muscles were numb and I just felt completely broken.

"But that was during our break up Sam I promise you we have not slept together since than I swear" he walks up to me I step back.

"I would never cheat on you" he pulled me into a hug
"I know the feeling and it's not nice " he mumbles into my hair

I feel stupid I can't be upset because we were on a break however I did cheat on him with Shawn while we were together so I guess I deserved that.

Once I've calmed down and everything was over on set we went home. The ride was quite getting ready for bed I watched Dylan on the balcony.

"I'm sorry for embarrassing you I was letting my jealousy get the best of me" I sigh walking over to him. "I should have waited for us to get home "

"I need to tell you something " he takes a deep breath

"What's wrong ?" I ask confused

" take a seat" he gestures and I follow
"I need to come clean to you " he looked so conflicted with himself.

"Dylan what's wrong?"

"You have to promise me you won't get upset " he panics

I raise my brow "Dylan you're scaring me" I frown

"I swear baby I didn't mean for this to happen"  he taps his feet nervously

"Dylan what is it?" I watch as he takes a deep breath

"Holland's pregnant "

I just had all the wind knocked out of me. I couldn't breathe or move I just stared at him. I couldn't believe what I was hearing.Dylan is having a baby with Holland.

"Sam I'm So sorry I just didn't know how to tell you". His head in his hands . "I didn't plan this intentionally it just happened "

"And you knew this whole time " my vision is blurry again.

"I just didn't know how to tell you without hurting you even more. A lot has happened in a short time and this wasn't the best thing to address"

"It'd hurt a lot less if you would have just told me from the start"I get up and lock myself in the guest room I cried myself to sleep. Right there and then I knew this is what karma feels like.
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Two months later

I get it karmas a bitch but I didn't know it would hurt this bad. I decided that Dylan and I should take a break.

How could I compare she is giving him what I didn't. Although he tries not to show it I know he's excited . They decided to keep the baby and I always feel like I'm on the back burner . He goes with her to every appointment they work together and he brings her what ever she Is craving. They're doing parenting classes together. I am truly watching him fall in love with another woman the way he was watching me fall in love with Shawn over and over again. Now I know what it feels like it's not a nice feeling It's a lonely one.

I started writing and selling music again the twins are turning 3 tomorrow and I have went through hell to throw an extravagant party for them which we are celebrating today because everyone is back at work tomorrow. Aaliyah has put a lot of thought into party planning as well as Shawn's mother. Shawn and I haven't seen each other or spoken since that day of the fight. So this should be interesting.

I put on a casual outfit ripped jeans with a white top and sneakers .i was going to wear heels but then I remembered that I will be chasing around 3 year olds. I did my make up to make myself feel better and I put on jewelry .

"Come on mel time to put on your dress" she runs over to me with her arms raised. Already hyper from the cupcake Aaliyah gave her.

"Everything's ready and everyone is almost here" she smiles excitedly

"Thank you for your help Aaliyah this means a lot to me"

"It's nothing I love my niece and nephew to pieces" she smiles tossing Melanie into the air .

"Are you going to be okay ... with him here?" She asks me placing Mel on her hip.

"Yea I have no choice" i sigh mentally preparing myself

"Well he isn't here yet but he should be here in the next 10 minutes" she says with a small smile she gives my hand a squeeze  "I'm here for you and so is everyone else todays a special day all about your children"

"You're right I'll be out in a few can you wake Liam up" I ask her kindly and she says yes before walking out.

I look at myself in the mirror and take a deep breath. I pep talk myself before walking into the backyard