Torn up. ~Flamingeos Fanfiction

Chapter 121

I sat down outside of an independent cafe whilst mixing my milkshake with a spoon, a sad expression stuck to my face. I knew that I shouldn't stress over Isla this much as I have new friends but I just couldn't help it. Seeing her cry whilst looking up at Jack made me feel so guilty for breaking them two apart. 

"There you are!" Someone said cheerfully, taking a seat on my table. I carried on staring at my milkshake as I already knew who came to see me, it was Geo. He grabbed my hand which was resting on the table and stoked it with his thumb. "How's my girl?"

"I'm gooodd." I told him as happily as possible, forcing a smile after I looked up at him. "How did it go with Oliver?"

"You really think I stayed with that weirdo?" Geo stared at me with an amused smile, causing me to feel happy. His smile always finds a way to cheer me up. "He hates me for no reason, I left him the second he tried talking to me." 

I let out a small laugh and carried on gazing at my milkshake, sadness starting to kick in again. I could tell that Geo was staring at me in confusion, and he then dragged his chair so he'd sit beside me and put his arm around my shoulders. I rested my head on his shoulder and felt a warmth of calm rush over me when he played with my hair and kissed my head. 

We stayed sitting there in silence. I was so close to falling asleep, there's something so soothing about Geo playing with my hair. Just as I went to close my eyes Geo's phone buzzed and he jumped in suprise to answer it. 

"Jennishka?" He said in shock after answering it. I sat up and watched Geo on the phone with concern. "Is everything ok?"

"Wooow.." He then sighed, rolling his eyes. "Ask mum or something."

He stayed sitting there in silence for a while until he eventually stood up and grabbed his backpack. 

"Geo?"

Geo said his goodbyes and then put his phone into his pockets, his gaze turning to me. 

"I need to help Jennishka with homework. Coming?"

I nodded, a grin stretching out onto my face. I haven't been into Geo's house for ages. His family is so welcoming and sweet and they always make me feel at home. 

"Of course."

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I let out a huge smile when Geo's mum ran up to me after seeing me enter the house, soon after giving me a huge hug. She always has the same scent, a beautiful floral smell which makes me feel at home. I could see Geo stare at us with pure happiness. A smile was stuck to his face and his eyes were glimmering. Seeing Geo like this never fails to melt my heart.

After Geo's mum hugged me and told me how she worried over me and missed me, Geo and I ran up to Jennishka's room. Geo slowly opened the door, preparing himself to scare her. But when the door fully opened no one was there.

"Is Jennishka home?" Geo yelled, letting out a sigh whilst ruffling his hair with his hands.

"She just went out!" Yelled his mum back. 

Geo then rolled his eyes and walked to his bedroom, me trailing behind him. I couldn't help but feel a rush of excitement when we both sat down on his bed. We were finally alone at peace. It feels as though I've waited for a moment like this forever. No Jack, no Dylan, no Ariel or Mario.. just us two. 

After us both talking about school and what not Geo finally decided to make a move. He stared at my lips whilst quietly talking. I stared back at his and leaned in close. Geo's voice got quieter and quieter until eventually I felt his lips press against mine.

We were finally kissing. A truck load of butterflies ran into my stomach when Geo began taking off his shirt.

"It's boiling in here." Was his excuse, soon after kissing me again.

He began kissing my cheeks and neck, something we've never done before. His hand then reached the buttons of my blouse and he began attempting to unbotton them. For some reason I started to feek anxious. I've never kissed like this before.. I didn't really know what to do. I just froze until Geo noticed that I wasn't feeling good.

"I'm sorry Luc." He whispered, sitting up. "If you don't want to carry on tell me."

"I-it's just these kind of kisses are new for me." I whispered back, sitting up too and feeling my cheeks go scarlet red when I could see that my top was almost completely unbuttoned. I quickly fixed my top and then stood up, putting my messy hair into a ponytail. I tried my best to ignore Geo's disappointed expression, it just made me feel guilty. "Maybe another time."