Torn up. ~Flamingeos Fanfiction

Chapter 72

"No.." I whispered, tears rolling down my cheeks. "But all he did was punch her.." (btw, i'm not hinting that geo punched loren. i am 100% against those rumours).

"How long for?" 

"A year."

"W-what!?"

"I know!" Jennishka said, crying even more now. "He was so excited to go to England to see you too.."

"He was going to do that?" I gasped, butterflies filling inside of my stomach.

"Mm hm." Jennishka replied. She seemed too sad to be talking about him. I should really stop, it's making me feel depressed too. 

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I walked in class with my blazer covering my face. I couldn't care less if I looked weird, I didn't want anyone finding out that I was crying because they'd all soon find out why. But when I sat down, Isla and Jack already could tell that I was upset and knew why. 

"I'm so sorry.." Isla gasped, rubbing her hand on my back. 

"Yeah.." Jack sighed, sounding genuinely upset. "He didn't deserve it."

More tears began rolling down my cheeks and I soon found myself having to rest my head on the table, on top of my blazer so I could cry even more. I was so excited to come back to America to hangout with Geo. But now the only way I'll be able to see him in person is through a glass screen in prison for about twenty minutes. 

The loud chattering stopped and instead was replaced with whispers. I heard some words like Geo and court. They all knew. Everyone's gonna know. 

"Could you bail him out?" Jack asked.

I tried my best to hide my annoyance. He's not helping. No one would be able to afford bailing him out.

"No." I said. I then lifted up my head and felt embarrassed when I saw that everyone's eyes were on me.

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Today was a long day. I couldn't stop thinking about Geo, which resulted in me crying. But who could blame me? I've had crushes before but this one is different. 

Isla asked me to walk home with her but I really wasn't in the mood. I told her that I was getting a lift and then ran off to walk a different direction so she wouldn't spot me. 

I was walking for about five minutes and already found myself crying my eyes out again. I had to sit down behind a wall so nobody could see me to cry even more. I miss him so, so much..

"Oi, Lucy!" A familiar voice yelled. Seconds later, Jack was running towards my direction. He sat beside me and rested his arm on my shoulders. I felt completely uncomfortable, he wasn't reassuring me in the slightest. "Don't cry.."

"Imagine if Isla had to go to jail though?" I weeped. "Geo's in jail and it's all my fault! I told the police about him being abusive!"

"Being abusive?"

I felt my cheeks go red when I realised that I just spilled out something that no one in this rotten school should know.

"Jack you can't tell anyone!"

Jack looked at me for a while, completely bewildered. He then nodded.

"G-Geo? That younow guy? Abusive?" His eyes then went wide and he grabbed my arm, gently tugging my blazer off. "Where's the bruises?"

First of all, who gave him the right to tug off my blazer? Second of all, if he wanted to comfort me he may's as well make a good job of it! He's just making me want to cry even more! 

"Just forget it Jack." I sighed, pushing his hand away with my elbow and then putting my blazer back on. I completely forgot to tell him that it wasn't me who he hurt so now he was even more convinced that Geo abused me.

Jack looked at me for a while. I stared at him back, feeling confused. 

"It doesn't seem as though you deserve this Geo." He was whispering now. His face was getting closer to mine and I found myself blushing yet again. But why? I have no interest in Jack, I don't even like him as a friend. And he doesn't have any interest in me. No way. He has Isla, the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. Who could choose a girl like me over her?

But what was he doing? His hand was on my cheek now and he was staring at my lips. 

"J-Jack.." I whispered. But why aren't I stopping him? I could just walk away now. Yet I'm choosing to stay..

It was too late. Our lips were touching. I felt sick, how evil of me to do this behind Geo's back whilst he's going through such a hard time! But then again.. he's done this to me plenty of times with Loren. He even admitted to loving Loren whilst we were still dating. Why should I care about Geo's feelings? He didn't care about mine.

I started to kiss Jack back. I put my hand on one of his cheeks and leaned in forward, forgetting about Isla. 

Why am I doing this though?

 Am I really falling in love with Jack?

This chapter is quite a long one, I hope you enjoyed it! I'm so glad you all enjoyed the last chapter!! It's crazy to think that I've been writing this story for seven months. It's come so far, I'm almost at 30k views!!! Ahh that is crazy, it just shows how famous Geo is now. When I was first a fan of him in May he didn't have half the amount of fans he has now!