Bad Reputation (Shawn Mendes) complete

Chapter 20:

4 months
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"Okay so I would like to thank everyone for being here today to celebrate our wedding and I wish you all a goodnight" I clap for my brother and his newfound wife. It made me think about my future. Although I can't even imagine One right now with the way the media is so focused on Shawn. He's everywhere in the magazines, news, tv shows, radio station etc

I haven't really spoken to him this past week he's always busy and the time difference is crazy. But  I'm in England for this whole week  for my brothers wedding of course but I also have a meeting with Ed Sheeran. so hopefully we can make some collaborations with our writing. And I also kind of wanted to surprise Shawn he has a concert tomorrow's so we'll see how that goes I'm really excited.

Although lately a lot of rumors has sparked up between him and that Camilla girl again. But the last time I spoke to Shawn he told me it was nothing to be worried about.

"Hey sammy" I feel a hand on my shoulder interrupting me from my thoughts.

I look up "hey mr.Marriedman" I tease my eldest brother Theo (Theodore James, he is bae).

"You okay ? You seem a little down" he frowns concern

"No I'm find theo" he gives me the same look

"really I am" I smile assuring him.

"Is it because of the breakup?" He as sitting beside me.

"No! Not at all I'm just a little jet lagged " I lie .i haven't told him about Shawn yet . It took him forever to approve of Matthew and I wasn't planning on telling him anything but when I showed up partner less at the airport I had to tell him something . It's one step at a time with my brother so I only told him about the breakup between Mathew and I.

"Okay well shalyn and I are going to head out to catch our flight" he smiles as  she walks over .

"Okay you two have fun, and bring me home a niece or nephew please" I plead jokingly as shailene blushes and my brother laughs.

"I'll see what I can do" he winks at his wife.

"But if you ever want to talk I'm only one call away" (I'll be there to save the day🎤 , I love Charlie puth) He tells me pulling me into a tight hug planting a kiss at the top of my head.

"I know , be careful" I wave them off.

"I'm serious Sam I want to be here for you" he's way too serious and over protective.

"I know theo now go" I'm annoyed .

"Ready to go?" David walks over swinging his car keys between his fingers.

"Yea lets go" I yawn grabbing my coat kissing my parents goodbye before heading home .
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Today's the day surprising Shawn in London . He has a concert I think it would be great to pop up unexpected.

I dry my dripping hair with my towel deciding on an outfit to wear. I don't want to look boring but Shawn likes plain things. Ugh this is so hard and I absolutely must straighten my hair. Which is going to take forever so I have to find my outfit quickly I have 2hrs until the show starts.
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My hair is finally straight but I did something I never did before with my hair I curled it in wavy big curls and it doesn't look that bad. My natural curls are what will drive me crazy at least it's has that straight factor before the curl.

And I also cut my hair shoulder length 😱 that was a big step for me . Goodbye waist length hair for now it'll grow back within a month or two. And I colored it a darker blond almost brownish. I know what's going on with Sam I don't know. But yes I have made some slight adjustments to my appearance and also my wardrobe I'm surprise I just picked out a red dress to wear  but of course I need my leather jacket . My nails are painted and I'm wearing lipstick I'm finally the daughter my mom always wanted to have.