The Mistake You Can't Erase

The Mistake You Can't Erase Ch. 86

Chapyer 86

{ JUSTIN'S POV } 

I took the boys outside and played tag with them. A few minutes later Twist came outside and I sent the boys inside with (yn). Me and twist went by the pool and we talked.

"We can't let (yn) know that I smoked with you and Za in New York." I whispered 

"Why not?" 

"Cause bro. I might loose her. I just told her that I wasn't doing it." 

"Alright. We will keep it on the down low. But what are we going to do with this?"

He pulled out a small bag out of his pocket.

"We can smoke it when she goes to bed. She goes to bed at 10." 

"Okay."

We went inside and sat on the couch as (yn) made dinner. The boys were running around. I had Avalanna in my arms. Twist was taking pictures of the boys and Avalanna. When dinner was ready we all went to the table and ate. (Yn) sat next to me as she fed Avalanna.

"Babe. Eat. I'll fed her." 

"Are you sure." 

"Yeah it's fine."

I fed Avalanna as she ate. I looked at the time and it was time for the boys to go to bed.

"Hey Twist, can you get Scott and bring him upstairs to their room."

I picked up Joe and Twist followed carrying Scott. I put the boys to bed and went back downstairs to find (yn) washing the dishes. I walked up to her and stood behind her. I grabbed her by her waist and kissed the back of her neck. She finished waging dishes and she turned around to look at me.

"When are you coming to bed?" 

"Not till later babe." 

"Okay."

She gently kissed my lips and smiled at me as she pulled away.

"I'm going to take Avalanna upstairs and go to sleep." 

"Let me take her to bed."

I grabbed Avalanna and took her to her crib. I tucked her in and kissed her forehead. I stood there and looked at her sleep peacefully. That's when I started to think. "Maybe I should just stop. I can't loose this."

I walked to the bedroom to find (yn) laying down in bed. I walked over to her and kissed her gently on her cheek before I went downstairs with Twist. We went outside and sat by the pool again.

I looked at Twist as he pulled sit the bag and rolled a blunt. He pulled out his lighter and lit it. He took a puff and handed it to me, I just stared at it. The thought of (yn) and the kids came into my mind. I pushed away his arm.

"I can't. I just can't." 

"Dude.!" 

"I'm sorry but I can't. I'm done." 

Twist stayed quiet for awhile and then finally said, "alright. I mean I understand." 

"You do?" 

"Yeah." 

"I hope your not mad bro.?" 

"I'm not man. I mean you have a family, and I know you don't want to loose them."

I sat there as Twist finished and then he left. I went upstairs to find (yn) awake on the bed.

"What are you doing up babe?" 

"I couldn't go to sleep without you." 

"Well I'm here now"

I laid down next to her and hugged her tightly. I kissed her hard and looked into her eyes.

"This is where I want to be." 

"Me too." 

{ END OF JUSTIN'S POV }