The Mistake You Can't Erase

The Mistake You Can't Erase Ch. 81

Chapter 81

{ JUSTIN'S POV } 

We stayed alone in the room for awhile before I went and got the crew. I looked at Avalanna and I couldn't help but cry. All the memories flooded my mind.

"Babe." 

I looked up at her "yeah.?" 

"You want to hold her?" 

I just nodded as she handed her to me. 

"Babe. Don't cry. Cause then I'm going to cry." 

She wiped my face and lightly kissed my cheek. 

"I'm going to go get the crew." 

"Okay."

I gave Avalanna back to her and walked out of the room to where the crew was. The boys smiled when they saw me. I wiped my face so they wouldn't tell that I was crying. I picked them up and walked back to the room with everyone. We walked into the room and I had everyone stand in front of the bed.

"Everyone. Meet Avalanna!"

I looked over at Scooter and I could see him crying. I walked over to him. I pulled him aside. He put his arm around my shoulder.

"I know you miss her. We all miss her." 

"She was like a sister to me." 

"I'm happy you did this for her!" 

"Me too."

"Hey scooter!" (Yn) said from across the room. 

"Yeah?" 

"Do you want to hold her?"

Scooter walked over and carried Avalanna in his arms. We took some pictures when a nurse came in.

"I'm sorry to interrupt but I need to take Avalanna here to the nursery." 

"Okay."

Me and (yn) gave her a kiss goodnight. We said bye to the crew and I walked them out to their cars. When I walked back into the room, I laid next to (yn) on the bed.

"Wanna do a video?" 

"Sure."

I hopped off the bed and grabbed my laptop from my bag. We sat up on the bed and I turned it on. I quickly tweeted off my phone.

"Video coming to you in the morning # big news"

I turned on my webcam and we began to record.

"Hey guys its me Justin and (yn). Sorry that my hair is a mess and down." 

I laughed 

"We just wanted to make a quick video to tell you some news about baby number 3." 

I looked over at (yn) and smiled at her and looked back at the camera. 

"Anyway you know that we had a girl but I think you guys are going to love her name even more." 

She began to rub my back to comfort me. 

"Go ahead babe!" 

"He name is umm we named her umm Avalanna." 

I started to tear up. 

"As you guys know. Avalanna meant a lot to me. She was like part of the crew. My family. I wanted to name her after Avalanna cause then I would have some closure but also remember the good times I had with her. And now I can't wait to tell her about this amazing girl that I named her after." 

I took a minute to catch my breath. (Yn) wiped the tears from my face. She kissed my cheek. 

"Well I'll talk to you beautiful ladies soon! And stay tuned for new music! Love you beliebers." 

"Bye girls." She said

We waved goodbye and stopped the video.

"I'll upload it tomorrow." 

"Let's go to bed babe. I'm tired." 

"Alright babe."

We laid down on the bed and looked into each other eyes. I laid my hand on the side of her face and gently kissed her lips.

"I am so in love with you!" I smiled at her 

"I love you too!"

I wrapped my arms around her body and kissed her forehead.

"Sweet dreams my beautiful." 

"Goodnight babe."