Torn up. ~Flamingeos Fanfiction

Chapter 21

I went into our apartment and grabbed my suitcase which was downstairs. Before I went to me and Geo's room to grab my pajamas and toothbrush, I wandered around our house, thinking about what our future would be like if it wasn't for Loren. I had a huge feeling that he doesn't like her and Ariel was just saying that because she wanted me back, but to be honest this wasn't really working out anyway. I left a life behind me which is more important than this.

I still love Geo and I know we won't break up. Maybe I should tell him that I'm leaving in person? And let him know that it's not because of Loren because I don't want to seem like an overly jealous girlfriend, right?

I slowly walked upstairs and smiled when memories of me and Geo flashed into my mind. He's really not a bad person.

I frowned when I noticed our bedroom door was closed. I stood right outside it and rested my hand on the handle, wondering whether I should open it or not. 

"Just do it." I hissed to myself. I then slammed the door wide open and gasped when I saw Geo and Loren, sitting on the floor and...

kissing.

No.. this can't be right. This isn't right. This isn't Geo. Geo told me he loved me, he looked at me like he meant it. He can't be over me already, can he?

Did he ever even love me?

"If you really meant something to me, I would have remembered you," I whispered to myself, remembering the time when Geo came over Ariel's after him being in the hospital. (chapter 11) He hated my guts, and right now I feel the same way about him. 

Loren screamed when she saw me. She pushed Geo away from her but didn't get up. 

"What?" Geo chuckled. He went to grab her again but Loren whispered something to him. His eyes went wide and he turned around.

Tears began rolling down my cheeks. Anger began rising inside of me. I clenched my fists, but when he stood up, I felt my body go weak. My legs began trembling, butterflies filled my stomach and my cheeks went scarlet red. He went to walk towards me but I ran without any hesitation. Forget about my toothbrush and pyjamas, I'm out of here.

"LUCY!" He yelled. I've never heard him sound so upset. He sounded like he was crying.

I ignored him. I grabbed my suitcase and ran as fast as I could. He went running after me and eventually caught up. It wasn't fair, I was holding the heaviest suitcase ever and he wasn't.

He grabbed my wrist and put his hand on my cheek.

"GET OFF ME!" I yelled, giving him the dirtiest glare I could pull of. He obeyed, looking completely startled.

"Let me explain-"

"Let me explain?" I spat, giving him angry laughs. "Let me explain?  Really Geo?"

"Please Lucy, hear me out." He begged. Tears were now rolling down his cheeks and his lips began to wobble. "Yeah, I like her but seeing you like this.. it made me realize that she's not the one."

I rolled my eyes. "Yeah yeah," I said. "See you in England." I then went on the bus which eventually pulled over and sat down, watching him stand there, looking completely heartbroken. I'm not going to England, but I just said whatever mean thing I could think of. 

I couldn't help but feel so guilty. Even though he's the one in the wrong, I still felt like I was the monster. I watched Geo stare at me as the bus drove away. I stared at him back and allowed tears to fill up my eyes as I noticed how hopeless he looked. He then walked away, his eyes staring at the floor and his hands in his pockets.