Through it All

Chapter 85

BG pulls Cheyenne in for a hug and crushes her to him. He tells her he loves her and that hasn't changed and yes he looks at her differently he sees her as a strong woman who instead of letting something destroy her kicked back and kicked ass. That all it has done is made him love her more. Yes he thinks of Robert differently but that it doesn't change what he thinks of him as a friend or father or evens husband. He tells her that he met them after they weathered that storm and that is what he will keep in his mind.  Now with that being said yes I am pissed babe. In no reason should he have put his hands on you. And when you said no one time that should have been it end of discussion. Now look at me baby , I will always make sure you are taken care of and let me say this no faking you hear me. I will go till I get it right okay baby. What did you mean I already know you? B think about it how many times have we made love that you haven't given me multiple? None so it's like you have my body memorized you know what I respond to  you know which spots to hit to make me instantly turned on . At that statement he bent over to her ear and nipped and said you mean like right here darlin'? Yes B that is what I mean in 26 years we were together he never knew my sweet spot. He would hit it every now and then even when I told him what it was  it didn't matter. I don't mean to compare because he loved me and I loved him and there were times it was amazing, but not every time like it is with you. You make my body do things I didn't know it was capable of doing. Sunday night when we made love it was like nothing I have ever experienced . It was beautiful  and  I felt cherished like I was the only woman in the world. The way you look at me takes my breath away . I know that we are different people than when we married our first spouses and I don't mean to compare but do you understand what I mean now? Yes baby I do understand a little better still trying to wrap my head around you not being taken care of and how after 26 years he didn't make you scream every damn time. Okay so what about the comment you made about not having toys not needing toys.Well I didn't need toys I just took care of myself when I needed too and you have to remember I didn't have anything else to go by back then. In all honesty I didn't know what I was missing until you.
They start walking again and he said if we are gonna talk about this stuff then I have to be honest with you, you know I went through a time of one night stands and screwing just about anything. I'm not proud of it but it is a part of my history and I guess it helps you cause I learned and apply it. However I have always been faithful in relationships. Now I will say this, what I feel and how I feel when we are together is like nothing ever before . You are so responsive to my touch baby that I find it hard to understand how he didn't but anyway what I was saying. My sex life with Amber was good, not great nothing like ours. She didn't like for me to talk dirty to her and she never would let me use her toys with her. Cheyenne blurts out "Why the hell did she need toys when she had a sex god as a husband?" BG laughs and said darlin'  you are good for my ego. Let's just say that it wasn't as much or as adventurous as we are. Cheyenne said so you didn't give her 13 orgasms in one night like you did me? They hear a gasp and turn and see an older lady that had come up behind them. They turned around and busted out laughing. Darlin' I swear that you are gonna be the death of me. Cheyenne said I should be saying that after 13 orgasms. I think you tried  that night baby. "  They walked along just talking and enjoying the night and being together. She looks at BG and said " thank you for not thinking bad about me after what I told you. It was a hard time for both of us and we were stronger because of it but it's not something I want people to know. That would  be all they remembered and he was a good man. Father and husband. I don't know anyone who hasn't made a mistake in their life. No I never cheated never thought about it but I did think about leaving and for that I am ashamed. My kids don't know and they never will. We loved each other but like I said about the look in the pictures when you survive heartbreak you are able to love more deeply especially when they can give you 13 orgasms. She laughs and he growls woman. She stops and kisses him you know you love me. He said you bet your sweet behind I do and don't you forget it. She said I won't you won't let me. Just like I plan on making sure you know how much I love you every day. They are walking and his stomach growls and she said yeah me to so they keep walking till they get to a restaurant and they go in. The hostess looked up and  said Can I help you with her snarled nose.  Cheyenne said yes we would like a table for 2 please. The hostess said well that would be fine but we have a high clientele and are picky and don't allow riff raff. Cheyenne smiles and said That's a great thing to know sweetheart because my husband and I appreciate that. It's so hard to find a decent place to eat when we go out that will help keep them away. The hostess said I'm talking about you and your husband. We don't want your kind in here. Cheyenne said what kind are you talking about , do you mean that you don't allow multimillionaires or is it that you don't allow famous country music singers or do you mean you don't allow people who wear leather or do you mean that you don't allow people who ride motorcycles? Which one was that  because you know what we are all of those darlin' and you just messed up cause social media is about to be the death of this restaurant.  A man walked up and asked could he help them. BG raised his head up and he said yes my wife asked for a table for two and was told that y'all didn't allow riff raff and she said that was good because it's hard sometimes when we go out to find someplace quiet that we won't be bothered and your hostess kindly pointed out that she was talking about us and my wife asked her did she mean y'all didn't allow multimillionaires, famous country music stars or was it people who wore leather or did she mean people who rode motorcycles because we are all of those things and that she just caused the death of this restaurant on social media.  The man looked at BG and said I'm sorry Mr and Mrs Gilbert what can I do to make this right? Well you need to learn not to judge people by appearance for starters and we won't blast this place on social media if you teach her some manners but I almost believe that it comes from the top down. Maybe this will  teach you all to look beyond how a person looks. Now can we have a table for two? Yes sir right this way. Other than that incidence their meal was very lovely and the hostess came by and apologized to them and was very sincere. Cheyenne told her I know that you are the first line of defense so to speak and I think you were just doing what you have been told but maybe this will show you that all kinds of people like to wear leather and have tattoos. So thank you for your apology.