Through it All

Chapter 84

Cheyenne awakens needing to pee as she moves she realizes that B is still inside her. She rolls them over and  starts riding him. He moves his hands to her hips and fingers her clit causing her to go faster. He flicks it and the sensitive nub causes her to cum. She tells him to bend his knees. She uses them for support as she leans forward and rides him slamming down on him harder and faster. He reaches around and gets her juices on his fingers and inserts one into her hole and she moans . He is about to cum so he inserts a second finger into her hole and is fucking it with his fingers as she is fucking his dick. He pulls on her bar and can tell she is almost there so he fucks her ass with his fingers and fucks her pussy with his dick and reaches around and tugs her clit causing her to cum. He feels her walls grip his dick and her but squeezes his fingers and he cums oh god Fuck me!  Cheyenne looks back at him over her shoulder and says I just did and winks. He pulls her back against him and said I love you wife! She said I love you husband! They head to the bathroom to get cleaned up to go out.

He leaves her to get dressed, he puts on a pair of ripped light jeans and a grey Harley tshirt that fits real snug. Cheyenne pulls out a black thong and black lace bra and puts them on then she puts on a black leather miniskirt  and a sheer white blouse. She pulls out a pair of knee high lace up boots with killer heels. BG just sits and looks and said where did you get those fuck me boots? When I went shopping with Miranda. Well how come I'm just seeing them now? Haven't had a chance to wear them they go with the skirt. BG shook his head and said no baby they go with nothing at alligator you get my drift. He gives her that panty dropping smirk. She said I get ya big guy and you got it when you least expect it. Now we ready to roll? He said yeah but I may go to jail tonight cause you have fuck me hair and clothes and boots. And they ain't nobody seeing that but me. She smiles and says you know it. I dress for you baby no one else. They get outside and he said you get on first I will block you . She does and pulls her skirt up a little higher. B growls at a guy walking by cause he looked. Here's your leather put it on baby. He put his on and got on and off they went. He parked the bike and they walked along Beale street taking in all the signs of night life. They came to a club and stood in line but was moved to the front by the guy at the door. He shook BGs hand and said I am a fan saw where you guys got married so Congratulations! My gift to you is entrance. BG and Cheyenne  took a picture with him and then told him to tag them in it if he posted it.  They had a live band and dance floor so they headed to the dance floor. The band was good it was playing 80s and 90s Rock.  They were dancing and singing along with the band and they started playing a Journey set and  Open Arms was the first song. BG pulled Cheyenne close and rested his hands on her ass as she wrapped hers around his neck. They were in their own world. Nothing mattered but the one they held. He leans down and kisses her bringing his hands to cup her face and whispers in her ear I love you and I come with my arms open baby let me in tell me everything so I can love you more. She looks up at him and nods. She whispers back I love you and it's time. BG takes her hand leads her out the door and begins walking with his arm around her. He knows that she will tell him now just give her time.
Cheyenne says B I don't know where to start. He says start from our first time as husband and wife. You cried saying no one had ever loved you like that. Okay B.

That night you made me feel cherished loved and like I was a precious gift for you to unwrap. You are baby, I'm sorry I don't give you that more. No B I wasn't complaining. Every time we are together is amazing I think it can't get better and then you surprise me and it does.  You take care of me usually many times before you do yourself. You know already what I like how hard or soft I like something whether I like it fast or slow. I never leave your bed unsatisfied. You make very certain of that. Okay this is where things get awkward for me talking about one to the other because it feels like I'm comparing well I guess I am. B turns her to face him and says just spit it out use whatever words will get to the point baby. Okay B this is gonna be crude and awkward but very few times did I ever cum before Robert. It never lasted for hours 30 minutes tops and that wasn't very many of those times. It was awkward even after 24 years I would be at the brink and he would change and do something else so I was very often frustrated. We had a very active sex life if you call once or twice a week active. He had one orgasm and was done. I faked it many times because he had finished and I was still not there and he was limp. No point in trying to ride that. It was never adventurous and the 2 times I went to the toy store he freaked out. He liked the massage oil I bought but was afraid someone I knew might see me. I was 18 when we got married and I woke up looked around and thought what have I done. Am I proud to say all this no because he was a good father and a good provider and a good husband other than one very rough patch we went through. The only other intercourse I have had was the rape. So maybe it was the trauma from that kept me from reaching an orgasm easily I don't know. I just know for once in my life I am sexually fulfilled and feel like a precious gift when we make love and like a sex goddess when we fuck. And if I were to have used that or pussy or cock he would have been horrified. So do you see why I didn't want to talk about it? I don't want to change how people see him but he wasn't perfect neither was I . BG looked at her and says he was my friend but you are my wife. That's not all is it Chey? She shook her head no. I'm not gonna like it am I babe he asked. She said no. He said okay let me ask this , do the kids know? She looked at him and said no and they can never find out. He says okay it was during the year that you were having health issues. She said yeah it was. Nate knows doesn't he? She dropped her head and whispered yeah he does cause he was the only friend I had that I could talk to that wouldn't freak out. Alright baby let me ask I'm gonna get real pissed  she nodded yes. Okay baby tell me everything, Cheyenne looks up at him and says B promise you won't leave me. Maybe I should have told you this before I married you but I didn't want to lose you or you to think less of me. Cheyenne I'm not going anywhere but you got to tell me baby. Okay here it goes, when I first found out about my low white count they sent me to an hematologist oncologist. They did some more blood work and it came back not good. This is Ellie's first year of college, and I was having a hard time accepting that Ace only had 3 years he was playing football so I was walking and running waiting on him and I started losing all the weight I had gained. I was feeling better about myself and people would compliment me. It was also at this time that I was having to work with Nate everyday and it was confidential so I had to close my office door. He was there when I got the second blood test back. They told me I needed to come in for more testing . I called Robert and told him and he went off told me that I needed to deal with it  but I better not say anything to anyone. Well I hung up and lost it forgetting Nate was in there. He touched my arm and I shook my head no . He let it go. Nothing was ever said. Well the next week I had to take Ace to the dr on Bham and drove his moms old car because Savannah had wrecked hers 10 months prior and he wasn't out a car so he wasn't worried about it I get 10 miles from school and it does going down the road I was luckily by a gas station and pulled in called Robert he pitched a fit and I told him that I would find a ride to work. I did a snapchat story that said just my luck stranded. Nate sent me one said where? I sent one back at the gas station. He sent me a text saying I'm not busy I can come get you and take you to work. I said okay. So he did. Robert called said some things to me and I said don't worry about it I will call daddy. And he smarted off and said not your friend? He told me it cranked right up with him and I told him that he can drive it then and I would take the truck. So we did it wasn't 2 weeks and he's looking for a car. I had driven it for 10 months and what fixed it $15 battery connectors. So that Thursday night after we went to bed we were having sex and I told him no to get off me I couldn't do it I was feeling like that night . He held my arms above my head and continues even though I am saying no and fighting him said we were working through it. He finishes and rolls over and went to sleep. I didn't close my eyes the rest of the night. I was hurting so bad I could hardly walk. I went to work told them I had hurt my back to cover. He acted like everything was normal. Nate and I continued to text about my student. Robert told him thank you for giving me a ride that Friday night at the ballgame. No big deal. I had a specialist appt in Tuscaloosa and begged Robert to go with me. He refused. I took his truck. Liz was beginning to give me a hard time and confronted me about having an affair with Nate . I went off on her that she would even think that and cried all the way to my appt. When I got there while I was waiting Nate text and asked what was going on? I told him what Liz had said and he said life in a small town. And it really is. So the doctor wanted to do a bone marrow biopsy and she did it with a local cause I was by myself. I went and got Ellie and we went to eat. I headed back home it was coming a storm Robert was like get home I told him I was trying but the weather was making it hard. I got home and talked to Ace and Robert. Nate text to see if I made it home okay. So we waited 10 days for results. During that time I had a migraine and was in the bed early. Nate text about his girlfriend that he has sent her away but wouldn't tell me what happened, so I just did some small talk and he said he was at a buddy's house I said good if you need me just let me know bud. He said thanks for listening. And I sent back anytime that's what friends do he said yeah and I don't have a whole lot of people I consider friends. That was it I went back to sleep. The next morning I was getting out of the shower and Robert came through I could tell he was pissed so I asks what's wrong. He said I thought you were sick last night and went to bed we didn't bother you but you talk to him. I said what are you talking about he said your alarms was going off and I was trying to shut it off and I saw a text where he was thanking you for listening to him. I told him what had happened and he slapped me knocking me into the door jamb. It blacked my eye. Nate being a cop picked up on it. I told him I fell into the door jamb. All he said back was Really remember who you are talking to. I Wasn't dealing with that crap.  I had an appt and I went by myself again although he had bought me a car after he had hit me. So I get the diagnosis of hairy cell leukemia by myself and I get a text what did you find out from Nate. I called Robert and he told me I couldn't tell anyone that it was my punishment from God for my actions. I cried all the way home. I sat in the car in the church parking lot. I told Nate everything and he listened and was there for me when really all I wanted was Robert. This went on for 6 weeks or so. Got a call from the doctor I needed another biopsy mine was messed up. Went to BHam this time alone again. Waited 10 days Nate was in my office when I got the call I didn't have leukemia. I jumped up did a happy dance and hugged him. So I told Liz what had been going on how I couldn't tell her cause she would flip out and I didn't have time to deal with her. Then one Thursday night Robert gets up after we are in bed and rants and raves he was going through my phone and had read the message about him hitting me. To Nate. I got pissed and it was ugly. Ace had a big game the next day I told him to keep it down. Then the next day I acted like nothing had happened Nate reads me and knew and said I understand I would probably pissed too. I looked at him and I said I need you as my friend because if I don't have someone then I will go crazy. I started carrying around this time. There was another incident when we were having sex he was having problems and hit me and told me it was my fault. I went to work did my job and Nate came in shut the door and told me it wasn't going to get better only worse. I looked at him and he said the abuse. Talked me into making a report with the county they wouldn't come to me so I just wrote out a statement took pictures myself and let Nate read it and see them. He was pissed and wanted to do something . I couldn't I loved Robert and we had a family . So I hit the Bible and prayer and worked through it come out on the other side. Nate and I go long periods of time not talking and then pick up and talk. It was never anything but friendship. So you see B how this will change how you look at me?