Through it All

Chapter 23

Amber POV:
I know that BG is coming home tomorrow so I need to get the house cleaned up. I went and bought the stuff to fix his favorite meal and went by Victoria Secret and picked up a little something. I know just the way to get him to agree to quit touring when I get pregnant. I mean it's not like he doesn't have a shit load of money all he needs to do is make a record ever couple years and it will be fine. That and he can always write songs for other artists it's not like he hasn't made a ton of money like that either. I just love it!

I talked to Cheyenne a little bit ago and she seems to be doing fine. I know that it's not really hit her yet I can tell she is just running on auto pilot doing all the things she has to , to be able to get through the day. She did say that she had went for a ride on BGs bike today and that it was nice to get away. I'm glad that they enjoy that because he doesn't ask me to go on rides with him. I hate that he has not just one motorcycle but 3 and is a part of that club. That is not really the reputation I need as a teacher but I love BG so I guess I can let him keep that as long as I don't have to get on it. Cheyenne kept asking what was going on with me and I told her that I had several meetings with parents that couldn't be rescheduled this week but the truth is I just couldn't be around all of them. They are like a big family and I feel like I'm still outsider. I know BG and I were high school sweethearts and that after Jana and my divorce that he really had serious doubts about commitment. Cheyenne and Robert helped him get over that but it still bothers me that he calls her his best friend even though he has written so many songs about me. Although she is the reason that he finally gave me a chance and we have been together ever since. I love Cheyenne but will this change their relationship since I know BG he will take his responsibility serious and do whatever it takes to keep the promise he made to Robert. He told me what happened at the hospital and I worry but if he quits touring he would have more time for the farm and more time to be there for Ace. This is just another point in my favor! Well I am heading to bed I have a big night planned for us and I plan on going and getting my hair and nails done tomorrow morning then Operation Baby Gilbert!

BG POV
I am in my room packing my stuff cause I am heading back home tomorrow. I have missed Amber so much. Talking on the phone and FaceTime and texts doesn't replace the feeling of her hand in mine or the way it feels when I wake up in the morning. That little lady makes my heart so happy, I know I was rough on her about Robert and not coming out here at first but Cheyenne made me see that this time of year for a teacher is pretty bad and that you can't always reschedule meetings for when it is convenient for you that sometimes timelines are important. I have called my buddy at the jewelry store in Birmimgham and he's got a few things for me to look at, my way of saying I'm sorry. When Amber wanted to see me again I wasn't so sure about it but Cheyenne and Robert made me realize that if I didn't go meet her that I would always wonder if she was the one who got away. Jana had really screwed with my head so I was very wary to go there. Again Robert asked me to think of myself with Amber and then my life without her and that would tell me all I needed to know. I can't imagine not having her in my life so my heart breaks for Cheyenne. She has lost the love of her life, I know that it still hasn't hit her she has had to much going on and decisions that had to be made. Tomorrow she is supposed to move in to the new house. Ace and her said they had it gonna take their stuff a little at a time and she bought all new furniture. She said she didn't want to do anything with the other just yet gonna move and clean and then let Ace use it for a hunting place since it is backin the woods. Honestly with all I have seen and been told by them all moving was the best thing for them, otherwise Roberts mom and dad would drive them crazy. We have made plans for them to come to some of the summer concerts and get together and go mud riding. Ace has several more weeks of school and baseball and track to finish. I plan on making some more games and state meet in track. Chey's girls have another 2 weeks of school and then they are done for this year. They are planning on seeing a lot of concerts and plans to make Chey go too. They plan on keeping her busy but I'm worried about her, she would tell me she is fine not to worry. But she hasn't broken yet and I know it's coming. She shocked me earlier when Nate stopped by and told him to wrap it before he taps it. Where she comes up with some of her stuff I will never know. Kolby is keeping her company tonight and the band since we leave tomorrow. She wanted to spend some time with them before they left. I'm about done so I am going to head down to meet up with them and eat. Said that karaoke was tonight in the dining room/bar and it should be fun.